True My Heart

2011-01-15T23:23:00.000+08:00

im.. 19.(': i dun even noe if i shud be happy or sad but.. nvm life goes on,life goes on..

saturday,15 jan was an interesting day!(: V.E.R.Y haha!

woke up and went for water polo as usual~ can u believe,i went for water polo,without my trunks.:S yeap LOL. i only realised aft i entered sajc. jialat LOL! end up borrowed trunks from coach,de butt there got his name "SE WAI" somemore HAHA!:/

aft training,went for bboy. and suay me,when i reach somerset. gg.com. raining like mad like tat!D: i ran out in slippers,i mus look dam retarded half jumping around half running.D: then running halfway saw allen's fren! then we run tgt! or rather,he ps me cos he wearing shoes i in slippers LOL! then we jus nice miss de traffic light! then we waited under a tree,which was dam useless cos it was practically raining all over me still.D: then saw another 2 bboy classmates and we all stopped under de tree tgt. then came these 3 girls with 2 kinda small umbrellas. then she asked me if i wanna borrow her umbrella cos they 3 can share 1. like a cute la omg haha!! in de end i gave de umbrella back to them,cos there was 4 of us,impossible de la. but they're jus so sweet and silly for asking,made my day.(:

so looking like i jus took a shower,i went to dry up and change. lucky i was still in my team temasek shirt and shorts and slippers. spent like 10mins drying up then went for class. blah blah class~~ then aft class stayed back to session~ blah blah session~~:D then owel went back at around 9++.

yeap! so lastly,i wanna thank all those who wished me happy birthday. so sweet of every single 1 of u.(: to tink 3 years back.. i only had 7 birthday wishes on my bday haha.. will never forget tat.:S but yeap thx so much guys! i hope i enjoy my birthday.^^ old old me.. dreading my 20th already.D:

2011-01-09T00:35:00.003+08:00

im blogging! which is bad.. cos it means i am not doing my work which i SHOULD BE DOING.:/

so anyway~~ water polo training has finally resumed!! on thursday,dunno y de water so dam chlorine-y,make my eyes pain like crazy. half way through de game my eyes cant open properly i noe liao,later get out sure gg.com. which was true~ when i got out from de showers my eyes were tearing like mad and bloodshot ttm. owel it got better de next day when i woke up.(:

friday.. shall skip cos i was rotting at home de whole day.:S

saturday today!! training so little ppl cos lots were busy helping out at de tp open house. so well we only played half court today. did all de drills which were.. mad tiring omg. cant handle already.D: then during game,dunno y poor me and tk nv kena sub out!!): played through de whole thing,like a suay or wad.D: half dead aft tat. went to eat with jeffery,tk,ty and jj. then went to take mrt to scape.

reach there lesson start le,didn even hav time to change clothes,i jus change shoes then sua liao. looked quite retarded i tink..D: blah blah routine was hard today,didn catch most of it haha! owel. slacked awhile taking care of rie and de other's stuff. then james and joel left. so left me and de rest.

session-ed on top with mic and yiliang. then aft tat we moved down and every1 session-ed tgt.^^ i was thinking i would go home early at like 7pm to do my work but.. i totally forgot and jus cont session and session and session till 10pm. lol owel~:S had my fun today,tmr better WORK DAM HARD and finish up de work..

sigh owel. eating my dinner now,then later watch tv and eat ruffles with my sis!:D then aft tat better go sleep le.:/ if nt tmr wake up late then cant do work again sigh.D:

2011-01-01T18:59:00.007+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE~(:

it's de end of 2010, it's been.. really a year i will remeber more than any others,in all good ways and bad.:') for all de ppl i've disappointed,i still hav to say,im so sorry even though i noe apologies wont make u feel any better. and for those we sticked with me through,im really thankful to have u guys with me always. love u all.(:

before i do my little dedications to every1,lemme talk bout how i spent my new years eve aytes?;) wel actually i didn hav any plans at all.. till bout 7pm. decided we'll jus go eat tze char tgt with de usual 3,jj,ald and me.(:

so yeap there we went,de usual 844 tze char at tamp. actually jj nt eating but.. we forced him to haha! and as usual,tze char with them was always fun.^^ sit there talk all sorts of nonsense. stupid jj was mass dl-ing games on his xperia. ald kept calling him data plan abuser HAHA!!

decided to leave around.. k forgot wat time haha. walked towards de park to stadium and there was a.. err.. a.. countdown event there? for old people? and there was a.. err.. 'concert' which was more like a 歌台 haha! made de 3 of us roflmao like crazy. and i said this year every1 there sure kena curse lol! and jus aft i said it,ald earpiece tat was hanging on his neck somehow fell off and jj stepped on it,literally tearing it into half. FUNNY SHIT LOL! we rofl-ed like crazy.^^

so we decided to throw de earpiece as far as we could and ask ald to make a wish. tat idiot jus shouted "FUCK YOU!!!" and throw LOL! jj said some random banglah will pick it up and he'll wake up beside ald HAHAHA! nonsense nv fails to occur with them. then we cont walking and i started ranting how my mum bought me a handphone holder on christmas,de very next day,my handphone died HAHA! then they keep laugh at me!!):

lol then jj say wa my phone kena phone flu,contagious tats y my buttens all take turns to spoil haha! ahh well i 'put it to sleep' already.:/ so yeap walk walk cock cock all de way to tamp mall. went to basement to find alcohol. aft dam long finally settled for 2 bottles of martini.

so yay!!.... idiot y become i carry?! lol stupid always bully me. so nvm i carry! and we walked to take a bus 21,alighted at my house cos my phone died i need go take charger.D: then can shunbian carry a haversack so i can carry de martini. so yeap i went to take my stuff and jj ald waited for me.

lol and stupid jj took a video of me running awkwardly across de road cos i looked like a burglar HAHA! dam funny la! maybe i'll ask him to send me and i'll post it up yea?;) so played with my miaomiao before de bus came and i had to go~ saw karen at mac! lol long time no see. then went to pasir ris park to meet jj's fren darren and feeyawn for crabbing.

lol had some fun there. and jj err.. caught de 1st crab.. leg.. HAHA! we laughed like mad cos de crab struggle struggle himself free from de hook but somehow left 1 of his legs there! then jj was dam pek check,keep trying to hunt his pai ka crab.:/ darren caught a prawn after that,WEIRD lol.. i caught de 1st crab! and then aft tat we caught another.^^

when we left de auntie there gave us another for free. so nice.^^ went to mac to buy breakfast before darren's dad sent us back to simei. bought our coke as mixer JUS IN CASE. then went to jj hse. ate our 'breakfast' 1st,at like 5am LOL. opening de martini was mad fun haha! de cork pop dam cool,and scared jj out of his wits,but brave boy he opened both,ald tat humji run far far HAHA!

played dai di and i swear i suck at it rofl. i drank de amount of jj + ald tgt! and im de lightest drinker among them. and ald is de guniang keep mixing with coke when me and jj nv mix.:/ at bout 8am we finished both bottles am we were all.. dam shag. but it was fun though. i can safely drink with them cos i noe i can count on them that they'll definately take care of me and nt let me get drunk.(: love my babes.

went home straight aft tat cos we scared later we will jus faint in his hse.:/ took a bus 12 back,on de way back i sneezed,and jus fell down rofl. cant balance.:S i sat there and sneezed a few more times before standing up and swayed myself home.:/

bathed~ blah~ sleep~~^^ till 6pm+ then wake up! so yeap tats how i spent my new years eve,nt de best ever,but definately enjoyable. and here are little dedications to many many ppl.(:

To my babes,jj and ald: babes,thankyou for everything this year and de past years and de future years ahead. this year has really left quite an impact hasnt it?:') thanks for being there for me when i needed some1. to bring me out to keep from thinking too much,to change de topics so i cant even talk bout it. to let me see a different side of both of u,seriously counselling and consoling me,a totally different sight from de usual crazy and retarded us.(: i hope for our best this year as well,love u babes.
*to jj tat always keeps everything to urself,u can always open up to us k?(:
*to ald tats always been single and looking,hope u find 'her' soon.(:

To my lovely dance frens: u guys made 2010 a really meaningful year for me,and definately brightened up my life. i enjoy,no wait,i LOVE sessioning with u guys. even though i may not talk or seem expressionless,im actually very happy. i hope that this year we'll bond even closer,and break hard tgt,improve tgt. love u guys so much.(:

To mei,Zhao Min: u ar u.. wat u wan me say to u? lol hmm.. hope tat u wont be so emo,get over ur past love so i better guy will come along to love u. meanwhile kor will take care of u.(: and please dun EVER stead with a xiao beng. if nt he's gonna break ur heart and i will need to waste my time to tio him k?(: good girl.

guess that's bout all?(: here's wishing every1 a happy 2011 again! smile~(:

2010-12-21T02:53:00.000+08:00

ahh today's an interesting day indeed!! so much to talk about haha!

1st,went swimming with jj and ald in de afternoon. been ages since i entered de pool cos water polo training stopped for 3 weeks. resumin this thursday. so yeap we swam~ so many 'motivations' today ar,make us wan to swim away non stop HAHA! tink i kind of pushed myself too much when i did de sprinting,even aft i got into de showers i was still short of breathe.

aft tat we went to sakae! actually didn wan go de cos i wanna rush home and pack my stuff and go scape for session. in de end well,blah blah and i ended up inside with them.:S didn regret though,it was mad fun,as usual. to have 3 monsters eat buffet tgt.:/ i've deproved so much.. even jj can eat as much as me now.D:

lots of funny and epic moments as we ate,as usual HAHA. when de person 1st got us seated,she asked us,"so u all noe how to eat de buffet?" i was dam tempted to jus say "yea,use mouth lor." but of cos being nice me,i didn do tat!^^ it's jus always fun when im with jj ald haha,through de good and de bad.(:

left aft de buffet,which was dam late cos de last orders took DAM LONG to come. around 6 already? im so dam late.D: rushed back immediately and packed my stuff and left in a hurry to scape. reached around 7+ i tink?

it's somehow crowded today wow.. went up and saw vanessa and her frens. sat down and.. FML.. my jeans got hole.): EMO MAX MUCH!): how did i hav a hole in my jeans THERE?!?! i jus sat there.. then vanessa kinda got angry cos im like.. emo.D: then i told them my pants got hole,then dunno wat agnes hear as,and ask me if i got see doctor. HUH?!?! so funny la she HAHA! so well.. no lifeline's coming to save me today cos im alone.D:

LUCKY~~ aft awhile mingyi came OMG!! like a wow. and luckily he got extra shorts to lend me.^^ so went to change and prac~ practicing with de whole bunch feels awkward,NOT boring though. they're really funny haha.(: i kinda enjoyed myself there. then around 10 we left.

de rest went to eat while me and mingyi made our move 1st. took mrt back and chatted. gonna session tmr too! he'll come by aft his sch practice.(: so yeap gonna confirm de peeps tmr and i really need to get my set down for christmas eve.:S

okok gotta sleep cos it's like.. almost 4am and my emotions are going out of control again. k sleep sleeep.

2010-12-19T00:08:00.003+08:00

so wel yeap it's de holidays! got by both lab tests still alive.(: GREAT! been breaking for de past 1 week non stop! good training and im loving it.(: though most of de sessions are pretty emo cos yenloong was having common tests and mingyi and vanessa were busy with sch trainings.D:

2000s by christmas is becoming jus a dream.. decided to do 1990s instead but it still seems so far away..): maybe i wont get it by this christmas,but i noe i will someday.(: by next yr of cos.^^ cos im gonna keep trying and trying and TRYING!!! no give up this time! rie told me that a lot of moves i can do,jus tat im too lazy to even try.. dam true..): and i lost my monkey flip. like.. totally lost. i jus cant believe it. im so disappointed with myself. sighs..):

so yeap today bboy class~ woke up dam late and was late for class.:S but yeap only missed out de six step and handstand across HAHA!:/ today was mostly all freeze transitions. fun though.(: tink i need to practice more freeze transitions. i suck badly at it.D: so yeap~

end of lesson went up to prac with bboyII peeps. rie and de rest were downstairs. so yeap session ar session session ar session~ 1990s... tired,rest!:/ go tink of routine lol! aft almost every1 left,left me and joel. went over to break with rie and de rest. mark,gregg,mic blah blah~ til bout 9+,went to eat.

sat tgt and had a nice time chatting tgt.(: 1st time with mark and gregg,and they're really nice and funny people. haha over dinner gregg was giving me all sorts of english names cos i didn hav 1. ended up with something ridiculous like "Andy Ricardo Lucifer son of Putumayam Zhi An Leung" WTF MAN LOL!! super funny ttm and we were all laughing like crazy.:S

but yea so now my eng name is Andy HAHA!:/ im nt gonna use it though! jus for them to recognise me haha.:S aft tat we went home~ yeap home. and blah blah bathe blah blah. and yeap today's post gonna hav hmm.. 3 dedications haha!

To Rie: HAPPY BIRTHDAY RIE! u meanie.-.- nah jus jk HAHA! you've been a nice fren,rather,pretty much,maybe..:/ HAHA! encouraging in a pretty harsh way but yeap i noe it's all for my own good blah blah usual crap yea..:X ok i swear i was gonna write smth nice but i cant help but say such stuff ok LOL! but yea jus wan u to noe you've always been encouraging me and i really really appreciate it,even though i noe it dosen look like it.;) and you're really improving at an amazing speed recently,keep it up! keep breaking,and hav a great cypher later on.(: cheers.

To Vanessa: actually it's nth much LOL! jus wanna remind u to PLEASE BE CAREFUL next time. and do take care of ur back and ur leg. dun do too strenuous activites ok! relax,chill and most importantly get well soon ayte?;)

To Zhao Min: why de hell am i even doin this lol. cos u asked me to. hmm.. well i got nth to say to u actually.:P anything sms me sua HAHA. DONE! happy now?!(:

2010-12-11T21:22:00.002+08:00

tired die me and happy live me!^^ it's gonna be a long post so i hope any1 reading this LOVES essays!:D

Friday 10 Dec
packed my stuff and went off to met james at esp cos he taking yoshi's class. my phone kinda went mad and everything was reseted. totaly lost track of de time.D: but anyway,jus went to meet james. sat down and slacked while waiting for his lesson to end. kinda got late and we rushed down to find vanessa straight.

reach bugis and walked 1 big round around de place looking for de dam taxi stand!:S and sorry to keep u waiting vanessa! took a cab over and chit chat abit on de way there. i kinda randomly said i wanted pizza and she really go order pizza ROFL..

her house is really la.. wayyy inside somewhere like some kinda maze. i swear i'll get lost there! i alighted de cab to be 'welcomed' by de barking of.. dogs.. wel i tot i'll be ok,since i played with Aiko alot last time. but nope it didn happen exactly as i tot it shud haha. i stoned exactly de same way as when i first saw Aiko,worse,much.D: shux wel,i love dogs,but it's jus kinda scary to actually be so near 1.

so wel yea i even got stuck outside de door unil james came and 'rescued' me. her dogs werent as mad hyper as Aiko,maybe cos Aiko's only a baby. but yea they jus looked.. intimidating. Aiko's a furry frenzy jump all over u kinda adorable little thing haha.. aft seeing her dogs i kinda missed Aiko,even though i noe i'll probably never get to see him again..

stoned there and even when her frens came i still stone! scary la..): and they brought food to me cos i err.. didn dare to even move an inch. aft eating i unwillingly moved myself away from my seat and quickly made my way up to de studio.

slacked there.. until her frens came. then me and james jus sat there,slack haha. ps ma~:/ so we jus kinda sat there for half de night jus.. sitting there HAHA. then at around 3+ every1 packed up and went back to their rooms. james didn bathe cos he's goin back in de morning. so yeap i bathed,and went to de room to find james already asleep lol. hais bored die me!): so i sat outside at de 'porch' like thing and listened to my songs cos it's kinda cold inside de room.

and vanessa 'caught' me for being emo,no im nt emo-ing~): sat outside there till almost bout.. 4.30? then went back in. sat on de chair and kinda fell asleep there lol. so cold!!! directly under de air con.

Saturday 11 Dec
woke up at bout 7 am. and jus nice james woke up too. so we went to de porch tgt and stood there lol.

went back in and lie on de bed,chat chat. i gradually dozed off while james was playing his psp. i barely remembered him saying bye to me as he went off,i was like.. 3/4 asleep. so yeap i slept slept slept.. woke up around 10+. then i kinda rmb vanessa's fren opening de room door to say bye. i was half asleep so i tink i jus waved back.o.o

then i sat outside with 1 of vanessa's dog. wel at least they're harmless right!(: he ran off aft awhile then i went back into de room and sat on de chair,half awake half asleep. then vanessa came in and on de aircon make me go back sleep.D: so wel i did,and woke up only at 1+.

had breakfast with alex and vanessa. then lalalala wait vanessa prepare then off we went. stupid taxi uncle dropped us somewhere far far away lol then we need ownself walk to de mrt.D: so yeap parted ways there cos they goin for hiphop class.

went to scape,met with de rest and went for lesson. today lesson was.. ok weird lol. no choreo,we did new york entries to windmills and 1990s,suddenly feel like im taking yoshi's class instead haha!:/ so yeap aft lesson we stayed back to break abit. mingyi had no mood so he went off early. hav a good rest bro! cya tmr.(: i.. cont practicing for my christmas present. hais feel like i wont make it but.. i'll try,TRY!

thx much to james who tutor me all de way.(: left around 8 or so. kelvin and me nt eating so we took mrt back tgt. de rest went to eat. tired us. go home and sleep early,tmr break all out!(: im gonna TRY TRY TRY TRY! im nt gonna be a slacker anymore!:3

To Vanessa: thanks so much for everything! when u asked me in de morning if i regretted coming,felt kinda bad cos u mus hav thought i was dam bored or smth.. i really had fun ytd,even though i know i dun look in de least happy.:S it's jus de way i am la,i dun like to talk much so.. yea.D: and im nt scared of ur dogs!! they're adorable,just yea it's jus de way i am HAHA.^^ so no worries! you've been a great host.(:

2010-12-08T01:27:00.002+08:00

jus a post to kinda.. pour out my feelings?

it's de time of de sem again, where every1 is rushing their final assignments and as usual im lacking behind. my poly frens hav proved their worth once again.. all of them care so much for me but i feel like im always disappointing them.

itsma this sem i grouped with nadiah,shidah and hanis. de group with a thorn among de roses as mr hoo called it.:S they're really really nice to me. even though i did de easiest option and was de most slack 1 among them. they would still constantly ask me how my work was progressing,if i needed help even though i didn ask them.

dbas,i grouped with kaiwen,javier and ruihao. wel.. similarly to inks last sem,they tanked the whole group component for me. they did it bcos they were afraid i couldn cope..? thx alot guys. so i finished up my own individual part which wasn tat hard. finished it today and handed it to javier for compilation.

anyway today.. well.. i oso dunno how say. a 'fren' tat i've always been helping through her assignments. i dunno to say if i was lucky or nt tat i was with jervois and de whole bunch. i agreed to help her do her assignment,but then de rest told me tat i shouldn as it was her work and she shud hav started earlier. then we rmb-ed tat de report was due on friday and nt tmr. so i told her tat she could come to sch tmr to get de vm,then finish it. i oso assured her de work can be easily finished in lesser than a day cos everything was in de lecture slides. she told me she was running a fever and unable to come tmr. thus i offered go to her house and pass her de vm personally. she then told me she had chicken pox and asked me to jus do the assignment for her.

jervois and de rest were all getting abit angry by then and said she was jus coming up with excuses to make me do her work. it felt really bad cos i actually wanted to help.. and kaiwen bring my group ldr,forbidded me to help her bcos he said im risking their lives + her grp members lives if it was caught for plagarism. but i knew he said tat bcos he didn wan me to be made use of.

