currently 4am+ in de morning.. busy doing my assignment stil.=) not goin to sleep i guess. then i can fast fast finish and start working soon hehs!^^v

been so busy past few days. rush this,rush that.. hais. so dead tired. things happened.. cant explain it. i nv tot i'll cry for any1 else other than my juniors,and here are 3 girls i didn even noe for a month doin it. guess this is jus how much u mean to me.=( i hope things get better.. i really do..

time to go back to assignments.. love u dears.

opps almost forgot to blog haha!=/

woke up at 12+. was supposed to go cust hse at 11..=( totally overslept.. called to tel de cust i overslept,and his wife who answered de phone laughed at me!!>< owel at least she's nt angry or wad.=/ owel changed to monday,so monday go collect before work ba.=)

bboy lesson as usual today. learnt 3 step,and how to combine everything into 1 routine and practice. pretty cool^^ next week no lesson.=( owel self prac then.=) on the way back frm Oschool msg-ing ilina. and she's cold in de cinema!!>< and fell sick bcos of tat. phone was running dam low on batt. then jus nice she msg me tat de show ended,phone flat. jus nice enough time for me to read finish de msg.=/

went home.. bathe. then irina said she was bored. so lets go out tgt! assignments can wait til tmr,女儿s come 1st.=) went to meet with 女儿s 1st under their block then take bus tgt. scared ilina cold so brought my jacket along.=) de big white warm 1 which i bought in macau!^^ tink it shud keep ilina warm warm ba hehe!

those 2 little bimbo 女儿s of mine,yea u noe which 2 im talking about.=) making a fool of themselves in de bus lol.. dam dam funny and embarassing haha. like 2 little retards. owel,runs in de genes?=/ reached inter,met with fabian and went to buy doggie food at basement while waiting for alden. jus nice buy finish ald come.=D

went up to 1st floor,stood in de middle like idiots cant decide where to go lol. in de end.. went to bk to eat dinner. only 女儿s eating cos de rest of us ate le.=) talk cock blah balh.. then at 8.51..o.o.. 女儿s daddy called and asked them to go home. so they lied tat they were jus gona go eat their dinner or smth so we could slack abit more tgt. sat outside bk for awhile more slacking.. then went to take bus 359 home. poor irina dear.. 宝贝，别哭了..=(

fabian and me sent them back,then i pei fabian to wait for bus.=) 女儿s got into trouble with their dad again..>< quarreled.. irina dear cried again. so i called her up so chat with her.. and chatted for bout 2 and a half hrs+.o.o their mummy came and nagged at them so they had to sleep haha. phone was on hold for too long and it auto hung up.=( its ok i can call again anytime!^^

so tired.. doin assignments now and pei-ing yuepin.=) gona sleep soon!^^ tmr shal be last day before sch starts,need to chiong all de work tat i haven touched at all.>< jiayou!!

wat could i say more bout today.. only de best day ever yet in my entire life..=)

celebrated christmas tgt with starhub family. eehwee cant make it.=( sads! its ok we'll celebrate bella's bday tgt then.^^ met up at my hse 1st to leave all our presents down. stupid me left hse forgetting to change!>< owel then left for ws tgt,taking bus 359. went to shop for some stuff at supermarket and collected our lovely buttercream logcake!=DD

went to pasir ris park to catch crabs again haha,fabian's fav! found so many weird and interesting things la lol! snails.. some weird worm?o.o and some fierce crabs! lol had so much fun talking cock. then wel.. breezers.. wel.. ilina dear.. didn noe u were tat bad at holding ur liquor.>< she got dam dam high right aft drinking it. and before we knew it.. k she became dead drunk.>< but she was so funny!! omg lol. cant help but laugh. and then irina started feeling tipsy too omg!!

high ilina was pretty emotional i guess. cry,laugh,cry,laugh..>< was oddly amusing though. poor fabian,was her back support haha! good korkor.=) she kept wanting to fall over haha. and fabian was so scared when she started flinging her cigg around lol. then she started calling for 'mummy' then i jus began to panic and worry! so many thing running through my mind,"are u okay?!","wat do u wan?","wat mus i do?!" and so many many!><

finally irina and bella managed to convince her to go to de bench which has a proper backing. thx fabian for all ur hard work haha!^^ poor poor ilina,see u like tat wil heartpain leh.=( finally she felt abit tired and fell asleep on my shoulders. jus like a sweet baby girl like tat.=) felt like im really a 'mummy'. occasionally sitting back up to tidy her fringe and drop back dead haha. then she woke up and wanted to drink water haha! really like a 6yr old little girl. lucky alden and jj were already on their way back frm buying water. drink ba u little kiddy haha. but she was stil tipsy i guess,and was abit clumsy with de water.

