harsh day today.. so many things happened..=(

woke up at 12 today.^^ ate ytd's pizza for breakfast lol. bella女儿 is sick!=( get well soon! today whole day practiced guitar and bboy whole day til night,then dinner.

ilina女儿 was feeling upset so was talking to her. chat chat halfway,suddenly meixuan called,crying again.>< stupid bf of hers went to trigger her emotions,bloody asshole. aft awhile she kept insisting i shud go do my stuff n that she'll be fine. so not true.>< but she die die dowan let me talk to her so owel.. she promised she'll call back.. im stil waiting.=(

smth happened to 女儿's grandpa.. hope he's alright.>< and smth happened to ilina女儿 too.. was upset like crazy and i was so scared and felt very very helpless cos i cant help her.T_T but i stil managed to cheer her up a little.^^ heng ar.. i swear i was gona go down and ram down their door to find her..

jus bathed and.. gona sleep soon cos im so tired.

Little Messages:

Bella 女儿: Get well soon k? Drink lots of water and take a long rest today.^^ Hope u wake up feeling ok!=)

Ilina 女儿: Dear girl.. I've got so much to say to u. You made me so so so worried today u can't imagine how worried i was.=( I would hav cried my eyeballs out had u do wat u were goin to. Don't ever tink you're nt good enough ok? You're good,very good,much much much goodies enough for everything in this world so don't ever think so negatively again ok? I love you jus the way u are as much as i love irina and isabella. All of you are equally important to me,and i was so scared that today i was goin to lose u. I really hope i managed to cheer you up today and that you're feeling better. I don't wan to see u cry k? I love ur smile and laughter,seeing u happy makes me happy too.=) Loves u dear,take care.

YuePin: Im nt very sure of wat happened in ur case so im very sorry im nt very sure how to go about talking to you bout this. Since you won't tink bout him when you're busy,keep urself busy then. Be it with frens,family,or sch stuff. Frens would be very good in these kinda situations. If you've got no1 to talk to or listen to you,im always here,and jus a call away.=) Lastly,try to smile ok?=) Im sure u look really cute with a smile across your face compared to a crying 1.

MeiXuan: Your bf's a bloody jerk so don't think bout him anymore ok.. He jus purposely call u cos he noes u haven got over him yet. He's having fun doin wat he's doin now so why mus u go through the misery for some1 tat dosen care for u? Keep ur tears dear,dun cry over a guy like him. If you need a shoulder,mine's here for $17.80 with midnight charge.=/ Haha no la jus jk! Free k?=) Take cares!