she started talking bout her itsma is goin to fail so she couldn afford to fail dbas oso,i then assured her tat she wont fail itsma bcos mr hoo is planning to access her on another day. she then changed topic back to dbas and asked me to help her. she then gave me her admin no. and told me she gtg and went offline. it was then i realise,she jus wanted me to do her work for her. she was online,she jus blocked me so she would appear offline to me. de rest of de ppl with me all still saw her online.

she unblocked me aft awhile and asked me again to help her. i didn noe wat to reply so kaiwen typed for me and told her i needed to help with de group component due today so i'll be busy. she then blocked me again.

every1 else was furious,cept me of cos. and jervois was nagging at me for 2hrs saying i cant be so gullible all de time. tat i was too kind and ppl will take advantage of me..): yes i noe they're all angry bcos they care bout me. but haiyo dunno la.D: i've jus got this thinking tat every1 in de world is good. or wel tats wat i believe,every1 has at least some good in them. so tats y i treat every1 nice. i didn actually tink it'll backfire on me. but im nt angry or upset at any1. im jus abit shocked tats all.

life's like tat? eng huat told me not every1 in the world is worth saving,and even ziming who's like always super neutral and friendly told me,this kind of fren,really not good. hais..): i oso dunno wat to tink. no matter wat i'll still treat her as a fren la. as usual,i dun make enemies of ppl,only ppl make enemies of me. so.. it's ok im no hater.(:

2010-12-04T19:52:00.002+08:00

super tiring day ttm..

woke up at 7++. ate biscuits and drank milo before taking medicine. yeap im sick.. called jj to wake him up. then packed my stuff and left house. met him on mrt tgt and took to bugis. BAD DAY.. rain like hell! lucky we both got umbrella.

umbrella proved useless lol. our feet were wet like crazy. much to our frustration. went to take bus 170. and even on de bus it was raining wtf! ON ME!): stupid aircon leaking. so.. took all de way to nus. took out umbrella again and walked walked finding out way. then we walk until 1 part,dunno wat garden LOL! then we decided we'll go to de field across de road cos it's de only place we see tat has sports facilities.

went across. and saw a HUGE PUDDLE OF WATER right in front blocking de slope up. GG.COM.. we stood there like 2 idiots laughing and shouting cos we dunno how de heck to cross lol. we even started throwing twigs into de puddle,for no reason not like it's gonna help us get across LOL! KNS! then.. gosh this bloody man and his son walking out from de stadium. de son walk past.. okok.. then de stupid man!! dunno y he mus JUMP in front of me! splash de whole puddle on my feet and quickly scurried away. grrr.):

i jus got nth to lose anymore right?! so i jus stomped over de puddle and jj was laughing like a crazy ass behind me lol. AGGRO MUCH!!!): cant believe my shoes and socks tat i tried to keep dry were totally soggy now.. walked into de stadium,found de pool. jus nice saw jenjiang,sam and thane walk out from de toilet. sian means we missed de match le.): turned out.. we tio thrash.. bad lol..):

went to de audience area and found only clarence was here. wth man,only de 3 of us. realised tat my pink bag kena stain!!! dunno from where and i really felt dam upset.): immediately took my baby to de toilet and washed her. didn manage to totally remove de stain but yeap it's much better.(: stayed and watched a few matches. cheered on for outrum sec. and they lose to acjc by only 1 point. close! owel aft tat jus stayed around for awhile.. then they wanted to go eat so we left.

spent AGES trying to put my soggy shoes back on! ARGH!~ finally got it back on and it feels so da uncomfortable.D: owel gotta put up with it.. went to mr prata opposite to eat with de team. makan finish we all jus left for our ways. took bus 170 with jj back to err.. johor ROFL. no la,jus de place where got shuttle buses and cabs to malaysia. HAHA! walked to bugis street and shopped around. me and jj bought berms!! love my new berms ttm!^^

aft tat walked around aimlessly,seriously aimlessly. passing every place at least thrice.. we were restless which made us dam high and we're like drunkards HAHA! so yea.. aft tat went to our all time fav.. iluma arcade haha. where we jus sat down and do nth. both of us almost fell asleep. at 3 we left and headed back to mrt.

parted ways there was i took a train to scape. went up,saw shawn and james. then signed up for my course. today's set is.. SUPER HARD OMG.o.o actually jus super confusing. i cant get de toprock part at all.D: but yeap it's ok~(: end of lesson me and mingyi jus left lol. gotta go back home for work hais..

we practically were dozing off while standing in de train. well guess we're all stressed and tired.. so went back home really not jus half dead,3/4 dead haha. went home,bathed,gonna dinner now. then do work le. yeap good luck and all de best to those taking their exams next week. mingyi,vanessa,yenloong.(: and yeap every1 jiayou! including me of cos haha. FIGHT!!:D

2010-11-27T00:55:00.002+08:00

so lets keep this short cos i needa sleep and wake up for water polo tmr,later i mean haha!:/

so.. yeap mornin wake up go dhoby,then de inter ended DAM early so i went home to rest instead of goin scape straight. slack slack.. then suddenly kelvin sms me said he and yenloong today cmi. gg!): contacted mingyi,vanessa and daniel and lucky they all so steady!:D

so went to scape in de evening. daniel took some time and came up from de skating competition and break with us haha! so yeap break ar break ar slackslackslackslackslack HAHA! rie's most hated 6 'fuckers' from her sch were there. and well.. hais i really cant stand looking at them. shan't elaborate but.. yea they're kinda bad.:/

so owel then vanessa came,in heels LOL.. which she took off.:/ me and mingyi were like.. sian only. hais.. no mood no motivation!): slacked alot. then went down cheers buy drinks. vanessa practically bought anything she can lay her hands on HAHA! dam funny. "eh this 1 nice leh!" *takes* "eh this 1 oso nice leh!" *takes* ROFL.

aft tat we went back up. to err.. slack somemore. hais really no much mood today.:S triggered some old stuff but owel.. left at around.. 9.30? went to cine where vanessa was doin 'shopping'. saw a hairband and a bag there tat was a madchio pink!!! i wan!!!D: ayes ayes.. so aft she bought a couple of stuff. she asked us to guess how much she spent. $10+?O: turned out it's like 5x of wat we guessed.O.O.. i instant heartpain lol. tats like.. my 2 weeks allowence and i can hardly keep myself alive.):

so yeap aft tat we went to pastamania and there was a bapok right at de table in front of us. mingyi got de 'best' angle of 'her' so.. im glad u still managed to finish ur food HAHA!:P so yeap aft eating we sit there chitchat~ until almost time for last train and we left. vanessa waiting for her fren so me and mingyi went off to mrt.

chat all de way back. he alighted at tamp and me at pasir ris. bought fries for my sis and strolled home. i finally saw i.love.you tonight.. aft so long,or maybe jus cos i didn look out for it.. walked home practically looking at de sky all de way. jus so i.love.you wont go out of my sight.:S pretty silly eh haha..:')

bathed~ de new conditioner smells dam naise HAHA!^^ owel time for bed. tired le. and tmr shud be playing match again. breaking tmr too!(: fundieme!:D love all my dance frens much.

2010-11-23T23:51:00.002+08:00

quick post!

woke up and went to dte to help my juniors check into de chalet. lots of complications and in de end vanessa cabbed down and we went into costa sands to get themselves checked in. and since im de 1 who checked them in,if anything happens to them become i responsible LOL! they better be good little kids ar!(:

went for l&c lesson dam late. kena marked as absent hais.. yongchuan wasn here today too hmm.. but owel we still stayed back and did our group discussion and proj. changing topic to de old chang kee founder.:S

aft discussion went to scape. slacked there and used laptop. i swear wireless@sg sucks.. dam slow and keep dc. tsk tsk. end up gave up and decided to jus practice dance. nobody was there at all! zzz.. so i prac-ed alone. and managed to get some things down.(: nt bad nt bad haha! aft tat ppl started coming.

lesson started abit late. and got to see an ex tamaka breaker today! i already noticed him before class. and aft tat confirmed he's from tamaka. anyway did our sets today and i kinda screwed up.. ok fine i screwed up.): stupid~ hais.. i gotta practice harder. ALOT harder.. 3 weeks term break,im goin hardcore.(Y)

aft lesson kh gave every1 advice and mine was "Your specs keep dropping." LOL WAT?!?! hais next time do routine i mus rmb to take our my specs.:/ so owel aft tat take certs and i help kelvin and joel to take,but mine haven print.): then sky,vanessa and mingyi's cert oso haven print HAHA! so good la we can take tgt.:/

aft lesson mrt-ed,then bus-ed back. tired die me. now waiting for my sis to finish bathing then i go bathe,eat my dinner. then go sleep le. tmr cmsk interview and thu got itsma presentation. aft this week's over,im gonna relax abit!(: friday is session-ing. gonna be fun!:3 so yeap looking forward to this long weekend!:D

2010-11-22T00:51:00.002+08:00

so~~ wel ytd water polo then went out to town with jj ald. end up no shopping done but it was fun anyway.:3 anyway jus wanna share smth from water polo tat was really funny haha!

coach was talking bout wat we shud always be looking out for,de most impt thing in de game,tat we cant play without,de ball. then he caught stanley not paying attention so he asked him.
coach: stanley! wat i say was de most impt thing in de game?!
stanley: err.. ball.
coach: FUCK U! IS YOUR SWIMMING TRUNKS! u dun wear ur trunks u cannot play!

ROFL SIA! it was epic funny and all of us laughed like crazy.:D

and yeap so TODAY!

went out with khai to get his stuff done for his gf. so went all around and round to find de stuff and packed de stuff under a void deck. went to get de wrapping done and it looks all cute and nice!

then took an mrt and he alighted at paya lebar,coincidently,his gf is from hogc. hmm.. i may hav seen her before.:/ so good luck bro! and i cont to scape. reach le it was mad crowded with de recital performers. so we jus slacked till they went off. saw vanessa and couldn recognise her.O: so she slacked with us cos her item was one of the last few. we had a friendly cypher which failed kinda badly haha! but it was fun anyway!^^ then mingyi and his fren came up and threw a few sets ech.(Y)

aft breaking breaking~ then we went off tgt. went to mac with kelvin and his frens for dinner. but me and kelvin didn eat as we were talking. so chit chat hoo hah then mingyi came and yea. wiped my tears and we went off to cine basement to eat. de wanton noodles there are kinda good!:3 and hungry me ate 2 bowls.:P

aft tat we went to take an mrt back with mingyi,kelvin,and his fren. so we talked bout breaking all de way back haha. we're gonna work hard to improve! JIAYOU EVERY1! next friday we'll session tgt.(: so they alighted at tamp and me at pasir ris. bus-ed back home.

bathed~ then yeap gonna sleep le cos tmr got sch. i gotta start living a healthier life. with water polo and bboy,i cant afford to get myself tired all de time. so yeap!(: i go play gameboy awhile then sleep HAHA!:P

2010-11-18T23:57:00.004+08:00

opps realise i didn blog last week haha!:/ lazy me totally forgot bout it.:S

so yeap today had water polo meeting. bout attendance and stuff. ayes ayes.. we're not 'qualified' to play in ivp cos well we're.. too weak.): so.. we had a talk.. then we changed to trunks and set up goal posts and stuff.

did warmups,then handling,shooting then we play match. 3 quarters. it was fun haha!:D but tiring much.. VERY TIRING MUCH.. but yea i ahd fun.(: jj gtg at 8+ to go home do his eir. so owel he didn get to play match. and i dun hav any1 to eat with me aft water polo hais..): so aft water polo i jus walked to safra stop and took bus 21 intending to go central and eat. but i fell asleep and woke up at downtown instead. so i jus sat and stoned til it reached inter and i alighted and walked back to central.

it sure was rewarding HAHA! i ask for 加饭,they gave me a mountain of rice. really 1 big mountain tat i O.O at it. SHIOK AR LOL! enjoyed my late night dinner alone,loved as always.(: so aft eating went home and along de way saw 194 miaomiao!! it's been so long! so i spent quite some time playing with her haha! missed her much.. then cont home,feifei was sleeping already so i decided not to disturb her.(:

homed,bathed. oya we finally got our team temasek shirt today!!:D super nice haha! YIPEE! tired die me. and my eyes hurt like crazy from all de chlorine in de water. tsk. owel supposedly friday is a no sch day but.. bcos of hair raya our lesson postponed to friday.-.- so tmr need go sch at 9. wth man.

a little dedication for my brother khai: jj welcomes u to de bachelor's club.(: wel.. i noe how it hurts. to lose some1 u love so much. but as i said,break up on good terms with her,so at least u stil can be frens ya? anyway she said weather u still wanna be frens with her is ur choice,undoubtly she still has feelings for u. so jus stay by her.(: as for u.. alden jj and i would personally fix u up. you'll be jus fine bro,jus fine..(: take care.

2010-11-12T21:19:00.002+08:00

WAT A WEIRD DAY LOL!! went out with juniors today to orchard.^^

so went to 313,then went to makan. i thought im de latest but.. jorim later than me! and lol bcos of tat we changed our movie time to 2.50 instead of 1.35. so owel makan-ed at food republic while waiting for jorim to come. then we walked around window shopping. felicia and tang went to ngee ann city for awhile for job inter so me and chris followed jorim and mag shop. they went to forever 21. bad choice for me and chris to folo lol.

inside all girls stuff and we 2 guys so awkward jus stand there dunno wat to do lol. so we decided to jus move to a corner instead of jus standing in de middle. we moved to a corner,only to realise. right behind us is a whole basket of panties on sale. FML much lol! i see liao jitao siam!:/ so well jorim asked us to go find tang and felicia so we went. only to realise they in office building and we cant go in de. so me and chris,bored us walked towards scape.

on de way kena approached by a woman to be part time model? weird much. jus left my contacts and zao. so we went to scape and i showed him around. yea it's really deserted la hais.. went back to cine aft tat to meet de rest of them for movie megamind!!:D then.. on de way up to cine,got 2 girls suddenly ask if i wanna watch The Last Exorcism with them cos they got extra tic.O.O too bad i got my movie liao so NO~~

i didn noe cine was so big! so many floors of cinema. went to 6th floor. megamind is naise!!:D yea haha! really cute plot. so aft tat we were supposed to go back to tamp for dinner tgt. but before tat.. jorim wan take neoprint!! so kns aft much struggling i got pulled in i no choice hav to take. HAIS. so took neoprints and they spent ages decorating it lol. but owel..(: they like so happy la.(:

took mrt back to tamp~ then met with another person and went for dinner tgt at pastamania. tang left halfway cos she meeting her mum and bro for dinner at tamp liao haha. aft eating we went to shop shop~ jorim spent DAM LONG in cotton on jus to buy 2 tank tops rofl. hais i see ppl shopping i suddenly thought of all de things i wanna buy.-.- sibei sian.):

so owel aft tat we went home sweet home~ bused back. it's so dam early lol. goin out with juniors so dam diff from with jj ald. meet early go home early. with jj ald meet late,go home LATER haha! super long nv ton liao,term break come,MUST GO TON! and jj kept asking to go drinking haha! see how la hor see how.(:

so owel im feeling a teeny weeny bit tired. see if ald or jj jio me for game,if nt i go sleep~(: tmr water polo and bboy. so sunday then start doin my itsma..D: fuck sch..regrets can never bring u back.

2010-11-06T21:29:00.003+08:00

today was indeed tiring..

woke up around 11. ate my breakfast and left for water polo. took bus 81 and i fell asleep haha! epic much i missed my stop at kovan and kept taking all de way and i was still wondering where de bus will bring me to even though im late.:/ lucky it stopped at serangoon mrt oso! i see de mrt i straight alight.:D and yeap it's jus 1 stop away from potong pasir so LUCKY~

at potong pasir mrt saw thane and charles waiting for another guy. so i wait with them lor. then sam came oso haha! so we wait tgt and went to sa like.. 20mins late.:/ jj was too over late so we didn wait for him haha! so went training~ then jj came soon after.

did laps of techinical stuff. dunno too tired or wad.. cant keep up with de training at all when it's not really tat tough.D: hais.. then we had games,i oso cui. tsk. oya then these 2 p6 boys ar.. super horny lol! de things they say ar.. even more power than me HAHA! joke ttm. aft tat was 'debrief' which dragged on until 3.40. i was late ttm for bboy sia..):

so quick washed up blah blah and left. parted ways with jj and went to scape. even though i reach at like 4.30,lesson jus started lol! i go in change shoes watch the six step forward. warmed up~ then kelvin and joel came in with food lol! KH look at them like O.O... haha! vanessa as usual,LATE! HAHA! then she come le still sit behind me dowan warm up until i tell her to lol! she was jus complaining,can i dun do this,can i dun do that. cos she cant 'whip' her legs.

today was mostly whipping practice,vanessa's most hated.:/ mingyi came even later lol! end of lesson and KH was asking who got questions to ask. then vanessa wanted to ask how to do windmills,BUT.. it was dam epic funny. cos right aft she asked she regret asking HAHA.

vanessa: how to do windmill?
KH: drop gimme see 1st.
vanessa: huh..):

HAHA! cos she cant swing or smth. her drop looks kinda weird too.o.o keep working on it vanessa,jiayou! aft lesson stayed back to 'practice'.. which ended up i didn even prac much cos i was so dam tired. the 1 by 1 all leave~ then at 7 i left oso. went to mac dinner with joel. saw vanessa who came jus to buy an ice cream LOL. then shawn came down and we sat tgt. aft eating chit chat abit then left for home.

i was like.. totally sleeping all de way standing up almost fainted and stuff.D: tired max sia.. so yeap mrt-ed back and took bus. went home blah blah.. blah~ k tmr really MUST do cmsk already. lol i've been delaying it for AGES i dowan feil sia.:/ ah fuck sch seriously.. i hate sch ttm..):dun give up!

2010-11-05T01:08:00.002+08:00

tmr's a holiday so.. im goin breaking YEAH!:D

today.. sch blah blah lame shit as usual~ hate sch i swear. then go home rest.. went back to sch during de evening to attend my lecture which i couldn bloody find it so.. i jus went straignt for water polo.:D today's training was alright. kinda fun.(: lots of ball handling and then we had 3v3's. me jj and tk 1 team! rofl sia.:/ so owel it was ok haha. then aft tat we had sprinting,8 laps. i jus pushed myself even though i was dam tired. and aft tat warmed down,shower and pack up.

dinner tgt with de team.(Y) then walked back with jj. blah blah took a bus 39 back and viola im home! on fb then saw chang finally uploaded my monkey flip video up!!:D super happy haha!^^ it's wow.. nicer than i thought. and tat was a few weeks back,im even better now!:P yea so im jus gonna put up de video cos im like so friggin proud of myself hehs!

tmr holiday.. i seriously gotta do my cmsk and my dbas sia. im like.. slacking my way,i'll really end up in army.. hais.): sch is fucked up..u may nt care,but AJZ are so proud of u..(: keep it strong.