aft drinking finish her water bella,fabian and me brought her to de toilet. and she could walk by herself le.^^ so means she was feeling better. aww its like my baby girl jus took her 1st step like tat HAHA.=/ aft she came out,was 90% alright le.=) glad to hav u back ilina! haha!

headed to downtown for dinner tgt.. somehow.. jus lost appetite anhd didn feel like eating anything.=( 女儿s all started nagging me.>< but i really had no appetite to eat at all. but in de end.. stil lose to fabian la. he go buy kway chap for me!>< he came back with 2 omg.. how to turn it down now? so i eat slowly lor.. turned out,as i ate i felt better.=) THX ALOT BRO. and sorry i had no money to pay u back.><

aft eating walked around. told irina tat i was worried bout smth.>< and end up de more i say de worse it got! then she went to tel ilina and both of them started asking me to tel them. at tat time i really felt dam bad sia..=( i insisted tat i dowan tel them. then they ownself guessed ba.. then on de way home,they came and told me how silly i was.>< im nt!!=(

went up to get de prezzys down!^^ then sat down tgt at our fav spot under my block and exchanged gifts for ech other hehe! exchang finish le,then i was de 1st to open up mine! and i took FOREVER lol.=/ until all of they buay tahan. i stil kept de christmas wrapper jus so u noe.^^ AND MY PRESENT IS.. EXACTLY WAT I GOT FOR IRINA!!! I GIGANTIC PLUTO!!*SQUEALS!!!!!!!* super love it to de max!!!=DD alden received food,his fav haha! and fabian,jj received collared t's. was so happy with our prezzys!^^ then 女儿's parents called and they had to go home le.=(

walked them home!^^ and played with aiko again. this time i was more daring hehe! at least i didn get stun and jus stone there. yeap improvement!=D 女儿's daddy coming back le so all of us ran down de stairs and went home haha!

best day of my life!^^ had super much fun,nth wil go wrong when we're tgt. everything's perfect,everything is fun and we're happy!=DD really love this family LOTS AND LOTS.. wat wil i do without u all.=) goin sleep now,goodnight sweetdreams all my dear starhub family.=)

o yea btw,my sis received a dam funny christmas present frm her fren. christmas panties lol! its like translucent black with red frilly things all over de sides. then it has candy cane design on it! dam cool sia haha! but my sis says she's nv ever gona wear it lol.

hell..

shopping is hell i tel u.. HELL.. morning went to take my 老婆饼 frm ryan who bought it frm hk gime.^^ thx bro!=D went home.. bathe.. eat. rest abit,left hse to meet ald,jj and fab for christmas shopping!

shop shop around here,around there.. wa so so so so dam tiring i tel u.. alden and fabian sop fast buy finish sia! left 2 dumbdumbs me and jj haha! we casually walked around and crapped so much.. until when we realised it was getting late.. HOLY SHIT.. DIE AR! chiong like hell lol! we were practically running all over de place between tm and cs lol! ald and fab lazy to join us so they sat down somewhere and let both of us run loose lol. siao sia lol. i swear we were nuts,we jus kept laughing over nth! brain cells totally killed so much tat we cant even control ourselves already.=/ finally last min,managed to get smth. phew!

tired us headed home straight.. wrapped my presents.^^ cant wait for my dears to receive them. hehe!

sorry ilina dear for scaring u..=( so sorry..

went out for lunch gathering today. super fun!^^ poor ilina has to stay at home..=(*CRIES!! dun worry dear,we'll hav 1 gathering jus our family tgt jus for u k!^^ there was SO MUCH food sia tat we couldn finish. food nt bad,nice nice.^^ joked bout bella's 'penis' owel. dam cock sia. buay tahan dam funny lol.. were laughing like crazy.=D

aft eating,all stuck duno where to go lol. 女儿s dad went out,so we kept asking ilina to come find us. aft very long of discussion and blah blah. finaly ok. family decided to not folo starhub grp for our dear ilina.=) slacked outside ehub for very long waiting for ilina to come. she didn change at all then rush come out le haha! cute la u.=)

went to pasir ris park to catch crabs lol. fabian's fav! he was dam excited sia lol. can tel. then me,jj and eehwee didn wan to go down so we waited for them. i swear im gona bring eehwee tgt with me everywhere i go i tel u lol! she's like super mosquito repellant!! or rather,attracter.=/ she jus keep attracting mosquitos and so jj and me didn get bitten at all!^^ aft those little kids played finish their crabs,sat down tgt at de grass tgt. really felt like a family right there.. everything's goin to be ok when we're tgt.=) talked rubbish blah blah..^^ happy!~ then 女儿s had to go home le..=(

obedient 女儿s decided to head for home even though they jus grumble all de way haha. little toe cramp!!>< its like ugh.. bad lol. walk walk.. bella 女儿 says she hates me!!*CRIES!=(

