alright.. been really busy so.. didn even hav time for my saturday post.D: anyway saturday was breaking and aft tat went out with jj.. ignore all of tat,i jus wanna talk bout today despite i still need to do cmsk later.

went to sch for INKS. skip skip skip all de nt impt parts. individual Q&A.. i jus gave up when it was my turn. dun ask me y,i dunno it myself.. i jus felt like giving up. i got this "i dun belong here" feeling. so i simply walked out with almost 0%.

jervois,ziming,weichong,boonhao,yongchuan,javier,kaiwen,did i miss out any1? thankyou. really,thx so much. thankyou for nt giving up on me even aft i gave up on myself. all of u,really aggro-ed and tried all u could to knock sense back to my mind.

ziming really aggro-ed much,kept saying and saying y i dowan jus give it a shot,cos even he did. "u dun intend to sign on right? i intend to sign on leh! but i still wan to at least pass this diploma."
jervois jus kept talking sense like he always does.. and i noe every1 were doing it for my own good.
boonhao.. i dunno wat to say.. throughout since yr1 you've been helping me with my assignments. i would hav been in army by now if nt for u. u became really angry when u saw tat i gave up today. dunno how much vulgarities u spammed on me haha.. nv see u scold any1 seriously like today before. "i help ur report get 56.5 liao. u already halfway there,jus abit more only u can at least get a D,or a C. u dun try u immediately drop to P! ppl help u then u like tat to them,u noe how they feel anot?" "everybody wan help u u dun wan help urself." i dunno wat else to say other than de endless amount of thx. u help me all my assignments jus to make sure i can get pass every sem.

in de end al of them went to ask james if i can get a 2nd chance anot.. he said wait till every1 finish their assessment. so boonhao taught me everything tat i needed to at least pass. thx.. so aft tat every1 went off for dinner. ziming stayed back to pei me even though i nv asked him to.. thx alot..(:

did ok for my assessment i tink.(: aft tat went off with ziming take bus back. i went for dinner alone at central cos my mum injured nv cook. i kinda like eating dinner alone.(: it's very.. i dunno,i like it.:/ aft dinner going home,my sis called to ask me where am i and can help her buy happy meal anot. so i went to loyang point even though it's inconvenient to buy her a happy meal and get hello kitty toy.:/ ps ttm sia rofl.

yeap aft tat went home bathe.. k time to do cmsk!:/keep loving no matter wat.