2010-10-31T21:55:00.002+08:00

i'll post for ytd and today ba haha. but dam lazy so i'll try to keep it as short as possible!:D

Saturday
ytd went water polo,fuck de sa ppl,they lock up de goalpost then we couldn hav games. nvm we did training instead and it was DEAD TIRING haha! but dam fun though.(: 10 laps of butterfly,then 10 laps of freestyle dribbling,then aft every lap 10 crunches or 10 pushups. ouch lol.. then afr tat played passing and protecting ball,taking fouls blah blah~

aft water polo chiong go breaking as usual. cant believe i forgot to bring money la!): left $3.. no time eat anyway so went for lesson le. lalala~ lesson was quite fun la lol. and vanessa was.. ridiculously funny. she reminds me of last time when i took bboy for de 1st time,keep hoping tat kh wont see me and wan hide haha! jiayou vanessa!

then aft breaking went to sentosa,used my last $3 for de sentosa express tic. left 2 5c coins. gg.com much! went to beach station,alighted and met with rie and deep. then walked to wavehouse and watched de battle. haha xavier and jonah 1st round battling with mark and another esp dancer! omg battle between frens.): xavier and jonah won de round though. gz to them. jonah did an AMAZING air chair glide,DOPE.(Y)

they lost de 2nd round though,i thought they actually had a chance.): but hais.. i guess both of them kinda screwed up their parts so.. it's ok guys good experience!(: maybe we're participating in dec 5v5 battles. so i gotta train hard!:D left for vivo~ rie and deep didn wanna break and i was so tired already. so we walked around and then left for home.

lol on harbourfront mrt so dam coincidence! saw xavier and alot of other bboys! ian too! haha haven seen him break for so dam long! he says he'll be back aft his o's.(: so took my train back to pasir ris and blah~

Sunday
well.. woke up.. ate lunch and went out to meet selene and yuanting at scape. selene wanted to go inside de horror museum but dun dare lol. and aft me and yuanting saw how scared she was,we oso dowan her to go in but she die die wan~ so aft A VERY LONG TIME of hesitation. they decided to jus dun care and go in.

it wasn tat bad aft all haha. the 'ppl' inside are really friendly and only selene and yuanting were so scared of them. cos they like to disturb them cos they're scared HAHA! i jus kept laughing and laughing!:/ well i had my fun!:D took some pictures too!(:

aft tat we went to shop around in ion orchard. we were SUPPOSED to go orchard central but they walk i follow lor~ then end up yuanting thought she wanted to go ion orchard and we totally went a wrong direction HAHA! but we end up doin some window shopping anyway. and i saw this really nice converse jacket which i totally wanted de moment i saw it!

so aft walking around til 4.30 like tat. they gtg home le~ so i went to scape to break with rie and jonah blah blah ppl.:D lol then me and jonah went crazy over this SUPER CUTE girl in maid uniform. AHH DAM LOL. de 2 of us jus cant stop exclaiming how cute she is.:/ oyea then before tat i was watching a capoeira 'cypher' below. DOPE TTM.. it's something like a bboy cypher but a totally diff thing all together! it was an unforgettable experience i swear.

so yea break break~ then went down break~ thx james so much for keep helping me retake my shoulder to elbow transition which still.. feiled all de way.): i did 1 good 1 but it wasn taken down.. de rest i did were all crappy.):.. hais owel!

left around 7.30 with james to ion orchard to buy de jacket haha! cant help it man it's dam NAISE la.. so yea i bought a red and white 1.(: super naise man.. DAM NAISE DAMN..:D so aft tat we took mrt back home~

went to eat dinner alone. haven done tat for quite long le.(: then wanted to dabao fries home for my sis but no more.): so owel. walked back. i haven done my cmsk at all HAHA!:/ tmr come home need do liao owel.. jus slack de rest of de night today ba.(: goin bathe now then sleep soon le!im glad u dun hav to feel de ppl u love hating u.(:

2010-10-30T00:19:00.003+08:00

today was an awesome breaking day.(:

went to sch for dbas,and lesson ended at like 10 instead of 12 rofl. heng ar.. more time to rest! celeste was at tp again,but she was in her sister's lecture so owel didn get to meet her.): wait for guitar gathering ba!(:

so aft sch went home and play gameboy!! stupid firered kena wipe.. now i needa restart lor.): EMO MAX.. so owel play gameboy and i kinda.. fell asleep on de sofa hehs.. woke up and replied selene's sms and told her i was gonna pack and leave hse,BUT.. i fell asleep again HAHA!:/ then i woke up around 2 and really left de house.

bus.. then took mrt. gave up my seat to an indian mum and her child. here comes to epic part,she'll replied me in really broken chinese,"xie xie ni". wtf cant u jus say ty?!O.O do i look like some cheena tat cant understand eng or wad?!): so owel~ stood de rest of de journey till city hall~ then while walking to de underpass i saw shawn and we went there tgt.

so well jonah was there,and rie. slacked cos i was still dam tired lol. then selene came!!:D she looks tired too hmm.. well she's been busy studying and even before she came she was still studying omg. smth i will NEVER do,so jiayou!:/ slack ar slack,slack ar slack. selene was hiding behind a wall and really quiet so i went to check if she was still 'alive'. but yea her eyes were closed so i jus stood there and stared at her.o.o confirmed tat she's 'dead',then let her rest ba,she mus be tired.(:

so yeap then yiliang came,joel came.. jus feel sibei slack la dunno y.): then break ar break ar break~ JAMES CAME!! omg didn see him for so long cos he had duty last week and he was sick recently. take care bro!(: aft he came.. we went out to mac for dinner. makan makan~ then selene sms me say she go off le so aww~):

eat finish go back~ then i saw,selene still there. wth lol! then she said cos peter came! haha! peter's gonna be busy with his A's as well.): break ar break~~ then.. break ar break.. was fun today la.(: and he had a cypher and it was kinda cool. i was dam scared to go in and when i did,yea mind blank.): and i went in on a song which i didn noe de beats,+de song was ending rofl,didn noe ma!): so screwed up so so badly.. XIASUAY..):

yea so anyway~ yeap got really tired and almost fell asleep on de floor!:/ so went to buy drinks to wake myself up abit. went with jonah,xavier,joel,yiliang and rie. bought our drinks and went back. cont break break abit. slack much la haha. and i plucked enough courage to do 2 successful monkeyflips before leaving.:3

mrt-ed back with shawn,peter and yiliang. then blah blah~ peter alighted 1st. then left me yiliang and shawn. smth dam epic happened.:/ which made us ROFLMAO. yiliang was sitting down on those 2 seats de,then beside him was a fat indian woman with her bag on de floor. then yiliang was talking bout how he regret giving up his seat today to de old man cos there was a cute girl sitting beside him HAHA! then shawn said "stand up even better view wad!" de indian woman,THINK TOO MUCH OR SMTH HAHA. she looked at shawn,then she took her handbag up and hugged it,or rather,to cover herself.:/ then aft she alighted i told shawn and yiliang and we went mad in laughter HAHA! shawn is now BBoy BetterView!:P

so me and yiliang took to pasir ris,then bus-ed back tgt. walk back~ visit all my miaomiaos,then went home. bathed and now eating dinner! needa sleep soon cos stil got water polo tmr and aft tat bboy. hmm.. dunno if i shud to R2F tmr to support xavier and jonah.): see how ba!(: meanwhile,eat,gameboy,sleep!:D and selene,so ps! like i kept asking u to come but like i didn even talk to u or wad at all. feel dam bad.): and oso dunno when u left so didn say bye to u. so sorry ar..): do u still dream of me,like i dream about u?

2010-10-23T22:11:00.003+08:00

rofl im darn lazy to post.. but yea it's a saturday so.. yea time to post.:/

woke up in time for breakfast today before goin for water polo. yay yong tau foo mee~ owel i eat tat every saturday morning tat i can wake up in time.:/ so aft eating prepared my stuff and left house in a hurry cos abit late le. then ran back again cos i forgot to change my specs! then... took lift down,SHIT WHERE MY UNDERWEAR?! rush back up to take. wasted super alot of time and then end up.. yeap i was late by like 20mins rofl.:P

lucky coach was still talking bout ytd's matches and all de strategy gameplay stuff. aft tat,warm ups.. yea long long tiring warm ups.. and then we had games. bloody tiring ttm sia..D: and de water made my eyes dam red de whole day. maybe cos im darn tired oso la.): so wel aft training coach drove me and jj to de mrt station and we parted ways there.

i took to scape and yeap,heng ar lesson haven start. khai messaged me asking bout phone internet stuff. lol he oso kena sia. but ya la his 1 small case,abit only. i went online for 9hrs.. sure die lor.): see how ba.. so yeap vanessa ar.. pon lesson today tsk! so i didn get my big fat smile from her haha! today's routine was.. seriously confusingly tough. couldn catch at all. tsk.. but owel im dam tired anyway,couldn really concentrate.

so aft lesson we went to esplanade cos rie,tin were there. on de way out saw fec's performence at dunno wat event and there,saw vanessa lol! she said she dam late then she didn go haha. so yeap i told her her frens on top at scape prac and she went up. mrt-ed to esp.. i didn break at all. hardly. i jus slept on de floor. so dam tired i couldn move.. vanessa and her fren passed by esp to say hi to us on their way to go makan haha.

aft tat tin and fareed gtg le~ so.. de rest of us prac for like awhile only all decided to pack up and go makan. me,rie,shawn,yiliang and joel,packed up and left for marina sq. went to eat at long john silver cos it's de only place with some space left. long john silver,really cant full 1 sia lol. i eat finish de whole meal stil dam hungry.:/ appetizer nia!:S so aft eating we went toilet and rie spent ages inside cos she changing. and so i fell asleep on de staircase while waiting.-.- really sibei tired.

aft tat went back take mrt back. jus as we go in de mrt,de girl at de side drop her phone,suay suay,drop inside de gap on to de rails rofl.. gg.com max. so well good luck to her. me,joel,shawn and yiliang. chat chat.. then i sit down on floor cos dam tired. reach pasir ris,took 12 back with yiliang.

went home blasting break beats cos i lazy take out my earpiece. walked walked.. very windy tonight it feels nice.(Y) so yeap went home bathed.. and ate a whole big bowl of beef noodles cos de stupid long john silver is totally WEAK..:/ so yea gotta sleep soon before i faint. im really really tired..move along move along..

2010-10-18T01:05:00.002+08:00

ayes quick short post.(:

today went out to break with yiliang,fengyuan and rie. at scape. so yeap training hard on my nike air freeze and flag. TSK.. falls and bruises and blah blah. hurts but yea.. i dun care im gonna do it! no pain no gain yea? ouch..

so yeap aft breaking which was dam early still. cos they had sch,sec sch kids. so they gtg around 7+, so i went off to find my mum and sis at takashimaya. walked around there. then makan-ed 2 bowls of rice. was dam hungry la! then cont walking around. then left for plaza sing cos i wanted to buy a bandana to replace my lost 1.): dam sad la! i dunno where i lost it.. owel anyway walked to plaza sing and i was sleeping all de way.:/ amazing right? i dun even noe how i did it. i jus subconciously walked to plaza sing but when i reached plaza sing it was like i jus woke up,i dun rmb anything at all along de way.:/

so yeap went straight to 77th street and bought a red bandana. cos it matches my dance clothes haha!:D so yeap aft tat went to mac and sat down for a mocca frappe. naise~(Y) then left for home. yeap slept while standing all de way back.:/ tired die me. bus-ed 359 home and blah~

bathed.. now dam hungry and digging all sorts of stuff to eat. sleeping.. soon i guess. there's nth to do yawn.u were perfect,i was not. i screwed up,im sorry..

2010-10-16T01:12:00.002+08:00

job briefing day! woke up early early prepare my stuff and changed. packed in my dance clothes later for breaking too haha. so went out to pasir ris inter to wait for alden. waiting waiting for him then got ppl come approach me do some short survey which i already did before,but owel jus do again lor. who knows,aft tat,de rest of them started to approach me cos i was jus standing there.:/ had to shoo them all away saying i ALREADY DONE IT..

alden saw me 1st thing say i look like pai kia. kns jj ytd oso said i look like pai kia.): wth man.. so owel anyway,took mrt to little india and went up to de office for de briefing. blah blah hee hoo hah~ briefed finish on our positions and stuff. lol jj alden and me all kena same place woots! although means we can only work 1 day,$6 nia.. hais.): but owel jus do ba,it seems dam easy anyway.(:

so aft tat we err.. cracked racist jokes along de way to mrt and took a train to.. where's tat.. dhoby ghaut yea. flashbacks flashbacks.. walked around~ then 3pm went for buffet at.. watever tat place is. zomg la.. i eat until i fall asleep. bloody tired and my appetite was dam small. hate it to de max.):

aft eating walked around somemore,then bought chocolates haha! promotion and they were dam cheap! so yea bought like alot haha!(Y) aft tat all headed home while i alighted at esplanade to dance.

today met with de 3 idiots,rie,peter,josh,shawn,xavier,vivi,tin and karen! haha miss them all so much and really love breaking with them. aft de buffet i really couldn move liao so.. yea i was dam slack and feeling so dam restless. did all slack stuff today la.(: then during session went off to raffles city to buy drinks. me,peter,josh,rie and xavier HAHA. fun sia. talking nonsense all de way. retarded bunch.:/

went back sessioning,slack slack lie down on de floor~:/ sat around and had 'man's talk' with yiliang,joel,xavier and peter haha. rie tried to understand to no avail haha! owel so we jus slacked and chatted til bout 10.30 before we all packed up and left tgt as 1 group. parted ways with rie,joshua and xavier cos they goin another line. took mrt with yiliang,peter and shawn.

chat chat on de train back.. haha then had a little heart to heart talk with yiliang. if i could turn back de hands of time,i would still take de same path,but this time,i would not let you go.(Y) haha we really shud cherish our happiness and constantly be thankful for de ppl tat loves you.:') went home and bathed,eat..

gonna sleep now,still need wakey early for water polo tmr. then yeap breaking at scape aft lessons as usual.(: so yeap nights all!my love will overcome it all,i swear..

2010-10-14T00:06:00.002+08:00

training today was canceled sian.. jj was out at sch and ald was dota-ing. i was jus busy making a fb group for my guild. dam de inactive members,as in they're online but they dun fucking participate in any way.-.- tsk owel! anyway de group is up and de admins are up. waiting for de responses in de bbs thread so i can start adding.(:

afternoon around 4+ cedric suddenly call ask me go out slack. so go out lor. cycled out to pasir ris park where he started playing in de water again. rofl sia. i jus sit under de shade and blow wind.:/ it's a nice feeling.(:

aft tat he went to washup and we settled down at bk to makan. i wasn hungry so i jus bought a large milo. then a group of girls came and they had this friggin adorable puppy!! but i dun dare to keep looking if nt they tink i looking at them.-.- aft makan we change table then slack,smoke,talk.. usuals la.

wait till evening de sky turning dark le went to buy beer and we went down to pasir ris park,sat on de breakwaters and drink. chat chat.. emo emo.. drink drink.. smoke smoke.. sing sing.. lol 2 emo kia sitting by de beach.:/ then a huge group of malays came and disrupted de peace so well we left for his hse tat playgrd again. sat there slack and waited for de 2 girls to leave so we can go up.

10+ nia sia. then i lie down on de slide and took a short nap. i miss sleeping at playgrounds haha.. woke up around 10.40 and yea decided to go back for dinner. so we left and part ways at de main road. had a really good time speeding all de way back home.:D i tink i might jus go night cycling out alone exploring jus for de fun of it. it feels nice..

so yeap went back and took a cold shower. dinner-ed~ and now back online. shud be sleeping soon cos there's nth to do at all. alden's dota-ing with vin they all,jj tmr got camp wont be online for long. my guildies are afk-ing. so well,i'll jus eat some snacks,drink a yakult and brush teeth sleep. tmr maybe goin cut hair.. i badly wan to dye my hair sia tsk.): jj got camp and so he nt goin training tmr,guess it's jus me.. then aft tat go straight home for dinner. nobody pei me so lonely sia..D:一直想着你..

2010-10-12T00:32:00.002+08:00

so owel today gave training a miss and went for class dinner at manhattan fish market instead. reached late and every1 was already there. sibei lonely la.. i sit there alone. nv talk at all. ziming didn come and cedric would only come aft de dinner. so i emo lor.. sit there quiet quiet.

ordered a fish and chips and a 'gummy bear'. de drink called gummy bear and it tasted awesomely like 1! super naise!(Y) and de fish and chips was good as well,yummy!:D so makan makan,until everybody finish liao then cedric came. every1 else chit chat tgt while jus me and cedric 2 ppl talk.

aft dinner,serious talk with shaun tan and cedric.. seems tat he's goin into army if he fails to appeal back to poly..): hais bro,dun worry la,it's really nt de end. so 2 emo guys,went to mac sit down chat,smoke. then aft tat left tat blardy noisy mac go to near cedric hse 1 playground. it's peaceful there la,nice place. sat there and cont talk ar talk.. tink aft all this we really know ech other better yea.(: THATS Y WE CAN CLICK BRO!:P

yeap so took bus and went home. jus bathed and gonna sleep soon cos morning need wake up!! go parkway play pool with cedric and his frens. since when pai kia wake up so early 1! cb 11.30 reach parkway. i TRY my best wake up la hor bro?:/ TRY.all i want is you.

2010-10-10T03:07:00.002+08:00

short post for today then.(:

water polo training,coach go holiday again haha. so li jie took over training and we played games. dam i cant believe i made it out alive. owel i was kinda satisfied with my performence today. kinda.:/ haha! i wasn all tat bad~

aft tat rushed off for breaking,gastric pain,dam bad..): hurts so much and i totally forgot to bring money tsk! jj forked in 50c so i could buy a bottle of pink dolphin,then i used my last $2 on a doube
cheese burger.:P

took mrt and we parted ways. reached le and starting doin warmups blah blah~ lesson fun as usual and aft tat stay back to prac,always enjoyable.(: i can do a monkey flip already~~^^v awesome much! HEHS.. aft prac went with kelvin,joel and james heading to city hall. on de way out met tin and vivi and tin gave me a hug HAHA! "ZHIAN YOU'RE ALIVE!!!" ROFL OF COS I AM LA..(: vivi jus broke up so.. i gave her a slap on her shoulder! you'll be fine girl!(:

went city hall walk around marina sq then parted ways with kelvin. he go meet gf at yoshinoya while me james and joel go kfc. makan makan,i cannot makan cos i no money.): so i pei them lor! aft tat went back to mrt and we parted ways with james. chat with joel on mrt and he alighted at kallang,i slept all de way to pasir ris.

bus-ed 359 back and ate a.. not very delicious dinner.D: owel at least it fills my tummy. gonna sleep aft this. wat a night.. let's see wat tmr shall bring.for you i will..

For You I Will

When you're feeling lost in the night,
When you feel your world just ain't right
Call on me, I will be waiting
Count on me, I will be there
Anytime the times get too tough,
Anytime your best ain't enough
I'll be the one to make it better,
I'll be there to protect you,
See you through,
I'll be there and there is nothing
I won't do.

I will cross the ocean for you
I will go and bring you the moon
I will be your hero your strength
Anything you need
I will be the sun in your sky
I will light your way for all time
Promise you,
For you I will.

I will shield your heart from the rain
I will let no harm come your way
Oh these arms will be your shelter
No these arms won't let you down,
If there is a mountain to move
I will move that mountain for you
I'm here for you, I'm here forever
I will be your fortress, tall and strong
I'll keep you safe,
I'll stand beside you, right or wrong

I will cross the ocean for you
I will go and bring you the moon
I will be your hero your strength
anything you need
I will be the sun in your sky
I will light your way for all time
Promise you
For you I will

2010-10-08T23:18:00.002+08:00

haven been blogging lately hor? haha. nt really busy but cos im lehzee~:/

recently as usual,trainings filled,and a an outing to parkway to play pool with jj ald,today also haha!:D pool there is cheap. dam cheap. it's $8+ per hr,then if over $20 u get a $5 discount,over $40 $10 discount so on and so forth,and students get 20% discount.:P awesome shiatz. so today got spammed morning call to wake up cos i was still dead asleep.:/

jj and ald slacked around ws waiting for me to come and i reached around 2,then we took bus 15 there. talk cock along de way and rest abit cos i was stil dam tired. reached le,slack walk around de uber boring place rofl. then settled down at mac for lunch. this group of xdd and xmm kept staring at us,wats ur fucking problem kids?-.-

eat finish straight go play pool. like around 4 like tat? kns was totally off form kena thrashed ttm. until later suddenly form back i own~~:/ lol. when we went for payment de guy told us t play 1 more match make our $38 to $40 so he can give us $10 discount.(Y) so last matched,dumb shit lol,left black ball me and jj take turns see who can double it in,in de end i FEIL and pocket-ed it straight.D: aww man.):

dinner at yoshinoya haha! awesome naise naise~ love beef bowl.:3 haha aft tat went to scoops to buy alden's ice cream,where we heard 1 guy walking past and told his mum "i wan ice cream.." me and jj turned to look,de guy is friggin at least 15 or smth.-.- god u friggin KID?! and we saw a tpde girl,all de way at parkway,wow tat's rare.O:

took bus back and i was sleeping while standing. super crowded sia. only had seats when it reached back to tp there. jj alighted at safra to change 5 and me and ald went all de way to pasir ris inter. part ways and i took a 359 back.

bathed and jus at bak ku teh!:D my mummy bought it specially for me. hehs thx mummy.(:!! gotta bed early tonight cos tmr is my full workout day!:D saturday,water polo + bboy! awesome max haha.:Di will never forget how u made me de happiest person in de world..