女儿s went home while we pei eehwee to eat dinner. honoured anot? 4 bodyguards leh lol.=D she has an amazingly smal appetite.>< AND WOAH I GOT 5CENTS!!=/ loose change tat she didn wan so she said i can take it!^^ yeap good for paying de weekly $2.85 yakult money hehe! aft dinner every1 go home! alden sending eehwee back,our biggest bodyguard,sure safe haha!

i walked home lala.. so peaceful. bathe,ate 汤圆.^^ goin to sleep soon.^^ cant wait for christmas celebration with family! there's even goin to be a log cake de size of a tree!! k no jus jk bout de last part.=/ yeap! goin to be so much fun with all my dears!

ups and downs..

morning 9+ jj suddenly morning cal me go play bbal lol. so long nv play,totally lost touch like hell.>< played til 12 like tat. jj had blisters all over his feet,especially his little toe lol.

went home,bathe. my eyes are kept open but my body feels dam shag. de feeling so weird lol. macham tired+not tired like tat. ilina fored me to go sleep.=( so wel i be a good boy n went to sleep!^^ set alarm clock. but stupid me,go set wrong time,1hr earlier.>< then bcos it was set 1hr earlier,i sleep nt even half an hr,IT STARTED RINGING AND WAKE ME UP ARGH!!! went and set all de alarm time aft tat.-.- soon,falling asleep soon.. then sister call home!>< walao wake up again.. no mood sleep liao lor..=( received location and prepared for work.

aft work family went to eat tgt at bedok 85.^^ nice nice!=D happy dinner. 女儿s are so screwed cos they're late.>< went to take bus 17,was being mad all de way. dam fun haha. waited hell long for de bus sia. boarded de bus and crazy on de bus oso.=/ then 女儿s parents started calling them up.. omg tio trouble le.=( went home asap.

they really got into alot of trouble..>< bella dear.. dun cry le k?=( every1 was so worried for them. alden kept "wtf wtf"(its his way of showing care=/),jj oso,at de end he msg me "seems tat its in calmity now. i can go slp le.=/". he wasn sleeping cos he was worried ba,and he is SUPER SUPER tired i bet. see my dears,every1 here is family.=) hope u girls are alright..

tmr goin lunch out. hopefully 女儿s wil be able to make it too.=(

yet another day passed..

afternoon was so darn bored so i jus practiced bboy all de way. fell dowan many times and got blue black on my shoulders now.=( felt so tired so i went to bathe and prepared to leave hse anytime to go work. 女儿s called me to go down to opp ws pri busstop so i chiong out! was gonna meet jj and ald on their bus 17 but.. dunno wat jj doin at de chalet and took ages!! in de end 女儿s dad sent us there. lifesaver.=)

slacked so much today lol. hardly worked. went to 1 myanmar customer hse.^^ funny ppl lol. gave me a eng name somemore lol! Peter wth lol. and ilina is called mary haha! they even wanted to cal us jack&jill lol. aft work sent home again by 女儿s dad.

so tired.. almost faceplant into my dinner sia.>< keep dozing off here and there. dun worry i'll survive! ilina女儿 is feeling moody so im trying to cheer her up with everything i've got! she keep wan me go sleep,but i wan pei u!!!T_T yuepin is goin to party tmr so i'll be all alone during afternoon.=( goin to be boring..

bboy class today is tiring!>< learnt indian step crossover,woah dam hard sia. had a pretty hard time following. instructor said i jus need to correct my body posture and swing my arms more.=) stil cant do a chair freeze properly,then today we learnt another drop and how to transit frm six step to a chair. super hard!>< KH said its goin to be de hardest thing in this course. jiayou! practice practice practice!=D

went to suntec with family aft dance.^^ went to toys"R"us 1st. freaking crazy i tel u lol. bunch of maniacs haha! i was so scared de ppl are gona chase us out lol. sat down at waffle cottage to take break. waited for jj to come and we took orders.^^ super nice la my rocky road waffle.^^ had these cute little marshmellows in them somemore hehe!=D was so freaking happy!