2010-10-02T23:36:00.002+08:00

right.. gave sap a miss to attend my godmum's dinner. so owel i woke up late like 12+..D: then sibei tired so i gave water polo a miss,anyway i already said i wasn able to attend last week. so owel slacked and rot at home til 3,then chiong out for breaking.(:

so good to see so many old frens haha! all de bboyII peeps so many came back.(: half de class is new peeps,half is our own ppl. lesson today,tink cos so many old studs,1st lesson already quite tough liao. best!(Y) trying hard to do a rocket now.:D

aft class stayed back to prac with de usuals. akash is here today haha!:D he's finally back into breaking again.(: i.. wan to be good enough to perform on stage one day.. really really wan to.D: washed up and left with james at bout 6.45. he went home and i went to city hall there. i was de 1st among my family to reach. awkward sitting there nobody to talk to.

aft awhile de rest of my family came,then my god parents came as well with everybody else. my god parents are wel.. super dua pai sia.. we had a room to ourselves,and de manager is serving us personally along with all de other vice managers and peeps.O.O kept opening bottle aft bottle of red wine cos de manager is treating. like wow? seems like my god parents noe every1 here.O: de food was awesome,really really good.(Y) a few dishes and dessert was free oso cos de manager treat. woah..

end of dinner i was already falling asleep,tired+im like semi drunk. lucky they decided to leave early. so yeap mrt-ed back,slept all de way til pasir ris. then bus-ed~ back home bathe. now im feeling better.(: nt so dizzy liao. head stil abit pain haha! shud sleep soon yawn.. catch up on rest,tmr maybe can go breaking,then monday water polo again hehs. pass swap liao i now relax le happy happy!:Di'll do anything and everything,jus to get u back

2010-09-30T23:48:00.002+08:00

today was fun haha! i pass my swap yay! jus need to submit my already done report and im all done.:3 hehe. thx ms lock so much for helping me everyday despite knowing a student like me can teach until pek chek 1 haha!:d

aft swap went for water polo. tk didn come and jj was on cruise. owel nvm i still enjoyed training today.(: lijie is a good coach!(Y) despite me being super weak he still keep encouraging me.(: we had ladder swimming training today. which means 1lap,followed by 2,3,4,5,6,then 5,4,3,2,1 back down. IT WAS MAD TIRING I SWEAR. but despite tat i did try my best so im proud of myself.(: aft tat coach came back,so we did some driving practices and passing,warm down and we're good to go.(:

im closer to de team players now,and they're really friendly and nice.(: team bonding tgt aft training was always full of crap and NEVER without HORNY TALK ROFL. hilarious! stupid tiko coach sia HAHA! went dinner tgt with coach,kaiyuan,samuel,thane,junjiang,si yu. bloody horny bastards ttm rofl!

kaiyuan: if sarah pull up her shirt ask u lick her breast u wil lick anot?! WILL ANOT?! U DUN BLUFF URSRLF! WILL ANOT?!
samuel: no la no la!!!
coach/kaiyuan: WILL ANOT WILL ANOT WILL ANOT WILL ANOT?!?!?
samuel: argh!!!!*pek chek*

ass ttm sia rofl HAHA! then coach stil say ask us play wat stupid game,stand in 1 circle take turns to pcc,then de person tat cannot cum anymore drink everthing. cbb sia rofl! wat shit sia lol! bloody horny bastards! AHAHA!(Y)

aft dinner took bus home. so tired sleepy sleepy. finished up my report and i'll send it to ms lock tmr aft she replies me her email.(: alright time for me to take a good rest for this week!(: and i shud be goin breaking tmr! yay!!an angel with broken wings.

2010-09-28T23:44:00.002+08:00

today was fun haha! ok lets hope no1 sees this,cos i pon today's swap revision to go out with jj and ald. cos jj tmr goin off cruise le,and his free movie tickets last til only end of this month. bu go bai bu go ma! so hehs..

so lets jus give swap a rest as i talk bout today's awesome day!:D got woken up by alden's call asking me to wake up rofl. jj went off to cut hair and we got ourselves ready while waiting for him. left house when he called and met up on de mrt itself. ald's new specs are like nice lor!!D: i oso wan a pair of shades..):

we were supposed to catch de 3pm movie but when we got on de train it was already 3.10 HAHA! feil sia.:/ so we went to iluma arcade to slack while deciding and thinking if we shud either go buffet which is at 5.30,or catch de show which is at 5.:/

at iluma arcade as usual,alden play de ufo machine and caught himself a pink rabbit haha! gay crap.:/ it was kinda cute though haha.:D jj decided to pon his tkd so we could eat de buffet and watch de movie aft tat.:D hurray for jj! aft tat walk walk slack around let's sweets waiting for 5.30 to come cos we scared long queue again. BUT.. there was really bo lang today rofl! cos tat time we went on a friday ar.. so yeap very little ppl and we had loads of fun eating. still dam pissed with my small appetite,kns wish i could eat more la!): cakes,crepes,rice~ yummy..

made quite a scene aft eating and had a hilarious time paying de bill. de manager was also laughing at us cos we were really bloody dumb. yea and they made me pay more kns!): each person 22,both of them paid 20+ i paid like 25+! fuck u ald fuck u!:/

went off and slack,walk around and went up to de cinema it outside wait for 7.30. cinema was quite empty,nt even half filled. owel weekdays.:/ legend of de fist was pretty good haha. definately worth watching,since it's free anyway HAHA! no la it really was nice.(:

aft movie.. wasn really late but no where to slack liao,bugis is boring haha! so we headed back home. actually wanted to buy chewy junior back,but we see nia,we sian diao lol. enough of desserts. gonna die already haha!

mrt-ed then bused back. i was too lazy to walk today. feeling really tired.D: tmr stil need go sch at 11. tsk.. this week's gonna be so dam busy la.. sian sian.): wish i didn fail this bloody subject and i could be enjoying my hols le owel.):never change.

2010-09-27T23:59:00.002+08:00

shud i be doin an update at a time like this?:/ actually nt,but im jus dam tired i wanna blog bout it.

today woke up at 8+ for swap. kns compared to de normal times which i wake up at at least 1 or 2pm,this was FUCKING EARLY and took me a hell to achieve. then spent de whole bloody day in sch absorbing all de programming shit til 4+. it was raining heavily,but bo bian i stil need to walk out of sch to eat cos holiday all canteens closed.

makan alone,then walked back to sch. stil early but seriously no where to go,so went to de swimming pool 1st slack there sit and wait. 5.45 tk came haha. de juniors are all early but seniors all late.:/ swimming training today but fuck me i forgot to bring my goggles.-.- stupid shit.D: by de end of training,i can hardly open my eyes cos it hurts dam bad. and it was literally bloodshot red. freaking scary.):

it got abit better aft awhile as me and jj went to eat at our usual place. boring~ nt very hungry and nt much appetite.): but still,mus add rice if nt it's totally too little.:/ usual walk back. but today.. i was really gonna faint from fatigue. i was walking but my eyes were already closing and i was swaying like in random directions. then jj kept scolding me for cutting into his 'lane'.:/ aiya tired ma.):

bus stop sat there for dam long chatting,almost fainted there also tsk. around 11.45,took bus back and jj walked back. played with my cats along de way back. they're as adorable as ever.:3 haven seen 194 in quite awhile,wonder where she went.):

jus installed netbeans and xampp into my lappy. time to go bathe and start work.. hope i dun die.:/ feeling dead tired..i'll never stop loving u.

2010-09-25T22:49:00.002+08:00

finally back for a post. life has been.. well all bout water polo and bboy. im training almost everyday of de week. PHEW! dam tired. as usual.. today was tiring as well. my full workout day.(:

morning wake up rush go training. but wth.. gate closed no keys. we sat and waited for like 45 mins and coach called from malaysia saying he forgot to tell us bout de keys haha! he told us to ask dunno who open de gate for us. then it suddely started to rain zzz!): aft like.. 15mins or so de guy came to open de gate. by then we only had 1hr training left. lol de guys suggest jus play games instead of training so well.. did warm ups,then moved on to games.

super tiring ar~~ i can hardly suvive 1 quarter.D: then by then it's 3 liao so i gtg rush off. reach scape quite early and sat there slack,lazy prac cos i was already dam tired. lesson,was okok la. i kinda screwed up haha! toprock was good but footwork was shabby..):

stayed aft lesson at scape to prac,or slack la. really very tired le. so sat around and did abit of freezes that's all. then james ask me if i gonna attend yoshi's class later,so sua lor jus go haha! $10 per session,james help me pay 1st.:P haha allen is back~ rofl was happy to see him today.(: he attended yoshi's class as well. we 3 loyal yoshi supporter!:/

aft his lesson at 9.30 like tat. i was half dead cos i whole day nv eat liao. so went back home. as usual fainting on de mrt. struggled to keep myself AWAKE. and barely made it. i sat down at tampines and almost cant wake up at pasir ris. tsk..

back now,gonna bathe aft this and eat dinner. phew! tired tired..losing u was nt a part of de plan.

2010-09-19T00:08:00.002+08:00

what a day. seriously,WHAT A DAY!

chiong out of hse for water polo today and made it jus on time nia! heng ar~ anyway coach came at like 1.30 so we still had to wait for him. training started at 1.40 like tat. was worried it would end late cos i really gtg at 3 sharp. but in de end,it stil ended at 3. tink cos coach only book de pool till 3pm nia phew!:/ training today was more on game play. but cos no time didn get to try.

so aft tat washed up and left for scape! bboy today sian.. not self choreo.D: is next lesson,which is last lesson,that im gonna fuckign miss cos of bloody sap.-.- fucked up. owel. aft lesson stayed at scape to break. akash is finally breaking again haha! saw him aft class and was dam happy! welcome back dude!

there was a event,lockdown. locking and popping 1v1 battles. sadded need entry fee,if nt i wil go in see lor. seems dam interesting. lol break until bout 7++. then de 3 15yr olds. those buncha talk cock nonsense peeps. walao bully me! ROFL. wan me go mac eat then i die die dowan they go carry me la,throw me,toss me around,roll me over blah blah lol! make me struggle like a mad man all over scape lol. tsk! in de end.. i fight until give up,cannot fight liao. specs dunno where,wallet stil in bag. pei them go mac eat rofl.

lol when i went back james akash and rie all like so surprised i gone for so long lol. akash ask me if i went to changi hospital! haha! walao eh.. i water polo since morning nv eat,then breaking somemore,stil where got energy fight.. haha! so wel aft tat sat down and chat chat abit tgt. then aft awhile de 3 sec sch guys left. me rie akash and james left. cont breaking~

til bout 10 like tat. tired le,all no energy left haha! so made our way back home. cui me.. stand all de way back. so tired..D: and aching all over. went back and my sis was waiting for me to come back to eat de chewy junior i bought for her ytd. it's dam nice!!!(Y) owel hungry now.:/ i ate around like 8 so now dam hungry liao tsk.

my sis dumped all her clothes on my bed and now i cant freaking sleep.-.- need wait for her to pack,which is probably tmr or smth. so where i sleep sia?! zzz. nvm.. shud go get a good long rest for my muscles. on de sofa maybe haha!dun wan to miss a thing.

2010-09-18T00:07:00.002+08:00

hmm.. day out with jj and ald today,even though it's my sis's bday.:/ so yeap we went to gym and bumped into so many familiar faces haha! ryan,tb,larry,weizhen,jinghan,cp and a few other random guys. lol it's been so long since i went to de gym. instead of deprovement,actualy got improvement.:P cos of bboy i guess.

so yeap worked out til bout 1+ goin 2. decided to go back and wash up,change and go out to bugis instead of hanging around tamp. seems tat alden's mum gave him $50 in de morning. so yeap went back. almost fell asleep on de bus. tired.

went home blah blah then went out. mrt-ed out with alden. fetched jj on at simei. blah blah talk cock all de way to bugis. went to all's sweet to see see,and was planning to eat there tonight de but yeap in de end didn cos de queue was TOO DAM LOOOOONG!): went to kfc to catch a snack before goin to iluma to yeap,usual slack at arcade and ROT~~ got my sis's bday present there,at de ufo machine HAHA!(Y)

walked around iluma somemore look at stuff. then yeap we went all over de place rotting around looking for a place to eat bcos everywhere was too crowded. in de end we ended up at yoshinoya. owel,it was enjoyable as long we got ech other around to nonsense with!:D soojuan was having some 'relationship' problems and yeap as usual im always being a counsellor. hope she's better now.(: see la,even meal time my work dun end 1.:/

no where else to go le,took a stroll around outside then went to chewy juniors(?) to buy cream puffs. lol i decided to buy them for my sis to celebrate her bday.(: how can i forget bout my dear sister leh? so yeap bought almost all de chocolate flavours cos.. yea i love chocolates.:P my sis too okay! stupid jj and ald keep saying i buying for myself.D:

haha so cui us mrt-ed back home and decided to meet online. end up reach home. me and jj talk alden in maple full screen. nice 1 maple freak!:/ gonna go cut cake now! even though it's over 12 liao haha! gonna sleep early aft tat cos our water polo intensive training starts tmr! LAI BA!:D and wtf my dad jus ask me sis if her bday is TODAY(18th),it's friggin YTD(17th) la baka baka daddy!-.-every moment spent with you is a moment i treasure.

2010-09-17T01:41:00.002+08:00

haha haven been posting ya.. life's been jus breaking and slacking and rotting and de same thing over and over. so well.. nth much to talk bout? cept for de pizza party under my void deck which was quite fun haha! then aft which we walked to ehub for nth. and alden actually caught a mp3 player at de ufo machine.-.- idiot stil as addicted to ufo machines as always.:/

so well.. today tat idiot alden ask him go out slack at night he say he wan stay at home pei his mother. PUI AR!:/ didn noe ur mother has big head small body and twits(maple character). haha tat idiot's been dam addicted to maple. mad chiongster and trader.-.- as money minded in rl as in game. dunno how bloody much he has now. so well me and jj went back to sch for water polo meeting.

it wasn much of a meeting la rofl. sibei jiao 1. all talk nonsense. but yeap we did get down our targets for next pol-ite and ivp. our training schedules,friggin 4 times per week.(Y) malaysia trip and next yr's recruitment drive. rofl they're trying to recruit girls and make our ever 1st girl's team. and de seniors came up with de BEST idea ever. they're gonna pick players and make them walk around de sch in swimming trunks. sibei xiasuay or wad sia!

so well aft tat all de juniors went home,oh right,team tp shirt. like FINALLY. but they say it's gonna take a few months to come though.D: aww~ left me,jj and all de seniors,went to bedok 85 to makan. haha really sit there talk cock sing song. loads of crap! and yeap,de whole buncha them are friggin horny bastards LOL. malaysia trip sounds dam tough but dam fun from de way they say it. really team bonding. hmm..(:

aft tat me and jj walk home tgt from there while de seniors all squeeze inside de only driver's car they got.:/ took a stroll all de way to east point and bought my honeydew sago,WHOO! dam long nv drink le,missed it loads.:D then walk walk to jj house de busstop,sit there chat chat.. and talk bout plans for tmr(which is actually today). goin gym,then slack out at tamp. i shud really be sleeping now omg.

so yeap im off to bed now! phew! chiong post in lesser than 5mins.:/all i ever wanted was u to stay.

2010-09-10T01:08:00.002+08:00

so ok.. nth's been happening this few days? then.. ytd's lait exam was.. okay i guess. definately passable. so yeap(: oya and bought a new lappy at comex,so this is my 1st post using my lappy yay!:D and today.. yeap today's my mum's bday so we went out to eat. all de way at clarke quay. farr~

they were having some latern fetival celebration there and it was dam bright with lanterns and whoo pretty!~ there were also taiwan roadside stalls which i didn bother looking at wat they were selling cos it was too freaking crowded! then yeap walk walk and arrived at jumbo seafood!

it was so crowded an noisy inside ;a omg.-.- totally nt my kind of place. i dun like noisy and crowded.:/ but yeap so ordered food food anf more food.. crab,scallop,sotong blah blah.. as a non-seafood lover,i would say de food there is alright nia. nt say super good. and realised.. my appetite is fucking small now,like 1 sissy like tat._|_ everytime go back macau appetite become smaller and smaller. now? i whole day nv eat i down 2 bowls of rice i gg.com liao. last time,normal dinner 3 bowls stil got space! wtf man wtf.. like tat how to go buffet and steamboat?!?!

so yea owel.. aft dinner it was getting late le,bout 11+,so no where to walk oso,took a bus 12 home. lol there were this 2 girls at de busstop tat obviously went drinking and they were a little high,and seh. they were asking ech other if they were swaying,when apparently neither of them are! a bus 190 came and the 2 drunkards went on their way home.:/ slept through my bus journey listening to ipod. it's been.. soo long! cant rmb de last time i evenlisten to de ipod. missed my old jap songs~):

so yeap jus bathed.. gonna slack a little more,go in maple abit then off to bed! water polo meeting tmr was canceled due to sch close,so owel! will wait for further notice. tink we're goin to malaysia for training trip.;)back back back back back to de start

2010-09-05T01:06:00.003+08:00

alright new post! past few days nth much to blog about haha. was all breaking breaking and breaking!:D 90% of de reason i go out is yea cos of breaking.:/ owel so yeap today finally back to lesson! and we're doin all de stuff tat i cant do!O.O monkey flip,rollbacks.. well i managed to do a rollback to chair though and it looks.. pretty good.:D so i REALLY REALLY gotta work on my handstands yea..D:

aft lesson practised awhile with de usual bboyII peeps. then at 6 we left tgt for bboy champs.:D went there and kinda went on our seperate ways. me and army boy went to find our group of Esplanade Underground Street Dancers and hang out. tin missed me so much haha!:D been 3 weeks since we met cos i went macau.:/ watched de last bit of de 2 on 2 battles and luckily managed to catch both FEC battles. grats to FEC for de dope battle!(:

aft tat went to popeyes and hang out tgt during de break while waiting for de 1 on 1 battles to start. had so much fun with tin,karen,rie,army boy(still dunno his name dang.:/),tatsuya,ian and fareed. karen's de only local haha!! and some stupid crap bout 'pokemon'. tatsuya started it rofl! stupid crap lol. and bboy 'bone'(born) rofl. tatsuya really nonsense.:/ and tin kept saying "DO NOT say that if you're with ur future gf!" yea tatsuya,u better be careful lol!

aft tat went back to outside cathy,and de electricity kinda blew.:/ then there was a super long break waiting for them to set it back up,meanwhile we had our own fun spamming pictures haha!:D all my face looks.. spastic.:/ so aft tat de 1 on 1 battles finally began! and it was!!! kinda crappy.-.- at least for de 1st few battles,totally crap man. i tink tat even i can smoke tat fella. tsk! but owell aft tat there were some really exciting battles tat really turned on de crowd.:D

aft de 1 on 1s was de sickest freeze challenge. and all of us urged fareed to go join even though he dosen wan to.:/ but guess wat,he won rofl! he was DAM DOPE.. his freezes were de kill.(Y) so aft tat we went mad high cos he won rofl. we were even more excited and happy than he was haha!:D fareed went off aft tat though aww~

so de rest of us went to 7-11 and bought drinks and deciding where to go. army boy and karen left. so left tatsuya,tin,,rie,ian and me. so de 5 of us! went to esplanade to break!:D on de way stopped by de art sch to play haha! playing with shadows.:/ too bad de floor was really dusty,if nt we would be jus breaking there. so owel left and went to esplanade.

break break,then cyphered. then 11 all of us went back.(: took mrt with tin back and talked bout all de stuff tat happened when i wasn around. tsk tsk really stupid quarrels. pointless meaningless! but it seems like it's ok now so owel!(:

walked home aft tat slack slack~ jus bathed and ate my dinner. goin down to find a laptop tmr! maybe got time to go breaking!(: see how see how!and everynight i pray and pray.. tat 1 day you'll be ok.

2010-08-30T23:48:00.002+08:00

hey all im finally back haha!(: dunno where to start. de thing's quite a mess.. hais. everyday i jus waiting to come back home in singapore. problems problems problems. i really got a problem meh? ok maybe a little. but i ownself oso dunno where's my problem. hey maybe there's no problem! aiya dun care. i feel fine in my own way.

alright so i was gone for 15 days.. spending alot of my time walking around looking at girl's stuff lol.. but ya la in macau there's really lots more to see in girls fashion than guys. but of cos got shop for my own stuff. clothes bag blah blah.(: bought eccentric coloured socks for jj as requested lol. baby pink,purple,yellow and orange.:/ jj took yellow and orange so i suppose baby pink and purple's for alden rofl.

hmm.. good food,yeap really alot. but then.. appetite really nt good over there. reason? i oso dunno. maybe from de past trip ba. went to mainland china for 3 days. other than de nightly drinking and mahjong sessions,it's pretty much a bore. oyea and staying in de hotel haha! it's really nice!:D

then.. wat else is there.. nvm other things nt worth mentioning. so yea then im back like finally and i really miss being home. hah..(: ya so.. blah nvm nth much to say liao. today came back in de morning,bathe and sleep. then aft tat went out with jj alden go eat sakae. which was de most retarded shit ever. as usual,3 idiots tgt,tats wat u get.(: next place,toys"R"us. BEST.(Y) laugheed like crazy like tat. 3 little boys playing like tat. run around take toys play,pressing all de 'Try Me' buttons we see blah blah~ fun ttm haha!

aft tat i went breaking which ended up sleeping on de floor instead. dam tired dunno y.D: too long nv break?): dam shit. owel. took mrt back and ate dinner alone.(: went to 194 to find my miaomiao which.. ignore me!!): tsk tsk!): sad sia.. owel so went home aft tat and yea.. owel go rest now tmr still need go out find bh. yawn~stay strong,fight on.

2010-08-15T00:43:00.006+08:00

SATURDAY
so yeap today has been a super tiring day! as rie told me,my eyes are bloodshot. yeap.. really super shag.. but it's been dam fun.(:

morning woke up.. shit! late!D: rush rush out of de house didn even eat anything. grabbed 2 slices of bread for eating aft water polo and zao liao. met with jj and tk at paya lebar and took cricle line to serangoon. haha jus nice saw eehwee there. waved and left cos we were already running late. as expected we reached late. BUT! jus nice coach jus reach oso haha! saw his car driving in as we walk.

so yeap training today was fun,learning how to drive. but legs really nua. WEAK!): so yeap aft training leg numb liao. bought drink,lol i lend jj 20c i found $1 at de machine.:/ awesome!:D bought our drinks and left. jus nice jj goin for bbq today so wont be eating oso. so i ate my bread and we boarded mrt. bye babe!:D

went to scape jus in time for lesson. wa start so early today.. i no time to even change to my sweat pants,wear shorts sua! changed shoes only. today's bboy.. quite hardcore ar lol. so much of freeze transition. my core muscles nt strong enough. cant pump up. ouch.. pain.):

aft class saw an sms from rie saying esplanade there closed for yog so she's coming to scape instead. so we had our usual practice tgt at de back tgt. bboyII bonding.:D lol somehow our practice slowly turned into a cypher,which then turned into a 5v5 team battle LOL! it was mad fun and we were cheering like mad.:D shud hav video-ed de whole thing down ar! tsk wasted lol! but nvm there's still lots of chances!(:

aft all of them left,left me and james. practiced while waiting for rie to come. lol james can do 2000!!! omg sia!! grats grats lol! he jus needs to work on it and it'll be perfect!(: jiayou! so rie arrived with duckie! didn really talk to him before. so we break break break. taught them footwork and toprock,in return duckie teach us flare haha! awesome powerhead.(Y)

around 9+ i fell asleep on de floor cos i was too tired. it was so windy and nice la! cant blame me haha!:/ so woke up around 10 and we all pakced up and left. went to mrt and split ways. rie alone,me and duckie. so had a really nice chat with him all de way back bout bboy. he has a really big dream,which was to become de best powerhead in singapore in 5yrs time. WOW.. u can do it duckie!(: he got flares,windmills and jackhammers clean in jus 1 year. how awesome is tat?

so yeap aft tat went to eat dinner alone again!(: yeap. quiet peaceful time with myself. so aft eating slowly strolled back home. usual stuffs,then slept.

SUNDAY
woke up late and rushed out of de house to go breaking with duckie and rie. esplanade's so empty today. hardly any1. and de sad thing is.. nobody's got speakers rofl! rie's got an xmini which de batt didn last,then mine.. yeap didn last oso cos i didn really charge it de other time round.:/ bad bad lol.. so yeap we were gonna leave soon anyway.:/ so went to esplanade outside theatre to take pics. it was mad fun haha! duckie had de most failed attempts trying to air chair and stuff haha! i kept it simple doin a baby gun and a high chair which turned out pretty nice.(:

so aft tat i went to find wenchong,pris and gang and hang out with them. thx so much for de cards and de shirt guys.(:! i'll definately rmb u all no worries haha! so at bout 9++ i left with wenchong to take mrt back.

reach home.. packed stuff.. hais.. i'll miss singapore lor. i dun really wanna go back. especially wat happened last time.. it kinda made me hate goin back. tsk.. hais stupid stupid all my fault cannot blame on macau. owel so im flying off tmr,8pm check in. 2pm goin breaking with daniel at esplanade. awesome!(: owel,to every1 i noe,do take care and rmb to miss me ya?:D haha im gonna miss all of u guys.^^im sorry for my love.

2010-08-14T02:07:00.002+08:00

alright~ i'll post for ytd night and today night. cos im only alive at night.:/ i rot my days away.

so.. ytd night went out for dinner with ald and jj at de airport T3. ate popeyes. talked rubbish all de way,as usual. tats wat u get when u put 3 idiots tgt.:/ alden kept calling ketchup as tomato. retarded max.

alden: where's my tomato?
jj: tomato,at ntuc,ketchup,go get from counter.

idiot ttm lol. and even aft we kept correcting him he stil kept calling it a tomato. buay tahan ar! and his joke hor.. it's nt even a joke lol. it's nt even funny rofl! me and jj were like ... waiting for de 'funny' part. FEIL ar alden.. FEIL..

aft eating went toilet. walao even in toilet we oso can retarded. playing with de 'wet floor' sign. idiots go block my cubical door with it somemore! lol aft tat we walked around,went to candy empire and alden bought a bottle of black current candy tat tastes like fruitella.:/ but fruitella much cheaper.:P then went to arcade look look see see.. sibei pathetic arcade lol.

walk walk somemore.. to de terminal part of T3. took an escalator up and there we stood,at de back of crystal jade. standing there,laughing at de ppl below. wtf man?!?! really nth better to do. see this 1 laugh,see tat 1 oso laugh. dam we're really bored and retarded.:/ alden FEILZ again.

alden: sailors!!
jj: where where?!
...
jj: those are freaking PILOTS.-.- they fly,they dun sail!

alden,best.(Y) so stood there laugh laugh laugh.. then gave up,we got bored of de ppl. all of them seem to look de same somehow.:/ so left since it was getting late and we needed to get on de last train. and lucky we left early,cos we reach jus nice last train i tink. phew! kena psycho by them to take train instead of bus 53.D: so owel!

making a fool of ourselves on de super empty mrt towards tanah merah. pole dancing ya?;) lol then changed train towards pasir ris,sian alot of ppl,cannot make noise liao lol.:/ so we be good little boys til we reached our own destinations. took a stroll back home. end of day!(:

so tonight i went breaking at esplanade. de baricades are still there,so inconvenient for us! need climb over. dunno when will they take it down. heard tat it's for yog as well? so means not so soon la! tsk! so well practiced handstands.. and some footwork. dam i really need to get my handstand good. if nt i wont be moving on to any of de freezes.:/ chair to baby to babygun!:D yea im dope!:/

shazuan and rie kept calling me anan,zhizhi or leungleung lol! wth~ so yeap break break til dam late today. 11 like tat. dun even hav time to eat. so went off to catch de mrt.split ways there cos all of us taking diff line. our own sg esplanade 'all area crew'.:/

strolled back to central there de kopitiam eat dinner. which was already like 12+ liao.:/ haha yeap i really do enjoy eating dinner alone. it feels oddly pleasant.(: so slowly enjoyed my food. then decided it's time i shud go home. still need bathe and go online de! like now.:/ then need to sleep early,tmr water polo training,then aft tat need rush off to bboyII at scape. staying back to break awhile aft tat. tink rie is joining me? gonna teach her some toprock.(:

so yeap i better be off to bed now! gosh tmr's gonna be a long workout day! need to rest!:D yea people keep breaking!you're my past time paradise.

2010-08-11T23:38:00.006+08:00

so well.. woke up and chiong go find boonhao. stupid bus 12 waited fucking 1hr for it.-.- took to his house and started working on de dumb thing.. lots of problems la.. end up yeap.. boonhao was really sorry he couldn help me. it's ok lol..(:

went to sch. was already mentally prepared le la.. saw this day coming. yeap so.. as i expected la. need wait for sub paper. most likely another gshop thingy. owel at least it's holidays for now..(: jus chill lax ba. i've only got thu and fri left for holidays. saturday is for bboy and sunday im flying off. hais.. frankly speaking.. im nt looking forward to goin back.): if nt for my dad's bday i would hav argued.

so still planning for tmr. dunno if we're goin out. and when are we goin drinking? lol all say nia but nv do.:/ see how ba see how.. i've never had a dream come true,till de day tat i found u.

2010-08-11T00:32:00.014+08:00

hmm.. wat was i gonna post bout? i rmb like got smth.D: but suddenly cant rmb. ytd national day rot at home. had pizza hut for dinner! yeap! 2 large pizza but only my sis and me eating. and amazingly i finished like almost 1 and a half large pizza. wtf i mus be dam hungry.:/

yeap so today.. went to sch. did my SWAP.. only to realise i need a laptop cos de database cannot be transferred. it's too risky to setup de database jus by saving de project tmr jus before de presentation. shud de thing fail,which has a dam high chance,=i fail already. became desperate and asked around for laptop. lucky got u ar REEKO! put ur name big big credit u.:/

she went home from dunno where jus to get de laptop for me. then met me at de safra busstop pass me. thx alot. i tink if nt i really ready to fail already.D: so went straight home aft tat. do do.. redo.. redo.. now.. friggin stuck. so dam screwed. i cant find de mistake anywhere! i did exactly how i did in sch. but y like tat!):

boonhao called me to check on me. then he offered me help,as usual.. he really keep help me every single thing. he even said he can come down now,which was like 11+ tat time he called. he helping me stil wan go out of his way to find me. so in de end decided tat i wil go catch de 1st bus 12 in de morning to his house he help me. thx alot..

so yeap probably gonna try redo and try find de problem. if cannot.. tmr then ask him. i shud save him as much trouble as i can. hais.. im really 1 BIG failure..

2010-08-09T00:54:00.003+08:00

posting for ytd..? yea i tink. lost track of time already..

yea so.. wat happened ytd ar? damit i dun rmb. o rite INKS.. went to sch,flunk de paper. then outside slack slack with ruihao and ziming standing outside tamp stadium de nihonmura waiting for jervois and gang to come.

so well they came.. went in,buffet. start at 2.30,i chiong eat as much as i can and left at 3.15 cos i rushing for BBoy. hais.. guys thx la. even de bday boys jervois and enghuat forked out money to pay for me. they said it's because im nt staying through de whole thing and they're happy i came. but i tink they jus feel tat i got no money for myself.. thx so much.:')

jervois: "u pass this sem liao then i take ur money.(:"
eng huat: "u jus dun sleep in class can liao.(:"

when they said tat i dunno how to feel.. u guys really helped me so much through this journey. there's jus no way for me to repay u all for all you've done. i really dun hav de motivation to stay on..

went to take mrt.. reach scape jus in time. unlike de 1st time which i took bboyII,i can now follow de routines. and it's actually wow.. i can actually catch on!(Y) so proud of myself! yeap so bboyII as usual,do routines. i can feel de improvement for myself. good!(:

aft class stayed back abit to break and teach moritz. i take out speakers and played de music. den slowly all de bboyII students all gathered for practice tgt haha! so cool. and im like de teacher there muahaha!~ all dunno de all ask me.:/ so yeap cool made a few new frens. im gonna keep breaking and keep improving! yeap!

took mrt back with moritz and jeremy. reach home rot and slack all de way. so yeap. like tat lor.:/ so yeap today! nth much. plans to go out with jj and ald were cancelled cos of ald's 2x exp.-.- he say aft 10 then can go out. walao 10 liao do wad sia! so nv go. stayed home dota instead. yawn.

jus ate 20pieces of sushi as supper. feeling dam good now.:D awesome!(Y) gonna sleep early tonight. unlike last nite,stupid idea ttm to play day of de cow.-.- 5am stil staring at de com dozing off. tired! so yeap now go dota with hentai buddies then off to bed le!(:everynight and i jus keep missing u more instead of forgetting.

2010-08-07T03:46:00.002+08:00

alright jus quick update before goin to bed.(:

jus got home nt long ago and bathed,dinner. was out all de way at geylang with boonhao,ruihao,yongchuan and sean's team. decided nt to go breaking today cos peter and tin both nt goin. which means i'll almost be like there alone.D: so went to de LFI workshop training. it was pretty interesting.(:

aft tat went to dinner waiting for our leader sean to reach. which was.. WOW.. we reach at around 11. ordered food,all ate. sit there chatting waiting for sean to reach. which he only did at around 1+. then wait for him to eat finish before holding a group 'meeting'. then stayed there for awhile more aft tat discussing who to send who home jus to make sure every1 gets home safely.

took sean's car back with.. his wife,boonhao,ruihao and 2 more. packed ttm rofl. so yeap reached home around 2+. INKS so screwed tmr. i haven even studied.D: and need to do SWAP project.._|_ fuck it all. nvm i sleep now,tmr morning wake up like zombie then see how.:/do u still think of me,like i think about u?

2010-08-06T13:52:00.002+08:00

lost all mood by today's morning call.. even though i had already seen it coming.. but still.. im really really lost now..

so anyway thursday night ytd. usual water polo la. coach didn come and every1 didn come or left dam early. in de end only me jj and 3 seniors left til bout 8.30 self training. actually like playing la lol. it was fun,learning how to shoot.(: so aft training stayed in de showers and ty and his fren dam funny. keep singing national day song and random songs to irritate ty. like idiots like tat.:/

so left and walked to koptiam.. eat.. walked la. word of de day: manwhore. all de way home dunno how many times we said tat. dumbness ttm. and as usual making all sorts of irritating sounds to annoy de crap out of ech other. obviously i lose,jj's dam annoying.:/ and jj said smth dam funny ytd. "you noe right,everytime we ask alden treat us smth,he tell us to wear skirt. i tink he secretly WANT to see us in skirts leh. he's homo.:/" owned rofl. _|_ u alden!:D

so well went busstop take bus.. homed..

today no sch so well i can afford to sleep late and wake up late. and my morning call was actually a call from ms lock. immediately i noe is smth bad le.. seems tat my SWAP really failed. unlike in sec sch,poly u cant afford to fail even 1 subject. it's a real killer. ms lock told me i hav until wednesday to present hash,add,delete,modify and list for my project. 2nd chance eh.. but nt exactly enough time. and actually my INKS is on a potential F as well. which means in de worst case scenerio,i'll hav to retake a 4cu INKS and a 8cu SWAP next sem tgt with an extra CDS tat nobody needs to take cos i got an F for sociology in sem 1.2. really.. im lost,dunno wat to do.

i every though of going into army 1st before goin back to poly.. but im in sem 2.2 already.. i would hav waste 1 and a half yr,and wait for army to take me in,and aft i come out wait for poly intake AGAIN. and if really so suay i failed to get into a poly,i hav to go to an ITE,which by then i would be like.. almost mid 20s. graduate from poly liao late 20s almost 30. wtf man wtf..

wat bout changing course? tot of it too.. but then,if i wanna change course i hav to do it FAST. make up my mind quick(and talk to my parents and careperson) and decide wat course i wan to go and appeal. so tat i can join in de october intake with de ITE students. but then cedric pointed out smth which i kinda overlooked. my army thing.. i differed it using my current course,and de date tat this course ends. wat if i transfer course sia.-.- i dun wanna be studying like in year2 halfway and suddenly,i need to go into army. WTF?

private schooling is nt an option either.. my parents wouldn be able to afford it.. so wat now? wat now? i really dunno wat to do le..because u made me believe in myself,when nobody else can help.

2010-08-02T23:40:00.002+08:00

alright.. been really busy so.. didn even hav time for my saturday post.D: anyway saturday was breaking and aft tat went out with jj.. ignore all of tat,i jus wanna talk bout today despite i still need to do cmsk later.

went to sch for INKS. skip skip skip all de nt impt parts. individual Q&A.. i jus gave up when it was my turn. dun ask me y,i dunno it myself.. i jus felt like giving up. i got this "i dun belong here" feeling. so i simply walked out with almost 0%.

jervois,ziming,weichong,boonhao,yongchuan,javier,kaiwen,did i miss out any1? thankyou. really,thx so much. thankyou for nt giving up on me even aft i gave up on myself. all of u,really aggro-ed and tried all u could to knock sense back to my mind.

ziming really aggro-ed much,kept saying and saying y i dowan jus give it a shot,cos even he did. "u dun intend to sign on right? i intend to sign on leh! but i still wan to at least pass this diploma."
jervois jus kept talking sense like he always does.. and i noe every1 were doing it for my own good.
boonhao.. i dunno wat to say.. throughout since yr1 you've been helping me with my assignments. i would hav been in army by now if nt for u. u became really angry when u saw tat i gave up today. dunno how much vulgarities u spammed on me haha.. nv see u scold any1 seriously like today before. "i help ur report get 56.5 liao. u already halfway there,jus abit more only u can at least get a D,or a C. u dun try u immediately drop to P! ppl help u then u like tat to them,u noe how they feel anot?" "everybody wan help u u dun wan help urself." i dunno wat else to say other than de endless amount of thx. u help me all my assignments jus to make sure i can get pass every sem.

in de end al of them went to ask james if i can get a 2nd chance anot.. he said wait till every1 finish their assessment. so boonhao taught me everything tat i needed to at least pass. thx.. so aft tat every1 went off for dinner. ziming stayed back to pei me even though i nv asked him to.. thx alot..(:

did ok for my assessment i tink.(: aft tat went off with ziming take bus back. i went for dinner alone at central cos my mum injured nv cook. i kinda like eating dinner alone.(: it's very.. i dunno,i like it.:/ aft dinner going home,my sis called to ask me where am i and can help her buy happy meal anot. so i went to loyang point even though it's inconvenient to buy her a happy meal and get hello kitty toy.:/ ps ttm sia rofl.

yeap aft tat went home bathe.. k time to do cmsk!:/keep loving no matter wat.