cont walk walk.. then tired,so sat down at de life lobby to play 'cheat' omg lol. every1 walk past keep looking. using 2 decks was a VERY bad idea..>< so hard to play!! lol tio own sia. hungry 女儿's decided to smartly go off on their own to eat while we play 'daidi'.

aft awhile,play finish le,cal and ask where they are. claim they at pizza hut ar.. claim lol.. we down there wait wait,y bo lang?! then cal again,life lobby?! kk we go life lobby.. wait wait,y stil no1?!?! then cal AGAIN! poor girls are lost lol.. they are so far away frm pizza hut lol! made all of us guys panic and run around find them lol. finaly found those bimbotic 女儿s of mine at de opposite side lol. how they get so far sia?!?! really bimbo.=/

discussed for very long on where to go eat,and decided.. my block downstairs again.^^ took mrt back to ws and bought dinner,aft tat took 359 to my hse.=) poor irina was feeling sick and didn eat.. so i rushed back to get her a bottle of water. hope you feel better soon dear.=)

ate my dinner upstairs,my sis was so happy with de fries i bought her lol. jus like a little kid.=) chiong ar makan finish ran downstairs to find them.^^ slacking around. aft awhile 女儿s had to go home le..=( cant stay out too late. owel so walked them back. accidentally said smth i shouldn hav to ilina..=( im so sorry. forgive me pls!~=(

went to see aiko again.^^ its so freaking cuteee!!! when irina put him on my lap,omg i jus stone sia,i dun dare move at all!>< but it was so cute! but im so scared of it.>< oh my wats wrong with me. wel tats de 1st time i ever went in contact with a dog!

went home.. bathe,gona eat supper.=3 then goin sleep! maybe working tmr.^^ see 女儿 how.=D goodnights then!^^

as usual,afternoon at home slack and do nth.. woke up at 12+ blah blah online. cant wait to go out pasar malam buy ramly burger.^^

pushed forward meeting time to 4.30 so can slack around oso. walk walk around,bought our ramly burgers and went to jj hse to slack. jj had only had 3 boring add-ons lol! no kids group!=( boring tv shows lol. especially discovery chnl lol.>< spoil our appetite only haha. left jj hse and went down to long john silver to slack somemore before goin for work.

ilina is down with hive rash..=( silly girl die die dowan see doctor!>< make me worried only. hope she'll be ok. bboy class tmr,aft tat maybe goin out.=) look forward to it.^^

saw some freaking adorable cats today.^^ they're so so so cute!! spent so much time playing with them. 3 kittens and a cat. de kittens are so playful omg.. freaking cute to de max sia!>< it wil try to catch my finger,but i keep moving it all over de place they jus chase it all over! then i put it high igh they even try to jump can catch lor!like so cute!^^ was very very very happy today.

aft work sit at de meeting point and waited for 女儿's dad to come fetch all of us back. so many ppl today haha. talked so much crap in de car lol. aft every1 alighted left me and 女儿's,dumbdumb duno which 1 of them started it la,stupid joke make all of us go crazy.>< even i buay tahan,i laugh until like spasm like tat,go home sure get 6 pac!=D wish everyday was like this. haven laughed so much in a really long time haha. u girls are de best.=)

went to 女儿's grandpa funeral at bishan ytd to pei them. skipped work.>< today need try harder le.

we were like mad ppl ytd lol. making so much noise. fabian and i taught them how to play 'cheat' and they are jus so honest they cant cheat at all!>< cute 女儿's of mine.=) fabian and me jus keep smiling to ourselves nia lol. then we play until so noisy some bloody woman came to ask us the time.=/ sarcastic irina stil go take up her handphone and help her check lol. then de woman jus tio stun. ya la u need work go back sleep la,complain so much,curse u step on mars bar ar.=/

at 1 they were forced to go home lol. so we all went home.. cept for fabian hu didn wan to. so i pei him til sit there chat chat. at around 3 i tink? his psp died lol!=/ he was dam sad haha! wow we really talk until sian sia.. i tink he'll be sick of me with nth to say for de rest of de week haha! we really talk until nth we both jus stone there,so tired haha. then my sis came down with food.^^ aww so sweeet of u. then fabian keep talking rubbish with my sis and suan her. n1 fabian! haha!

around 5.20 we went to de 359 bus stop to wait for bus to pasir ris inter so he can bus home. oya.. cute fabian forgot to bring his keys lol. then he say he gona ring bel until his dad open door haha! gd luck! went home,bathe,immediately sleep.. or rather,fainted ba haha. woke up at 1 today.=)

goin cut hair now.^^ cant stand it already. so messy.>< wel,bye then.^^

went jamming today! aft so long finally hehe. jammed 'time is running out' and 'supermassive black hole'. both by muse.=D play until finger pain pain.><

aft jamming went to eat lunch tgt. feels so long since we last hanged out tgt. eat finish bout 4++,gtg sia. need go work de. so left with peng to take bus tgt. was very tired today duno y..>< kept dozing off on the bus and couldn reply irina 女儿.