2010-07-31T00:07:00.002+08:00

ok another short post!(:

woke up at like.. 11+ today? and cont doin law notes til 3. finally done! left house for sch.(: it was raining and i felt really lazy and wanted to enjoy a long bus ride. so i took 359 then 15. feel so comfy haha! oya on bus 359 were this 2 sec 1/2 boys,made my day rofl. small boy.. jus be small boy la lol,mai act beng leh. then when they wanted to alight from de bus,de uncle saw them standing at de door,but since they nv press bell de uncle jus drive past de stop dowan stop. then they shout "Oi uncle!" then he jus reply back,"u dowan press bell wad." OWN.(Y) made a fool of themselves.

anyway reach sch le.. javier brought me to see my current 50% coursework results. B+ yea! awesome. jus need to do well for de test and i might get my A or B!:D studied in INKS lab with ziming and javier. yeap i tink we're ready haha! so at 5 me and ziming left for SWAP lab and ms lock help us with our assignment.

left around 6.40 for de test. test ok la.. nt bad.(: de questions were really tricky,but yeap can la can do.(: MAYBE i can get a B.(: so yeap aft test went back to INKS lab. slack through. til bout 10. everybody's almost done,dead hungry and tired. everybody's stomach so empty tat we culd fit all of us,13 guys inside 1 lift.:/

yongchuan and sayhai went off 1st. de other 11 of us went to eat tze char tgt.(: ordered.. super alot la lol! almost $100.$_$ super fun. we didn hav a class dinner like this tgt before. so yeap eat ar eat ar eat. but end up,nobody is full lol! cos really nt enough. hais. lucky i got dinner at home hehs! so went off our seperate ways to busstops and bused home.

dva asked me y i didn go breaking today.D: hais.. im so busy.. monday INKS,tuesday CMSK,wednesday SWAP. aft wed im totally free. but now.. it's no break for me.): cant wait to get on de floor again. oyea there's bboy tmr!:D goin sch in de morning and then aft tat go scape straight from there.(: go earlier to meet akash and to self prac before lesson haha! awesome~wish upon a wishing star.

2010-07-30T01:36:00.002+08:00

it's another thursday night fever! k gonna make this fast cos i've got a law test to study for.:/

hmm.. k so.. aft sch stayed in INKS lab do SWAP. til bout.. 4+ we stopped and started goin through de test materials for tmr. around 5+ decided to go off. ziming and eng huat left tgt too. so they went to busstop and i went to find jj makan. pathetic me forgot to bring money left $2.D: borrowed $5 from jj tats supposed to last me for dinner as well.:/

aft makan went to lab with jj while he cont do his work.. no wait,play fb i mean.:P lol 6++ le left for water polo. jump into de water le,then i told jj,"eh today water nt bad ar,not too cold but not hot oso." jus then,wind blow,and it suddenly felt dam cold!D: kena own lol.

so yeap,as usual did drills. butterfly.. then today we learnt.. how to eat ur oppnent's place. which was.. incredibly tiring.D: yea.. dam dam tiring. i buay tahan,take break. i got out from de pool couldn even feel my arms or legs. cui ttm. coach explained to us de importance of these drills. it's gonna be even more rough in de game,so we need to be well prepared for anything. I WONT GIVE UP!

aft training,k tired. went to shower up. then jj's frens called him to join them for dinner. so well.. cant be ps me ma,so we went tgt. went to de lab there and slept while waiting for his frens. aft tat 1 BIG group tgt walk out of sch find place to eat. but in de end.. we ended up to de usual coffeshop me and jj always go aft water polo.:/ awesome haha! there was bout.. 17 ppl like tat? from our usual 2-man-date suddenly BOOM so many.

ate de usual.. and jus nice i hav 2 5c coins left aft paying for everything! and owe jj $5.:/ jj's frens are really fun haha. so bonded.(Y) left de coffeeshop and all headed towards their own busstops. some cross road,some dun. 1 of jj's frens actually jus live at de block opposite mine haha! coincidence much. so owel me and jj cont our usual routine,walking to 201 tgt.

usual crap and nonsense sharing.(: then went to bus stop.. sat there chat abit more then took bus 12. went straight home,passing by de miaomiaos but nv stop to play. really too tired le.): went back,shag. jus bathed now gonna study le! tmr test 7-8,totally ruined my breaking timing.): hais.. another week without breaking for me! owel at least saturday my last session at Osch with Yoshi! gonna spend de time wisely. tk and jj nt goin training this sat so.. im nt goin either.D: owel.. k time to study!miracles will happen.

2010-07-25T01:33:00.002+08:00

haha i'll try to keep this post short so i can go sleep.:/ basically for ytd breaking and today.(:

FRIDAY:
finally went back to break again ytd. awesome much! but de injuries i got aint much awesome though.:/ i failed backflip leading to an awful blue black which gives me difficulty even sitting down or walking. neck sprain tat i dunno how i got. then now i cant turn to de right side cos it'll hurt dam bad.D: went home like an old man. my usual fainting habits on de mrt. finally survived back to pasir ris. ate mac for dinner,alone. dam lonely sia.. sit there quiet quiet listen music and eat. walked home,bathe,blah and slept.(:

SATURDAY:
woke up and went for cg. late by 15mins opps.:/ aft tat went to 'eat' breakfast,haha actually nt even eat la,like nibble only. then asked jj to make 爱心早餐 for me,then he at home bo bread rofl! so he went to buy bread for me. no kaya bun!D: so he bought cream bun instead. owel! then.. supposed to meet him at paya lebar go tgt,he blur blur go take to serangoon by himself and ps me lol! so met in serangoon and went to sajc tgt.

training today was.. super slack. never do much things,but leg stil tired like..:/ yea haha! most interesting part of training was de water tank.:D dam fun lol. we're supposed to egg beater kick while letting de water tank run dry. and it's like.. dam tiring.

aft training we 'explored' potong pasir,with tk grumbling all de way cos he dam tired wan sit down haha! we went from kfc,to mac,to kopitiam,to another kopitiam,then back to kfc. walking 1 big circle around to end up at de 1st place.:D cos well all de seniors were there ma,jus go tgt lor.(: jj was amazed by our mini zinger burger,de thing shrunk alot lol! funny. aft eating me jj and tk left for de mrt while de seniors cont sit there chat.

i went towards dhoby ghaut while they went back towards serangoon. alighted le then saw vivi!! omg been so long since i last saw her. haha chat with her on de escalator up. hope to break with u soon!(: went to change mrt. reach scape le,changed my pants and shoes. warmed up,and DANCE!

lesson today was,yeap fun haha! yoshi taught us de basic structure of how a team battle's like. really cool.(Y) did windmills. and yeap,now both my shoulders are injured too! pain ttm.D: dam do i love breaking.(: took some photos. silly yoshi thought today was de last lesson haha! but it's next week! YAY!:D still thinking wat course i shud take aft this.. suggestions are welcome!(:

took mrt back. yeap usual fainting disorders. some ppl around obviously noticed. espcially since i drop my phone while holding it. hais.. jus wat is wrong with my body sia..): walked home. visiting several miaomiaos.(: took some pics too! go see my fb album if you're interested.(: went home.

usual stuff at home. dota spree with jj ald and his frens. tired.. waking up early for bbal somemore. haha! kk gotta sleep now! nites all!(:i hav faith.(:

2010-07-23T01:12:00.002+08:00

alright! another short post for 'thursday night fever' lol. jj said tat im posting all of our thursdays aft water polo to blog. wel it's de only thing other than bboy i can post bout le ma!D:

today training,usual la haha! it's getting tougher,but we're getting stronger too.(: time flew by today. training past very fast,til de last part we watch de seniors do driving. then i watch until wan sleep. cos i cant really even see anything without my specs lor!): then aft tat coach asked us Q&A to make sure we understand de driving.

showered and left with tk. pei him go buy fries which we waited dam long for. and we saw a XBL,xiao bai lian. lol de gf give him money then he kiss her. then take her money buy food lol. stupid cheapo! so aft tat said bye to tk and me and jj went to our usual kopitiam to eat.

finally,for once i see jj nv finish his drink 1st sia! and he actually finished his food 1st. this 1 nt jj,got problem liao.:/ finished our food and went on our way being drunkards and walking to 201.:P

stupid usual shit from de 2 of us lol. we so bored we jus make fun of every1 in de streets! so mean la u jj! scold ppl across de road a cross dresser rofl. but it was friggin funny. and de 3 woman behind us as 'desperate housewoves'. how much more nonsensical can u get?! owel jj,dun expect anything less. love it!:D

sat at de busstop and yea.. funny stuff.:/ made us laugh like mad at de busstop,in a pekchek way.:/ lol boarded 12 home. went to find my usual furry frens lol. saw tat 1 of them had an injury!! oh no wat happened..): looks quite bad too. hais.. cant do anything bout it.): take care playful miaomiao!

homed,bathe. k DOTA! finally a break from sch work. aft tat sleep and tmr is BREAKING! awesomess!never gonna give u up.

2010-07-22T01:07:00.002+08:00

ok a really quick post before i head to bed! hmm things suddenly happened last night and owel lol. really tired today,or shud i say ytd since it's like 1+ now. so i skipped all morning lectures and only came to sch at 2 for SWAP.

rotted during de lab.. fell sick.): class ended early around 4.50. walked walked.. missed de bys 21 so i jus decided to walk all de way home since de weather was relatively good. and i very long nv take a long stroll by myself le.(: walk walk walk.. aft 1hr,i stil at tamp north cc. lol i was really strolling very very slowly.

went to gather my secondary sch memories from de playgrd i always hang out aft sch. played cards with some strangers tat i dun even noe haha. a few students and a 22yr old. then bout 7+ went to de bbal court. lol stupid court tat i tio taiji last time. wont forget tat fat whore tat cannot knock me away when he's double my size.(Y) super long nv touch bbal le. ball touch ABIT still there.(: jeremy cant wait to play with me again haha! wait la bro,holidays come i more free.(:

walked home aft tat. bathed,ate dinner. cant even finish cos no appetite eat.. hais.. ok gonna take my med and sleep now.(: water polo tmr! then friday im goin breaking.^^ saturday is water polo + breaking! my awesome fav.:D bottom of my heart..(:

2010-07-17T00:36:00.002+08:00

FRIDAY:
sachoom is de LOVE! omg it's so dam AWESOME i swear!!! went with my sis today. met her at city hall at 7.30 and left. went to visit tin, karen and de others. finally i see tatsuya haha! he's been mia for super long. akash too! zomg lol! spent like 5mins talking to them then went back to my sis and went to esplanade.

sachoom was totally full house packed! de show was really perfect. so full of fun joy and laughter! and de way they interact with de audience is (Y). lol in de theatre there was totally no network coverage. smart ar,for ppl tat forget off their phone to silent,cos either way no phone wil be ringing lol! de show ended around 9.30. then every1 was crowding around for phototaking,too packed.D: so me and my sis left. went to say bye to de esplanade community before heading off to find dinner with my sis.

went to a few places but.. all not interested ar.): so we decided to go to singaporean's fav,mcdonald.:/ super packed ar!! no space. so we jus took an mrt back to pasir ris then eat at ws instead.(: mrt-ed back home,both of us tired already dozing off haha!

ordered de usual alot of stuff haha! since sis pay,dun need hold back!:P eating eating and sending her songs at de same time. walked home and listen songs. then my sis colleague called her,some guy trying to jio her i tink.D: so she talk on phone,i jus blast my break beats lol. went to find miaomiao,but my sis dun like ar.. so jus went to see them then zao le.):

SATURDAY:
received alot of calls in de morning. but i tink i was totally half dead..? tink i picked up eng huat's call asking me to go for yog but.. i totally fainted aft i put down de phone.D: woke up late for water polo and quickly chiong chiong my stuffs. left house de same time tk left sch. bout 12. waited for bus to pasirris inter then took to tamp and tk boarded.(:

miraculously found our way to sajc lol! and we were dam excited and hyped up cos we like.. yea found our way.:/ but then.. it didn last long when we arrived and realised.. there's only me,tk,and 4 seniors. no other juniors?!?! SIAN DIE US. nvm.. coach cont with training with de little ppl we had. stil tough!! managed to catch up.. ABIT.D: de egg beater kicking,both me and tk cui.): cannot last even 1min we're like dying already.:/

training ended le,washed up.. then tk gtg to meet some frens for smth,so me and 3 of de seniors took coach's car out to de kopitiam to eat. chat alot of stuff,bout water polo,and of de bbq that they're planning. sounds cool! really looking forward to it.(: then 1 of de senior asked me if i was gonna stay in water polo,so i answered yes haha. then he told me tat de seniors all placed bets on how many juniors will stay liao so he tel me dun quit LOL! IDIOTS!

took mrt with 1 of de senior. jus nice he goin orchard oso. so took tgt. chatted bout some sch stuff and all. fun ar.(: then i went scape and he went towards far east direction. saw akash haha!!! he's finally back to breaking!(: welcome back! set up my speakers and started dancing. awesome fun! danced for like 1hr before lesson started. then i had so much fun today in lesson. cos i haven been breaking for so long,i jus got so much kept inside me! then i jus gave everything i got today! burst of power BOOM! flip here flip there bang here bang there! WOOTS!

aft class went with akash alen they all go see shoes. then stopped at some loudfest to watch or smth.o.o mrt-ed home aft tat haha.(: tired.. then these 3 girls in de mrt keep looking at me i dunno y!D: isit de towel on my head? LOL. got use de okay! prevents a direct impact on my head,and helps absorb de sweat. it's dope!:D

haha went home.. bathe dinner,sleep early tonight i hope? do some bash scripting before bed haha.:P jiayou ba! so i can get back to breaking asap!you're dope!believe it!(:

2010-07-15T23:26:00.002+08:00

thursday!(: fun! day was normal. but water polo training today was dam fierce. but full of rubbish happened tat was super funny and made training fun.(: i'll try to post as much as i can rmb as there's really too many already haha!

hmm training started at 7. finally coach is back haha! which means,no more slacking,hardcore training is back.:/ changed and went in de pool. then for de 1st time we tried setting up de goalpost,and FEIL lol,make de senior kena scolded.D: then training start! guess wats our 1st training? butterfly! woohoo rofl! all tio stun when he ask us to butterfly over. wa siao.. i swear.. doin butterfly is de worst shit ever. whole body nua! i feel more like a drowning cockroach than a butterfly.:/ aft tat was alot of freestyle. which i couldn catch up already. really nua.):

aft tat swimming training stopped and we need to do egg beater training. which was oddly fun.:/ dam funny sia. de whole team was doin doin.. then i tired,so i stop and looked around me. then i realise smth which made me LOL. cos we were doin it with out heads and hands out of de water. so we actually looked like 1 huge group of illegal immigrants surrender to navy like tat. de sight was super hilarious!

then there was this moth tat was flying dam close to de water and all of us were distracted by it,so coach splashed water at it and own it rofl. and every1 was laughing at tat poor creature.:/ dun worry peeps,it didn die,jus chase it away only haha!(: then training continued with back and side egg beater. awesome shitz. every1 nua,cant do lol.

coach was really encouraging though! funny haolian haha.

coach: good good! u all all nt bad ar. ur posture and all very good. you know y anot? bcos u hav a good coach!

LOL! but yea la he's really a good coach!(Y) very encouraging oso.(: then we did passing practice with egg beater. i swear it was tiring ttm.D: at de last part i could hardly stay afloat. drowning lol. then at de end he said in a very encouraging tone.

coach: u guys are very good ar! u all like tat hav grasped 0.01% of de game already!

every tio stun like..O.O.. lol water polo is indeed a very physically demanding sport!(Y) good training! stress ar jj hor?:/ aft tat warmed down and went to shower. every1 was so relieved to finally be able to touch de floor lol! we like jus came back from a long lost island like tat haha! so we PULLED ourselves up out of de pool. and dragged our feet across de floor to take our belongings. yeap tats how bad it was.:/

showers was dam shiok! muscles all tensed finally relaxed. wooo.. then jj was shouting from his showers.

jj: eh if i dun come out bang de door down k!

lol he was really nua la,like gonna die any moment.:/ so owel he made it out alive anyway.:P so we left with tk out of sch. dunno wats wrong with jj ar,he feeling cold sia! when my body is like emitting alot of heat from all de workout. siao eh! then we were all so weak and hungry we're practically doin rubbish. acting like hooker with each other and all lol! tk's reaction was jus dam funny.:D

so bid farewell to tk at de traffic light and we went on to de very 'faraway' foodcourt. it jus felt extremely long today ar!D: then jj was like nua all de way then suddenly when he see de light from de foodcourt,he suddenly chiong in front of me like a mad man lol! then i was like shouting at him "oi siao eh!". then he jus suddenly stop and nua squat down at de road wtf! idiot max haha!

went and found a seat. he order drink,i go order food. de auntie loves me. i add rice no extra charge.:/ jj was like abit no appetite or smth? so he nv add rice. as usual.. ordering drinks before our food came is a bad idea. jj would always finish his drink before de food arrive lor! thristy die him!D:

food finally came and i was super happy with extra large serving of RICE! so we talk cock as we ate la. and aft i finish all of mine,he stil nt even halfway through his! in de end i help him finish alot,lucky me since i stil nt full hehs..:/ then eat halfway.. he suddenly nudge me.

jj: eh chiobu!
me: huh where?!O.O
jj: there there, de ipod 1.
me: that's a FRIGGIN GUY!
jj: nono IN de ipod!

lol turned out tat guy was stalking some chiobu fb or wad la! then he look at de pictures,we look oso lor!:/ eat finish liao,we both sit there. cant move lol. muscles dam tired.D: but still.. dragged ourselves up la. walked on towards 201 as usual.

lol we were dam lame la,singing all de kids programmes de song rofl! blues clues,dora de explorer and all. dam shit lol! then we couldn rmb de song for noddy,then we jus kept trying to find de tune to no avail. FEIL lol! then i sang dora de explorer de map tat song. jj got friggin aggro lol!

me: if there's a place u hav to go, im de 1 u need to noe,im de map. im de map im de map. if there's a place u hav to get,i can get u there i bet im de map. im de map im de map im de map im de map im de map im de map im de map im de map im de map imde map im de map im de map IM DE MAP!:D
jj: shut up! i noe you're a friggin map! cant u jus say you're a map once? trying to get more air time eh?

lol stupid map.:/ then we cont walking walking.. past de gas station and on. to our 'chiobu' busstop haha! cos everytime we walk past there will hav 1 chiobu. then today.. 1 fat indian woman and 2 fat chinese woman. we walk past already burst out laughing like mad. buay tahan! then 1 jogger run past,jj say "this will hav to do.:/" LOL!

then we walk de sch part. stupid jj! nobody wan to touch ur tra-la-la or ur ring-ding-dong! IDIOT LOL! bad boy!:/ cont all de way to 201 talking nonsense. then took de 1st bus tat came,17 home.

went to 194 and saw 1 ah ma and auntie feeding 194 miaomiao. so went over and talked to them. wa this 194 miaomiao.. good life sia haha! everyday enjoy only! then they told me bout all de other cats in de area oso. was fun talking to them.(: then de ahma super cute,ask me quick go home and sleep cos tmr got sch!^^

went home.. bathing was never this hard lol. de showerhead felt like friggin 10kg like tat.:/ bathe liao,nua lol! alright gonna sleep le! tmr lesson at 2 heng ar,can sleep more. then aft tat goin to watch sachoom!! omg been waiting for it for ages le! finally! YES AR!^^ excited much!:Dbelieve!