reached home,bathe. it started raining cats and dogs.. sian sia didn feel like goin to work. but die die mus pass invoice so i went lor. was excited bout meeting with 女儿's later so im motivated to work!=D

bloody guy keep spamming my phone,its nt even my fault!>< owel shan't say anymore bout him. fell down during work today cos floor was slippery.>< walao.. so malu. even though im nt injured and no1 saw.. but ownself feel malu ma.=( didn get sales today.. sad.=(

女儿's got lost!>< was so worried i started running about in random direction to find them. lucky random was randomly right and i found them!^^ lucky me!=D slacked around at de meeting point. keith was freaking funny sia lol. ask alden go sit in 1 trolley,then anyhow push him around,de scene was freaking hilarious i tel u hahaha! wait wait then 女儿's daddy came to pick us home. thx again.=)

got online,1st thing i go open yuepin's conver and said hi to her.^^ honoured anot? better be!^^ jus bathed and eating dinner. now. yummy!^^ tmr no plans.. hu wan jio me out tmr afternoon pls make ur bookings!^^

^^ fun day!

woke up at.. then,siao liao! need rush out for badminton. drank a cup of milo then go le. badminton today was..>< boring i guess..o.o.. cept for this girl wearing coral sec badminton shirt,i swear i love badminton players,de sound frm every shot is like.. WOOTS MAN.. super nice.. went home tired.. and had to rush for work oso!>< gone goes my breakfast and my lunch.=(

met with ald and jj,crapped all de way til we reached circuit road. de place.. sucks i tel u.. 1st block tat we did.. emo like crap. empty like crazy. went pass this door with "God Bless Our Home" hanging at de door,de house inside is all dark,and de windows covered with dust.-.- so much for "God Bless".

went back to meeting point to get new block. jj got 55 and i took 94.

94.. is de worst horror i hav ever seen in my life.. i swear i was so fucking scared tat if i stayed there and knocked,i would be traumatised somewhere,stuck and crying until some1(which actualy means no1) finds me. i duno how to describe de place,its really like in a horror movie i swear. even frm de lift,i already freaked out. its kept jering and its so bloody old. SOME BLOODY ASSHOLE DREW SOME FREAKY FACE AT DE LIFT DOOR WHICH SCARED DE SHIT OUT OF ME!=( everywhere is empty,narrow corridors which are dark and lit only by single lamps. doors on both sides but most of them dun even hav gates,jus a lock on a regular door. all of them are shut tight and cant see any light at all. when u walk to de end,its really like some dead end and there's jus 1 empty wall there. and you'll feel so scared to turn around.>< u wont understand de feeling if you're nt there,really sends chill down my spines. i called jj immediately and talked to him all de way while running de stairs down as fast as i could,somehow,de lower i get,de darker it gets. and i was so VERY VERY VERY SCARED IT'LL BECOME LIKE SOME HORROR MOVIE WHERE NO MATTER HOW MUCH U RUN ITS STIL DE SAME FLOOR!>< finally when i reached de bottem i ran out to de street and across de road to jj's block. nightmare over..><

thx jj for sharing block with me.=) felt abit bad cos i got 2 sales and he got none..>< if i didn share with him he would hav gotten those 2. phone ran out of batt halfway and couldn call direct sales.>< hav to check tmr and call back to both customers.

went back to meeting point and played with a super cutey cat!!^^ it comes running to me when i cal it.^^ and then it likes me to touch it,i stroke it then it lie down comfortably let me sayang her.^^ so 乖. so sad when we had to leave. i was trying to make it come to me,then STUPID KEITH GO SCARE IT!!! ARGH!!! poor cat..=( if tmr we're doin circuit road again,maybe i'll go find it hehe.^^

went back home,bathe,ate my breakfast+lunch+dinner.. now talking to yuepin.^^ im so not gona tel u even of im tired! BLEH!!=P gonna pei u all de way.=) but tmr need go jamming.. better sleep earlier hehe.