2010-07-14T17:59:00.002+08:00

ok quick post and im off! been hectic these few days.. actually i dun even rmb much wats happening at all. everyday's a repeat of ytd and today and tmr.

my friends are all telling me i've got serious sleeping disorder. and all de teachers know of it now. all telling me to go see a doctor. but i've been like tat all my life wad.. i didn tink it'll be as serious as they say.): though next time at work it'll be very bad.. dunno wats wrong with my body la.

so today.. was 15% submission for SWAP,and there's SADS tmr.

to ziming: im really sorry tat i totally neglected by reponsiblities. i dunno how to say this, but you've like always been a super carefree person and all. when i saw u break down today,mus hav been really hard on u.. there were lots of misunderstandings and stuff. but i hope it's all cleared now. u dun deserve to fail jus bcos of my irresponsibility. i'll do my best to try help! weakest team in CDS,JIAYOU!

goin over to cedric's house aft dinner to do SADS. luckily for me,i can do de bash scripting on my sister's unix system. i tink. so it'll make things much easier. thank god for my sister's useless unix!:D alright dinner-ing now and zao! all de best to us!and all de best to u too.(:

2010-07-11T22:02:00.002+08:00

lol time for weekly post again! abit late this time lol.:/ feel dam lazy.

hmm.. ok i oso dunno where to begin.o.o saturday! saturday.. went to nch with cedric go visit his cousin. lol he nv contact me,then i jus sleep sleep sleep until 10+ then he cal me rofl. chiong out of de house to meet him. then took 109 there. u lucky i noe how go,if nt u lost sheep!:/

lol we totally dun even rmb sec schools looked like tat. everyday see tp until forget bout sec sch le.:/ went to find his cousin,slack. then aft tat walk to compass meet his relatives. his uncle bought me lunch haha! then all of them had to leave sending his cousin for course. so left me and cedric. sit there talk.. chit chat. then sian sian. went to buy cigg then walk around in circles outside find place smoke. aft tat walked around outside exploring seng kang rofl.:/

end up went back to nch opposite de void deck sit there slack. chat bout all kinds of stuff. haha i tink every1 i try explaining to,only u really understood wat i meant. thx bro.(: 4+,walked in de rain to busstop lol. waited for his 109 come then i went off to take mrt to Oschool.

yoshi didn come today,is he ok anot?): worried bout our favourite fun-sized bboy yoshi. kh took over de lesson,and wow.. really teach alot of stuff haha! chair to headstand to handstand to nike. WTF.. then master swipes to chair,ouch tat 1 bo catch dam pain.D: chair to elbow,lol i cant friggin do at all.:/ all need go home self practice.(Y)

kinda injured my arm i tink.. it hurts la.): cant go breaking today. then today sunday. went for service,then went home.. installed netbeans and xampp. jiayou ziming,cedric,we'll get through this fucking sem alive! I AM SO NOT GOIN TO ARMY NOW. if i do,pls come send me off rofl.:/

2010-07-08T23:18:00.002+08:00

been a busy week! didn sleep for 2 days staying up doin assignment.. still sick. now stil having cough haven recover.):

finally some free time,nt really free la,since we have to chiong SADS ans SWAP this weekend and next week.D: aft sch went to meet jj cos we goin swimming. self training to make up for miss of water polo.(:

went to mensa there to hand up my mum's cpf to complete my bursary. laughing at the ppl training aikido. stupid jj,same old rubbish all de time!:/ went to mensa and ate sandwiches! yummy nice nice! then walked to tp busstop. saw larry and went to say hi and chit chat!:D then saw jiajing at de busstop,so we jus decided to hav some randomdunman busstop gathering! and walk home tgt lol! towards jiajing house direction. cos from there convenient for me and jj to go swimming complex and larry to take a bus home.

walked and chat bout all de dunman days.. teachers so many gone le,go back visit oso no point uh.): jiajing went home alone de way. then me larry jj cont walk walk and chat~ haha been so long since i saw him la! rmb how we used to bully carmen tgt in sec2,was so funny back then.:D

parted ways with larry at de swimming complex. stupid jj stil children can pay 50c,i need pay $1!D: went in. changed.. lol got a few dam funny moments la. stupid. walking past de female toilet then jj ask me if he can go in rofl.

Me: siao ar? u eff-ee-male ar?
JJ: YEA! friggin-epic-male!

omg how lame can u get lol.. but it was dam funny too la!:D then went back to put down bag,then jj kept trying to find spot to put bag. say wat later de auntie steal our underwear wat shit! LOL.. did some warmups and went into de pool. target today was 30 laps. i predicted tat we wouldn hit our target,and i was right!:/

slack alot alot ar.. then there was a point of time,we saw a huge and super clear rainbow which was so beautiful.. best of all,we saw end to end of it. really de whole rainbow! spectacular sight. it disappeared really quickly though.): then there came this buncha old ppl.. learning how to dive into de pool. and de coach friggin talks like peter chao.:/ dam funny! i buay tahan keep laughing,sibei ps sia. then when all of de old ppl started to 'dive' in,it became totally hilarious i really wanted to die. instead of a graceful *pissh* inside de water,all of them landed flat or like bombs with *PIAKS* and *BOOMS*. really wan laugh until peng.

then me and jj kept squinting our eyes trying to see de time. but then cant see. so we wanted to ask de man beside us.

JJ: eh u go ask tat guy la.
-both turn to look at him-
Random guy: *kaaaa pui!* -long string of flem hanging out from mouth-
Me/JJ: O.O... FORGET IT!

so in de end we both ownself swim over nearer to de clock and squint our eyes to de best to see it.:/ swam back and slack awhile before goin up to shower. aft showering make hair,then left de swimming complex. walk around with jj finding place to eat lol. end up at east link foodcoirt haha!

both me and jj ordered pig organ soup,jus tat i had 2 bowls of rice. poor jj was sitting facing some dam.. ugh woman tat make lose appetite lol. sian half him.:/ lucky she left very soon after,much to de relieve of jj. makan and chat.. then jj's parents called saying they goin tamp then shun bian fetch him home.

so he pei me go 81 at bus inter then pei me wait bus. thx bro!(: my bus come jus nice his parents called so yeap,jus nice zao haha. went to play with miaomiaos as usual. then went home. bathed~ slack. dunno if got intro to law tut tmr.D:.. i need a rest badly.go and be happy ba..(:

2010-07-05T19:10:00.002+08:00

been meaning to post on saturday but.. end up i jus got pretty screwed up and fainted.): suddenly feel sick on friday night. headache,fever,sore throat,flu.. jus all of a sudden,dunno how it happened. went to bed hoping tat i would feel better but.. didn.):

saturday morning my headache was so terrible i could hardly walk. sat in front of de computer reading through INKS. i jus couldn concentrate. wanted to go for bboy class,jus sit there watch la,but i was really too dam _|_ to even leave de house. in de end i couldn take it anymore and asked my mum if i could go see a doctor.

dad cycled me there and i jus sat there like a zombie waiting for de doctor. end up,me and de doctor nv even talk more than 10 sentences. it went smth like this..

doctor: so what's wrong with u?
me: err i got fever,sore throat,headache and flu.
*doctor takes out tat ice cream stick and torch light*
doctor: say "ah".
-blah blah-
doctor: any muscleache?
me: no.
doctor: how old are u?
me: 18.
doctor: okay i give u some medicine,u wait outside.

wtf.. that's it! and it cost me $23 jus for de consultation. and the doctor prescribed me so much medicine tat i could even rmb wat does wat for wat and wat?! so i simply nodded and nodded to everything de nurse said. total medical fee,$48..

went home and poured out my 'new toys'. read until confused. 5 packets in total. nibbled on some bread.. took me 10mins jus to finish 1 slice. then ate medicine for sore throat,fever and headache. felt much better at night.

Sunday
woke up at 8 packed stuff ready to go to weichong house at hougang. it's do or die day.>< took bus 359 to inter then changed to bus 88. passed by some places in hougang. tat familiar busstop,de void deck,de stairs.. aft tat reached le. went to find block 671 where weichong lived. sat under de void deck and waited for him.

yongchuan didn wake up on time so me and weichong went to eat breakfast. and who would hav thought,it's de exact same place.. tat salon,fruit stall,fairprice and de abundance of coffeeshop. no mistake. anyway,ate kway chap. dowan eat smth heavy cos i still needed to take medicine. aft eating went back to weichong house. de playground.. jus so happens to be right under his house. and tat minimart too.. ah shux..

went up and sat for awhile. boonhao came over despite being half dead from drinking last night jus so i got laptop to use and start doin. yong chuan came over at bout 3. and very soon after we jus all left house for lunch cos we cant work with a tired mind haha!

went out for a short break. then went back in half an hr. started back work around 4. aft awhile yongchuan decided to go home cos he cant concentrate. then soon after boonhao gonna leave cos he not feeling well oso. so left tgt with him and his dad sent me back.

cont working on.. and suddenly my fever jus came back up.D: really lost concentration.. work progressed very slowly.): until bout 6+ when i went into de bedroom to charge my phone,i jus fainted there.

Today
woke up late around 8+,gg im so dead. late for SWAP,and my INKS is so not near completion..

was feeling worse than ever and totally in a daze. luckily sam released us early so tat we could finish our INKS. boonhao lend me his laptop and i cont do.. bout 1hr more to 2pm,which was de deadline. boonhao and de rest came to find us. then he jitao see my whole VLAN empty. he jus did everything for me. i jus sat and watched..

finished it by 1.30,went to print de report and go up for class. i sat outside at de stairs alone eating my sandwich. felt kinda nice to sit there alone. eat finish le went in for lab and hand in my report. hope for a pass tat's all.. slept through de rest of de lab. all my friends told james i wasn feeling well so he allowed me to jus sleep through de lab.

woke up at 5.20. everybody packing up liao. stil half asleep blur blur no idea wats goin on.. so i jus pack up and then follow. some goin eat then stay back do cmsk,me and ziming go home cont from where xinting left us off with. which is only de technical aspect left.

ok gotta do cmsk now.(: and sleep early today. tmr chiong SWAP.. hais sucky week.dosen matter wat u tink of me.i'll love u anyway.

2010-07-03T00:05:00.002+08:00

weekly update again haha!:/ ytd water polo was awesome!(Y) we were training.. smth else.:/ lol we were playing and trying to master de arts of making de ball bounce on water. which was really dam hard and required alot of strength.D: me,tk,jj and de other guy were doin it throwing to ech other.

tk's ball was really dam power packed. jumps dam high and has lots of power when i tried blocking it with my hand. aft we all like dam cui already,assistant coach came and told us we can go off already. some left,then left 8 ppl in de pool. suddenly playing 4v4 water dodgeball! ROFL? dunno how it happen! but it was dam fun!

aft training right arm was cui like.. ouch de muscles are dam shag.D: went to eat with jj at de usual kopitiam. then walked in de rain to 201. behaving like IDIOTS all de way. XIASUAY LA! both of us tired aft reaching 201. and kinda busy ar.. so i left on de 1st bus 12.

found 2 new miaomiao,197 de and a totally black cat. cute ttm!^^ then went to 194 and FINALLY saw 194 miaomiao there again! phew.. she seems to recognise me already i tink. i sat down beside it and took out my bottle,it immediately crawl on my lap and keep sniff around de bottle! haha she noe i gonna feed her water so she very happy! she drank ALOT sia! much much more than usual.^^ aft tat went to find fatty and went home.

friday today!

went to sch and prepared for intro to law presentation. hais i didn talk enough ar..): skipped out alot of points. but ppl told me i presented really well. so owel.. see how ba. aft law went to busstop take bus to tamp inter meet alden. busstop was super crowded due to de rain. to de extent alot of ppl standing on de staircase sia! major human jam.D:

reach tamp le went to meet alden at mac. his uncle bought him a new wallet! lucky him!D: his uncle dam rich sia.. heard he bought a 3D tv for like 4k+. he wanted to get alden an iphone but alden dowan.D: gimme la i wan!:/ saw jm and talked to her got abit before meeting up with eehwee.

walked up to swens and slacked around till jj came. went in and got our seats. i wanted to eat everything in de menu!! all look so delicious!D: in de end i decided to hav a banana split! YUMMY! jj had a banana split too,then eehwee had some milo thing and alden some chocolate thing.:/ bet all of it was uber nice! talked alot of nonsense in swens la. and tat stupid jj keep try singing tat weird song!D: mad sia him! as usual.:/

left swens and walked 1 round around de top level of tm to 'warm up' from de coldness.:/ then took a tour around de hokkaido fair! lol jj was jus dam addicted to de samples and kept trying. eehwee likes tat squid thingy tat she tried lol! cos she keep taking.:D or maybe cos she's hungry? lol!

so she led us to a kopitiam nearby to eat her hokkien mee haha! i wanted to eat too.. but aft looking around(a VERY small round:/) i cant find anything i like.): aft she finished her hokkien mee,we all sit there stone.. dunno wat to do where to go. then alden suggested go pool. k lor! go safra!:D

went too billiard room,but all full ar.D: no table. put down our name but even aft we sat awhile and ate nobody left. so give up! go bowling alley. they were having some event and all de lanes were booked cept for 4 lanes. siao ar.. nvm jus put down name and waited. de chair was so dam fun lol! whee~ slacked and chat rubbish. eehwee buay tahan de boredness and so we decided to take 1 of those small bowling alley pool table and play. but then.. i go toilet,come back. kena own rofl. we kope de table,but 2 men kope de cue and sticks. ROFL.. sian half. went back to sit down.

didn wait very long ar,then it was finally our turn get lane. phew! jj was having jac power and alden got hx power! rofl both tio own.:/ took a picture of de score but they dun let me upload cos de name was jac and hx instead of jj and ald.:/ SCARED!:P i played 2 balls for eehwee and got a 8 spare and 0 spare. YEA!:P

aft game we went home. took 21 tgt with eehwee and alden. then alighted and chat. said bye to eehwee and then me and ald cont chat abit before goin to de busstop wait for 518. went home aft tat. nv see any miaomiao today!D:

jus bathed and ate dinner.:/ really really late dinner rofl. sleep soon! bboy tmr,then need do INKS due monday.. sighs!D:guess my mistakes are really unforgivable eh..im so sorry..so sorry..

2010-06-27T23:32:00.002+08:00

went breaking today. yea and really break haha! did a nike and landed on my back flat really hard. ouch..D: hurts. but i stood up and cont practicing anyway. aft tat kept doin handstands jus so to perfect my nike. i suck at controlling my body. SAD.):

left earlier today cos i've got sch and tin,karen got work. went to mac for dinner with tin,karen and ian. bitched bout some ppl. i didn expect de crew to hav disputes so fast woah.. but anyway none of my business la lol!:/ to me,i feel tat a crew among friends,should be like just like a group of mates breaking. there's no need for a leader,every1's a teacher and every1's a student. isn't tat how we all improve? if u can't even maintain a good relationship among de crew mates,dun even talk bout competitions,ur crew's gonna get smoked.

just a piece of my mind there.:/ so yeap mrt-ed and walked home. could find 194 miaomiao today,and her food was left untouched.. worried.): where did u go?!?! i hope nth happened to her..

bathed.. now eating supper. sleep soon cos tmr's my 8hrs lab day.D: and monday blues. gah..good for u..:')all i wan is for u to be happy.(:..

2010-06-26T20:58:00.002+08:00

life's been boring so well.. there's really nth much to post bout.D: thursday water polo training was pure SLACK. no other word to describe it. swam 20 laps along de width. which was completed dam fast. did some ball handling. aft tat de seniors were playing their game,so we jus slacked. really jus stayed in de water and talked rubbish. owel at least it did some bonding there.(: awesome.

'slacking' ended 9,showered and left. me and jj were having gastric pain. and i could hardly walk.D: dam pain. didn wan to walk tat far to eat so jus went to kfc. enjoyed my ole box + cheese fries super much!^^ aft eating,damit stil fucking hurts.): ouch.. so slowly walked and it soon got better.(: crapped all de way to 201 as usual. saw vivien and waved,but she dosen recognise us. xiasuay.D:

boarded bus 12. saw a new cat today! and she's VERY playful and cute. haha! played with her for quite some time. then went to 194,but could find miaomiao.): so went to find fatty. fatty was very distracted i didn noe y. then i realised only later,tat she was trying to catch a mouse or smth lol. but de mouse outran her aww.. cos u too fat la silly! went home aft tat.

friday went breaking aft classes. felt dam tired tat day la. and when i stopped to rest i almost fell asleep.D: didn train much tat day. owel..

today's bboy class was awesome! i decided to hav more confidence in myself! and DANCE! and it kinda worked. yoshi was very encouraging. best bboy instructor ever!(Y) oyea bboyIII is GONE!!T_T we're de final batch.. yoshi told me de reason but i better nt disclose it.): sad la.. yoshi's dam good. anyway learnt some basics today. then butterfly,nike,cartwheel to footwork. awesome! i tink i can do a nike now.^^

aft lesson saw wilson and shawn and talked bout hiphop with them. i wanna join.. got any1 wanna follow me? i dowan join alone uh..): shawn said he'll teach me hiphopI de basics so if i can successfully do it i'll sign up for hiphopII straight with them. maybe i could get my sis to teach me too.. since she did LA hiphop wad. yeap cool. see how.(:

stayed for awhile practising with alen and daniel. aft awhile,tired liao.D: so headed back home. usual.. mrt,bus then walk back. now back at home le. gonna bathe.. then slack and sleep. tmr breaking at esplanade. gonna show tin my nike!^^baby.tell me if u need me.i wan to be there for u.PLEASE..

2010-06-21T22:44:00.002+08:00

spent a night not sleeping to do my SWAP report. end up with only 500 words even though de minimum req was 1000._|_ i was really to shag by then to tink of anything else,jus wanted to get tat shit over with. so jus submitted it at 6.30am. felt so dam relieved aft tat. hah..

changed my clothes and packed my bag,to go sleep.:/ so tat i can wake up abit later and jus leave de hse straight aft brushing teeth.:D slept so comfy all de way til 8.20. springed out of bed and did morning rituals. drank my milo and chiong out of de house. i thought i was gonna be late la..D: then kept telling myself treat it as a lesson never to do last minute work again. BUT.. i somehow made it right on de dot using up de 15mins grace.:/ TADA!:D nt late rofl! brendon was late for 1hr+ lol..

Sam:"why brendon why?"
Brendon:"the bus broke down ar.:/"

then de whole class burst into laughter,dumbest excuse ever. anyway,SWAP ended at 11.30 today. super early,so we went to design to eat. chat abit with jervois and ziming.. thx bros.(: aft tat went to com lab and camp. i was jus dam shag and slept for 1hr+ while waiting for INKS to start.

lol de power rangers unite again.:/ cos we like to join our chairs tgt right at de front row. brendon,enghuat,jervois,me and ziming. haha! and yea.. i kinda fell asleep and cont falling asleep for de next 2hrs.D: when i woke up everything finish liao.D:so sat there for awhile.. 4.30 class release lol..

took bus to tamp inter,then changed bus 10 with boonhao. he alight le,i jus wait til i reach suntec then alight. ate my double cream bun on de bus. yummy!:D reached esplanade and most of them were there le. chuck and vivi came soon after me.

practised more on toprocking today. yeap pretty much got a good hang of it and my mind can work on de spot.(: footwork next,gotta make it flow. somehow breaking makes me feel alive and not tired.(: tats de love.:D

went off with peter and joshua around 9.30. mrt-ed back and crap along de way. next session for me is on friday i guess.(: look forward to it!

walked back and played with 194 miaomiao abit. went home,bathed,makan.. sleeping in early tonight to make up for ytd rest.(: tmr do intro to law research and get it done. yeap!:Dplease forgive me and give me a chance again..please..