Little Message:

女儿's: noe u girls are having a hard time now.. dun get too depressed k? mummy's here.=) as usual,can cal me anytime for ANYTHING k? ANYTHING AT ALL. hope to see u girls soon,and take cares k?=)

harsh day today.. so many things happened..=(

woke up at 12 today.^^ ate ytd's pizza for breakfast lol. bella女儿 is sick!=( get well soon! today whole day practiced guitar and bboy whole day til night,then dinner.

ilina女儿 was feeling upset so was talking to her. chat chat halfway,suddenly meixuan called,crying again.>< stupid bf of hers went to trigger her emotions,bloody asshole. aft awhile she kept insisting i shud go do my stuff n that she'll be fine. so not true.>< but she die die dowan let me talk to her so owel.. she promised she'll call back.. im stil waiting.=(

smth happened to 女儿's grandpa.. hope he's alright.>< and smth happened to ilina女儿 too.. was upset like crazy and i was so scared and felt very very helpless cos i cant help her.T_T but i stil managed to cheer her up a little.^^ heng ar.. i swear i was gona go down and ram down their door to find her..

jus bathed and.. gona sleep soon cos im so tired.

Little Messages:

Bella 女儿: Get well soon k? Drink lots of water and take a long rest today.^^ Hope u wake up feeling ok!=)

Ilina 女儿: Dear girl.. I've got so much to say to u. You made me so so so worried today u can't imagine how worried i was.=( I would hav cried my eyeballs out had u do wat u were goin to. Don't ever tink you're nt good enough ok? You're good,very good,much much much goodies enough for everything in this world so don't ever think so negatively again ok? I love you jus the way u are as much as i love irina and isabella. All of you are equally important to me,and i was so scared that today i was goin to lose u. I really hope i managed to cheer you up today and that you're feeling better. I don't wan to see u cry k? I love ur smile and laughter,seeing u happy makes me happy too.=) Loves u dear,take care.

YuePin: Im nt very sure of wat happened in ur case so im very sorry im nt very sure how to go about talking to you bout this. Since you won't tink bout him when you're busy,keep urself busy then. Be it with frens,family,or sch stuff. Frens would be very good in these kinda situations. If you've got no1 to talk to or listen to you,im always here,and jus a call away.=) Lastly,try to smile ok?=) Im sure u look really cute with a smile across your face compared to a crying 1.

MeiXuan: Your bf's a bloody jerk so don't think bout him anymore ok.. He jus purposely call u cos he noes u haven got over him yet. He's having fun doin wat he's doin now so why mus u go through the misery for some1 tat dosen care for u? Keep ur tears dear,dun cry over a guy like him. If you need a shoulder,mine's here for $17.80 with midnight charge.=/ Haha no la jus jk! Free k?=) Take cares!

ytd night didn post cos blogger got 'defaced'.=/ yeap! YTD WAS SUPER FUN DAY!=D

12 Dec: many many things happened de previous night so wel.. i only slept at around 6+.>< i hope you're alright now.=) and got a super big hole in my pocket lol.>< im not blaming u la,pls dun feel guity k? woke up at 2+,whole family forgot i got dance class at 3!=( rushed and cabbed down,didn eat,n feeling so shag.. another hole to my pocket!*CRIES!*

dance class was so fun. today learnt salsa step,cc and chair freeze.^^ like fun only. aft dance class went home.. no1's working. cept poor fabian alone.. emo bout smth.>< k so i decided! IM GONA THROW A PARTY FOR HIM! de plan was to eat dinner tgt anyway,so might as wel hav a fun 1.^^ planned with alden and decided to order pizza and party under void deck.^^

met with alden 1st at my hse,then decided wat to order and stuff. contacted fabian and asked him to come down to my hse void deck.^^ 女儿's at ehub watching a boring movie lol. aft tat come join us too.^^ met with fabian 1st,followed by jj. jus nice pizza man come,女儿's came too!=D irina was so ps she didn dare to come sit tgt with us..=( dear girl,dun need shy k? we dun bite.^^

ordered 2 large and 2 small pizza. but..o.o wtf only me and alden eat lor!>< tot maybe de others would at least eat abit.. but they didn. so wel.. we did finish quite a large portion of it though. we had slightly bigger than a large pizza left which i brought home.^^ owel.. i did pay de most.. ANOTHER BIGGER HOLE IN MY POCKET.. i announce im officially bankrupt..=/

lol went to play in de park. so many dumb things la lol. which made me really really happy.^^ our whole grp of gentlemens decided to walk my 女儿's home.^^ and we met Aiko for de 1st time omg.. freaking adorable or wad.O.O i feel like banging my head against de wall in excitment.>< but i dun dare to touch him though.. cmon i haven touched a dog in my entire life!>< isit nice? i duno leh.>< mus be nice right? i only touch cats before. hais..

cycle home.. bathe.. use com.. n sleep.^^ yeap! fun day hehe! tink every1 had fun. glad u guys did! then maybe i'll plan smth else next time.=D look forward to it!

was busy ytd night so didn post. see! today i oso so late then free lol. its currently 1.40am now haha. sorry yuepin ytd u tag nth to read.=(

ytd.. was very very sick.>< sneeze sneeze sniff sniff!! went to work to pass up invoice,k excuses.. i jus wanted to make sure my daughters didn get lost. but epic fail la me. in de end they got lost so badly they had to take a cab.. im so sorry dears.=( in de end many things happened and all of us didn work lol..

today went out to ws with all of my daughters,met irina for de 1st time.=) she's as funny as ilina.^^ so funny la lol,all of us sitting in de library talking so much crap and making so much noise lol. funny y librarian nv chase us out.=/ had a really really great time with them,hope to go out with them again soon.^^

went home to prepare dinner cos wel.. mum's hand got burnt.=( careless her.. my mum told me dun hav much time to prepare anything so jus make fried rice sua liao. finished preparing by 5.20 and ate finish at 5.30+. aft tat msg-ed 女儿's really hoping tat if they haven eat i can bring them some of my fried rice,but they eat liao..=( soon aft.. i fell asleep on de sofa and woke up late.>< was really tired. then i ran out of de hse,n ran back cos i realised i was wearing de wrong pair of specs.>< making every1 late so sorry!

spent a hell lot of time trying to find 26a to no avail.. n found out we were really really far frm it.>< owel walk walk oso fun ma.=) finally reached,slack slack.. took block and then started work lol. jj ownself take 1 block,女儿's,fabian,his fren and me 5ppl,do 1 block lol!=P cos we all abit shag and sian haha. aft finishing,slack again lol.

went to find jj aft he finished his block,poor guy,no sales lol. and pei him makan haha. alden came to find us halfway,3 sales sia. imba 'bolster'.=/ went back to meeting point,almost got lost again haha. slacked at playgrd before goin home..

had pretty much fun today la haha.^^ tmr tink maybe goin to eat supper tgt le then walk back.^^ sounds cool haha. but tmr i scared very tired cos got bboy classes.>< owel see how.=D

Little Messages:

To Ilina and Isabella: Hope you girls are fine. Any problems,don't hesitate to come find me k?

To YuePin: Well.. Lol i post for u cos u wanted ur name to appear in my post lol.=P K no la.. Jus wan tell u,decide properly before u make a decision k? I don't wan to see you regretting it only after it is too late k?

To MeiXuan: Don't tink you'll be passing by my blog,but jus in case u ever do,jus wanna tel u to forget bout him. He's nt worth it.=( i dont wan to see u hurt over some bloody guy tat dosen give a damn bout u k?

hais sorry yuepin now then post.=( really had lots of things to do when i got home. apologies.

today sold 2 hubbing packs yay!^^v and there was this really friendly german guy and his 'baby'. super cute couple. his 'baby' had a green pen with a bigbig furry ball on it,then he was telling her to give it to me cos it matches my shirt lol! then his 'baby' scold him "Do you think he's gay?!" super funny. then he stil go on bout starhub shud make a starhub pen or smth tat all of us can use lol. then dunno how say until de girls wear green mini skirts and bunny ears lol wth?!?! soso cute la! nope if you're wondering if got any customers scold me today,dun hav.=D fabian kena even more funny 1 lol! SUPER EPIC! he knock the person door de person ask him for "code" omg lol.. blurblur fabian jus stun tio outside de door lol. then when he got de person to open de door he ask him how long has he been watching cable tv,tat moron answered,"err.. 2,3 hours?". WALAO EH LOL..
aft work 女儿's daddy sent us back,can i say 'as usual'? its starting to become a habit.=P

came back frm work.. need to bathe,eat dinner,study oopg and get sufficient sleep. as usual.. de last 1 always fails. its 3am now and im stil nt sleeping yet.=/ tmr aft oopg exam,goin down to tm to study with jj and ald. tink dbis might be a little hard hehe. but nonetheless im goin to work tmr.=)

tink something is wrong with my dad..=( my mum told me today when he cycling back from the supermarket he felt faint and fell down. eggs got smashed but tats not de point anyway. hope he's alright.>< he's getting old afterall. worried sick.

HEHE!o.o.. i always hav problem trying to start my post..>< always trying to think of de 1st word haha.^^

start with.. last night? my mum told me my dad fainted last night.>< hope he's ok. but since he went to work today he shud be alright ba?

hmm.. today.. pretty typical i guess? woke up.. fb,blah blah.. afternoon unintentionally napped abit which felt dam nice haha! woke up.. played guitar.. but like nth to do.>< then bboy-ed til bout 5 or so? then bathe and prepared to meet 女儿's to go work.

work was.. hais.. dunno wat to say.=( i couldn even finish 1/4 of my block.. cos some bloody guy lectured me for half an hr.. i jus stood there listen to him ramble on and on and on..>< stupid guy.=( dear ilina's phone call saved me! if nt i duno how long i need to stay there. lucky i stil managed to get 1 sale at de 8th floor.^^

女儿's daddy sent me,fabian and xinliang home. he like sending me everywhere this few days lol.>< thx ar!=) reached home.. went online and.. FOUND ANOTHER DAUGHTER!! now i hav twins yay!^^ im a happy mother of a pair of twins and their older sister. hehe. next yr 29may i rmb,my twins bday.^^ so gonna celebrate for them. hehe!

alrights tat shud be all hehe.^^ thx for yuepin and ilina tat wait for me to update and nv sleep!^^ for my 女儿's,im gonne keep u updated with the "Sun Bear Huggies" project,so look forward to it!^^!

today was pretty interesting i guess..

went for an interesting retraining haha. 女儿's daddy sent us there. dumbdumb fabian scared ps and didn join us lol. owel..

aft training keith buy lunch for all of us sia haha. 10 ppl. bout $80 like tat. ldrs all rich ar haha. there was this stupid woman,bloody 'mother no hair' asshole serving rice to us,then we pass de rice nia she buay song? we're doin her a favour by making her work easier she stil nt happy. crazy.-.-

aft tat walked to lavender mrt,can see O school along de way haha. took mrt to bedok.. then take bus to meeting point. sit there chit chat,slack slack.. today luck stil called nt bad ba. shud be confirmed 1 sale le.=) friendly old man!

today saw smth.. tat make me abit sad ar. hais..=(

was lazy to post de past few days lol so.. hmm yea didn post lol. today's post specially for yuepin la hor.=) honoured anot? haha. i probably wouldn update if she didn wan to tag.=/

hmm so yeap.^^ bboy lessons are so fun.=P now i got a bump on my head lol. k actualy i've got 2.>< 1 on both sides. aft lesson ytd i had 1 on my right,aft practicing today,i got 1 on my left! lol! like funny only(and pain).

today was a busy day! and full of stress aft 6.>< you'll noe if you're reading this.=) jus glad both of u are fine now.. really.

job training tmr! dunno if i shud go home aft tat or go straight for work.. see how.=D kk wel.. tink tats all. special thanks to yuepin once again haha.=D

stress!! 2 tests tmr and im totally unprepared! maybe shouldn hav gone work today.. but i got 1 sale though and im happy bout it.^^ but thinking bout it.. dying for 2 subjects jus for $25.. omg im dam stupid.>< wat to do but study now..

kk really gotta study..>< wish me all de best.

back again aft a long break hehes.^^ doubt any1 is gonna read my blog.. but aft see ald was stil constantly blogging,decided to revive mine.=/ currently 3am+.. stil doin my assignment. best or wad.=)

made a vow to myself tat im gonna start putting my priorities right. sacrificing alot alot of my sleep in exchange for study+work. i wont die dun worry.=) if i do pls come my funeral eat peanuts ok?^^ dbis due this week, oopg assignment checking tmr, jap language test on friday, sociology test on friday too. saturday afternoon having bboy classes,sunday jamming,next week term test week. having dbis and oopg written exam on thu and fri repectively. gosh,busy haha.

started working since ytd. although no sales.. was pretty fun haha! somehow.. i became a mother of 2 aft my 1st day of work..O.O i earn no assets,in exchange,i earned 2 liabilities.>
today.. freaking scary i swear.-.- bedok blocks are freaky.. creepy too. but they do hav awesome kittys though.^^ super adorable 1s. de block layout was pretty screwed,wth are those b**gla*s doin when they build hdb flat! make until like maze like tat. make me keep run up here,run down there,up down up down everywhere. dizzy~ ended up with no sales(like my daughters like tat =P),but 1 potential customer(UNLIKE my daughters like tat).^^v

their dad sent me and alden back home,nice hor?=) realised tat we live pretty close. 1 street away only. and seems tat they know my neighbour lol..

alden say tmr dowan work,and jj oso not working,so im nt gonna work either haha. not bad la,since tmr is a super long day,9am to 6pm with only 1hr break in between. can go home study jap and sociology and hopefully sleep earlier.=)

kk time to finish up de last bit of my oopg assignment and go to lala land!^^v