2010-06-20T03:51:00.004+08:00

Just arrived at BOTY.(: Ian,Me,Alan,Tin

Tin,Karen,Me

BOTY

Esplanade Breakers! Fareed,Peter,Me,Chuck,ViVi,Tin,Ian,Chang

2010-06-20T00:00:00.002+08:00

dope day ttm!!

left house at 4 for bboy. scape was having their opening celebration today and it was flooded with ppl! and de top floor was packed with cosplayers and our Oschool dancers. waited for lesson to start,around 5.30.D:

lesson was yeap! fun!^^ kinda had more confidence today.(: yeap so lesson ended at 6.30 sharp today cos they were closing up de place already and we got no choice but to go. anyway we were rushing to plaza singapore to watch boty!:D went with alan,yoshi and hanson. walked around to find karen,tin they all. yeap so found them and slacked tgt.(: camped outside dhoby ghaut mrt station de stairs there to slack. went to watch de cypher abit. saw jy and went to say hi.^^

then slack slack. wa dam boring lol. saw de judges BBoy Katsu and BBoy Choco join de cypher. DOPE! BBoy Phyicx was totally.. zzz today lol! yoshi said he saw them drinking ytd at boat quay,maybe tats y haha! rofl! tin super hated physicx for being zzz.:/

alan and i decided to go eat at kfc since de cypher seems like it will cont goin on for some time.D: so owel made our way to kfc,ordering food halfway karen sms me,"battles starting soon." WAKAO!!!D: lol quick quick chiong eat finish everything! left my cheese fries and pepsi,then alan finish his food le. so i told him we jus take de food left and rush back there to watch.

carried my cheese fries and pepsi like an idiot and went back to outside plaza sing. caught de final moments of BakauRockers VS FTC. dope batttle,but i tink BakauRockers smoked FTC.:/ went back to de stairs and finished up my cheese fries. peter,chuck,hanson and a few others were dancing,i jus ate and was too full to dance.D: then i saw meixuan!!! but she was quite far so i didn go call her.

went and find jy again to tell him tat de battle was dam good. cheers bro!(: slacked abit longer then results time,BakauRockers champs! sent a sms to jy to congratulate him. every1 was hungry,actualy i oso hungry even though i jus ate but i no $ le.): alan and hanson went off. so it was jus.. fareed,peter,vivi,chuck,tin,karen,ian,chang and me!

every1 ordered smth cept for me. then made frens with chuck and vivi for de 1st time. friendly ppl!^^ they said i look like victor from FTC.o.o.. do i?!D: he looks like ME! not i look like him ok!:/ yeap so they ate prata and stuff. i jus sit there listen them talk. haha dam funny sia! tin,Bgirl Groin or Bgirl G-Kick(Groin kick).:D cos apparently,when they went breaking ytd,she accidentally kicked a guy's groin while trying to do a pike.:/ like rofl sia! aft tat every1 kept laughing at her and she was dam ps haha!

aft eating we went on stage and took photos haha! turned out de floor kinda sucks.. alot of friction.>< had fun taking photos! then aft tat they were packing le so we mus get off de stage aww.. headed back to de mrt and parted ways there. tin was being.. err.. dunno how to say rofl,and freaking me out. then every1 jus laugh haha!

vivi and chuck goin to some other line so they part from de rest.

Vivi:"Bye victor."
Me:"Err.. my name is zhian.O.O"
Vivi:"Trust me you look so much like victor,dun be shocked if ppl go up to ask if you're victor from FTC."

cmon! this victor dude gotta be like.. copy me de!D: so owel took mrt to city hall with de rest. Ian's goin in another direction so went off too. left peter,tin,chang,fareed and me. peter left 1st,then chang at simei,fareed and tin at tampines. through de journey chang and fareed talked bout their army life and it was really funny.^^ but sounds tough uh.D:

walked home and bathed.. had abit of supper. now gotta do assignment le. die sia. _|_ SWAP. stupid crap..i've never forgotten u,nt even for a single moment.im sorry.

2010-06-18T15:18:00.002+08:00

ok jus woke up!(: ytd made a last minute decision to not go water polo and attend weiren's bday chalet.

evening reach there and almost every1's there already. starting fire was full of nonsense oso lol. in de end,boonhao stil most pro lol,he make de fire,imba shit burning for dam dam long! so we BBQ and BBQ and BBQ! actualy it's jus boonhao doin all de work,and he eat de most oso haha!

and so.. during de soccer match,there were 10 guys sitting in front of a small laptop screen shouting and cheering lol. owel,no girls,is like tat 1 haha! all-man-kingdom.D: me,boonhao,ziming and yongchuan,de 4 most nt interested in worldcup 1 sat outside at de BBQ pit area and slack,eat,chat.. had quite a good time la.(:

aft de match they wanted to play cards,but no1 bring LOL! so i got bike ma,sent me out to buy. on my way out a girl asked me how to get out de place. like O.O..(are u serious?!) ok but apparently she was really lose inside costa sands. so i cycled her out. then went to but cards at cheers.

played daidi with enghuat,boonhao and ziming,then yongchuan BBQ-ing de rest of de food. he looks so emo haha! then tat stupid boonhao! keep ask him go bring de satay to de girls opposite our chalet.:/ stupid despo rofl! really prefer sitting outside than inside de chalet. feels nicer.:/ played cards and de same nonsense from boonhao looking at de girls opposite when all of dam are so dam CUI! but it was dam funny la.:/

aft tat ppl started leaving le. then me and boonhao send ziming and yongchuan back to their busstop. sad they nv stay,if nt more fun.D: then sent them off le me and boonhao went to dte walk around. then he went into cheers,came out with a vsop.-.- we went back to de chalet aft tat.

left weiren entertaining his sec sch frens,then me,javier,brendon,enghuat and boonhao decided to go out for a walk. went to pasir ris park walked around talk nonsense. then went into dte for aircon,then ehub sit around and stare at blank space. 2+ went back to de chalet.

played cards and yeap,loser drink. no mix. then jus all drink raw,until every1 face red red.:/ played cards for like.. dunno how bloody long,all of us,became dam shag from drinking. all sian sian already. half dead.D: sit around.. sleeping,slacking.. bout 4.30 we went out to pasir ris central to eat while waiting for 1st bus to come and all go home. javier fainted already,so me,brendon,enghuat and boonhao headed off towards central.

ordered bachor mee. and de uncle was super nice to us. sit,eat,chat.. aft eating went to shop n save buy drinks then headed off to busstop. enghuat super shag le so he went home 1st. pei brendon and boonhao wait for their 1st bus and chat chat..

aft tat went home myself. showered,and immediately went to sleep. tireddieme.

so woke up around 3+. maybe giving a pass on breaking today. im really tired.D: owel.. SWAP nt touched at all.. gotta start!if there's a day,that u can forgive me and let me enter ur life again,tel me.im waiting..

2010-06-17T00:33:00.003+08:00

breaking today was.. tiring lol. i kept feeling worn out and could do much.D: im so get tat single shoulder freeze down! lol i tink i made tin's fren pek chek today haha!

tin's fren:"front!"
me:"front where?D:"
tin's fren:"FRONT LA!!!"

then stil got..

tin's fren:"stab at ur belly button!"
me:"im stabbing at my belly button!"
tin's fren"NO that's nt ur belly button!"
me:"yes it is!D:"
tin's fren:"argh!!"

rofl! then he really dunno to laugh or cry.:/ opps sorry dude haha! tink de name of de 2 guys ytd are peter and joshua? yeap. break with them again today. gave me tips on my footwork. thx dude!(: fell lots on my back and shoulder today. hurts alot now.,but it's nt gonna stop me,nope it wont.:D

finished up around 9+ cos tin was mad hungry! yeap so went to mac with peter,josh,gin,tin,and 2 other guys.:/ it was so crowded!D: gin,peter and josh had to go 1st,so left with me,tin and de 2 guys. managed to get 2 2-seaters. so ordered our food and started eating. then de couples tat were taking de 4-seater(we were cursing them like mad.:/) left,so we took their seat,and gave our seat to another couple. haha we dancers are MAD! especially tin! she help them to chop seat with de mcdonald cup(those u get when u upsize ur meal))while they go order their food. then when they came back they thank her and asked her if she wan another of de cup cos they dowan.

couple:"u wan another cup?"
us(excluding tin):"huh nono dowan dowan!"
tin:"I WAN!"
us(excluding tin):"O.O...-.-.."
tin:"WAT CMON IT'S FREE!"

rofl tin! ate our food. aft tat we talked bout all de bboy stuff. really funny la! dam cool.(: didn japan bboys were so.. wow..>< their passion for bboy-ing,really must respect. taisuke,folds clothes at giordano.O.O.. and dunno which 1,is a construction worker. they pay so much money to travel around de world for competitions,when de prizes they win cant even cover up their air ticket here. much less de hotel fees,food blah blah. really,respect.

left at bout 11+ and we went seperate ways. de 2 guys off to take a bus tgt,then me and tin mrt. talked loads of crap with tin,well duh,wouldn expect anything less from her.:/ laughed de whole mrt journey home. she alighted at tampines,probably breaking tgt friday.(:

walked home. now gonna bathe,then freeze while watching tv. shoulder/chair! im nt gonna slack anymore! NO SLACK! DO IT! DO IT!you'll forever be de 1st thing on my mind.missing u crazy..

2010-06-15T23:59:00.002+08:00

time for an update eh?:/ haha! owel today finally left de house.

went to marina sq to meet boonhao. for goodness knows wat reason.o.o reach le,went to koufu eat cos i was dam hungry. but everything looks so ex.D: nt ex la,jus i dun wanna spend so much. so in de end went to order cai fan,of cos mus add rice.:/ so yeap eat eat then chat abit. then his fren came. more like his boss lol. 35,multi-millionaire.O.O and his wife is a model,dam pretty.

talked abit bout myself and then bout himself. his products and services blah blah.. seems very convincing la,but $ is always a problem for my family.D: see how ba.(: leisure chat with them abit bout my dance stuff. im always excited to share bout dance!^^ then left with boonhao.

he go suntec,i split ways and headed to city link. went to esplanade sq. bout 6pm like tat. tin already there le.(: made frens with 2 other guys around my age.^^ practised tgt.. did lots of stuff. then hanson came. followed by yoshi. break break break tgt! really tiring. left at around 9.40 tgt with tin and de 2 guys(dunno their names:/).

went to take mrt tgt. chat lots of stupid rubbish. stungun,BreakForFunCrew,milo godzilla,horlick ultraman.. rofl stupid stuff la! but yeap funny.:D tin alighted at simei so yeap bye! see her again tmr cos we're breaking again.(:

walked home and sat at 194 with miaomiao. fell asleep for awhile there. yawns.. went home and then bathed,eat.. kk gonna sleep dam soon. so tired today..here without u baby.missing u..needing u.

2010-06-12T22:19:00.002+08:00

been too lazy to post haha. life's de same everyday. sleep,rot,sleep rot lol.

thursday water polo training,coach dam late come. in de end every1 slacking and not swimming.=/ jus nice de water had to be so cold tat day. then some really funny things happened like how jj saw some1 throwing a 'head' and how i threw de ball and hit a china woman head.:/

aft training went eat,as usual. tk with us this time. all hungry ppl complaining for food.D: aft tat we ate. me and tk stil dam hungry lor. but i didn wan to spend anymore money so nv eat.D: aft tat walked tk to safra busstop while me and jj cont on to 201 as usual crapping all de way.

bused,miaomiao and homed.

then today went for bboyIII again!^^ yeap! same old problem la.. too shy.D: yoshi says he wants to see me footwork. next week another class cypher. omg gotta train le la.): dowan to xiasuay again. yeap! maybe tmr goin esplanade to break,see how.(:hope you're happier now..:')

2010-06-07T22:28:00.004+08:00

went out to bugis today with jj and ald. wat a random shit day rofl.. from tomatoe and lemon fun until throwing receipt aeroplanes into a xsmall coke cup!

went to bugis but all haven eat. so walked around thinking where to go to eat.. so hmm.. ended up in iluma,go manhatton fish market. dunno wat jj ordered but me and alden got fish and chips. lots of ridiculous stuff sia. dun even noe how to say! we were already being idiots talkign rubbish and making a fool of ourselves then..

1st,alden didn wan his tomato so he STUPIDLY tried to pass it to me,on de way to me.. PIAK! i was thinking where's de tomato,then we all saw it,piak into his tartar sauce. ROFL.. we couldn stop laughing!

2nd,goodness knows wat jj was trying to do with his tomato,he trying to carry it somewhere or smth?! then it PIAK! on de table! ROFL IDIOTS!

3rd,we were laughing like shit and i was scolding them say all playing with their food and then.. PIAK! my lemon drop on de table!D: WTF!!! de 3 of us jus literally went mad and bth all laugh like @*$#%^&*$#$@!!! and cant eat properly rofl.. gosh de madness..

anyway,de fish and chips were imba! nice.^^ so aft tat we got de bill and left. went up arcade as usual and slack there.. then aft tat alden say he wan go join taiko competition so we went to buy sticks,running in de rain mad fun haha! especially since we're wearing shoes and alden's wearing slippers.:P

walked around de place like idiots looking for de shop. and then we found it! but wait! "how to say sticks in chinese ar?"O.O stun.. then me and jj started throwing rubbish out and all of them jus sounds dam wrong and funny! all de crap ar omg.. owel so in de end alden bought his 'joy'-sticks and we went back to iluma.=/

play arcade,slack.. slack.. slack somemore.=/ really nth to do ar,but at least better than staying at home haha!^^ left de arcade and walked around iluma. alden bought a lava lamp from ameba. there's lots of cute stuf there and i was totally mesmorised by them.=/ jj ald jus keep laugh at me.D: aft tat really nth left to do.. so we went back to pasir ris to eat dinner. pathetic me only got $3 left,and ez link no money!D: so bought standard ticket,gg.com. left 50c.

luckily! saw my dad on de mrt and asked for $10!^^ heng ar! so went to mac eat. where we proved tat alden fails in life.=/ right? yeap right.^^ lol. so aft we ate boring us started throwing a paper plane folded from de receipt into de xsmall coke cup.o.o all de epic fails lol..

aft tat tired us went home~ bathe blah blah.. tmr swimming! yeap.(:im sorry,im so so sorry. i wan to make things right can i please hav a chance to prove it? please..

2010-06-06T23:51:00.002+08:00

breaking when im sick is a VERY BAD idea indeed.. now i feel worse than ever.D: so anyway made a few new frens today which taught me a thing or two. im like de youngest there all treat me like boyboy like tat lor.D:

karen keep saying me "sick stil come break?! rest at home la!" and tin keep asking me if im okay haha! thx guys!^^ yeap so wel,im nt okay haha! mrt-ed back and i was like a zombie sniffing like crazy.): walked from inter back.. getting more and more zombie on de way. dropped by mac,then decided not to eat mac. so walked to pasir ris central de kopitiam.

ate an extra large serving of bachor mee. still hungry.. walked back home~ bathed.. then ate noodles and doughnuts. so now waiting for my sis to bathe finish so i can brush teeth and sleep le. tmr morning goin swimming with jj and ald,aft tat go home put down stuff and leave hse again to go vivo? owel. dunno wat they wanna do there but.. see how la lol!you're no burden.. i miss you

2010-06-06T00:54:00.002+08:00

owel whole week was really pure rotting and nth-ing to do. really really bored.D: owel. rotted life away until today. FINALLY,smth to do.

actually morning plan was to go swimming with jj and ald,turned out.. jj couldn wake up rofl.. then tk sms-ed saying there was training. i spam spam jj,stil cant wake up. sua,i dowan go training liao.D: made tk sian sian and nv go oso sorry ar bro..): so rotted at home dota with ald. then left house for bboy.

last lesson le! today we had a mini cypher and it was fun haha! lesson went on for like almost 2hrs haha! yoshi wans to hav a bbq. super random sia he! jus suddenly sit down and say "i wan to hav a BBQ." rofl. then he asked if we're free next sunday or smth,he wan organise BBQ! YAY! bboy bbq!

mrt-ed home and lalalala~ walk through pasar malam... yeap. and went home.D: bathed,ate dinner,which was totally like 2-3 dinners in 1.:D YUMMY.^^ rot AGAIN..

tmr goin breaking at esplanade with de usuals.:) at least i wont bored ar.^^ 好想你..

2010-06-01T03:08:00.004+08:00

gah wanted to sleep at 1+ now it's already 3.>< anyway yea today was jus,wake up,go sch,print notes,LAIT pwnt,go t1 buy bread.

aft tat alden came and meet me and we jus did nth cept walk in circles around tamp and aft tat ate at yoshinoya. gah! tired much. bused with alden back to tp,then i ownself bus back.

went home,on com,aft while jus went to sleep til 7+ wake up. ate dinner,and jus rotted in front of de com again. shirley,dun too sad la! there's still 1 big chunk of hope there in front,so dun give up! and get well soon ya? dun wanna see a fellow dancer fall.D: and keep dancing! cheers!(:

end of my 1 and only paper. for de rest of de weeks jj,ald all busy with their term test,so i'll jus be rotting at home i guess.. sucks..D: owel.. maybe i'll jus go sleep now yea. you are my everything

2010-05-30T22:59:00.006+08:00

ok quick quick update cos i REALLY GOTTA STUDY!><>

aft breaking went to mac to eat with karen and tin. "My fav bboy? Yoshi!" *tin and karen faints* ROFL! lol eat and talked alot bout different crews,workshops blah blah. woah man,really dope. then mrt-ed back while tin and karen went off somewhere else. slept through de journy,so tired.

walked home to save $. siao liao~ bathed,ok time to study like NOW! yes NOW! jiayou!!

2010-05-29T22:06:00.003+08:00

owel. wake up,slack,eat lunch. left house 1hr early to go breaking. yeap practice is fun as usual,so tired haha. gonna go breaking tmr at esplanade. so gotta study now and tmr morning.

fell asleep on de mrt on de way back,some1 tapped my shoulder when de train was at mrt and i was still asleep there. whoever u are,thx dude.:) i dun wan another incident like de past happening. jus save $ ba. saw SUPER ALOT of ppl for de sundown event.o.o really dam alot. queue all de way all over surrounding ws rofl. i walk in and go out from another exit,wakao stil flooded ROFLMAO.

so well walked home,sleepy~ yawns.. visited my usual miaomiao,then went home. alone at home. waiting for parents to come back with dinner for me. so hungry..D:

half of my life = study + breaking + water polo the other half is you.. hope u had a great bday my dears..

2010-05-29T00:34:00.004+08:00

wat a boring day rofl.. woke up at 2pm today.>< went online. jj and ald keep afk gahhh! then i totally nth to do rot like mad waiting for things to happen. owel anyway dragged on till 5+ i tink? then finally things began moving.

6 or so left house to tm. met with jj and ald. walked to tze char there. dam crowded~x.x but managed to find seat cos we only got 3 ppl.:/ pretty enjoyable dinner. alden wasn't feeling well today so he ate very little,2 plates of rice nia.D: i ate 3 and jj oso 2. bill came. tmd make me pay so much.:( assholesss! jj paid 7,alden 6,i paid friggin 14. gahhh

owel nvm lol.. walked around in tm,then cs,then t1. then realy nth to do liao. stand outside t1. talk dam long of rubbish,really dam dam rubbish and crap before we managed to make alden walk to 201 and take bus tgt haha!~ "this way to huixin's heart":P

loads of crap along de way there,crap tat is unmentionable here.:/ haha! reach 201,sit there,did de usual same thing when we wait for bus tgt at 201. bored sia,today no much wind. then alden bus lai,my bus oso lai,byebye jj~

played with 194 miaomiao,such a dear la u!:3 then went home. bathe~ tmr no water polo training.D: hmm dunno if i shud go play bbal with jeremy they all tmr,like super super long nv touch bbal le.. totally lost touch le ba.D: looking forward to bboy lessons tmr!~ then gonna study so i can go breaking on sunday:D yeap!

Ilina Irina dear,
Happy 14th Birthday!^^宝贝对不起，我爱你...

2010-05-27T23:57:00.002+08:00

haven been updating cos well.. life's been boring. school and rot,assignments,FAIL lab test.. finally thursday,water polo to look forward to! and friday no sch.=3

water polo was joy today. even though de bloody water is friggin hot!-.- can literally sweat in de water. de super hot afternoon sun totally boiled de water inside out. owel at least wont get cramps tat easily,but still.. unshiok ttm!D: but anyway.. managed to do close to 30 laps. finally some improvement. im getting better.=3 stupid dua guy! asshole hero nv bring goggles lol then in de end i lend him. now my eyes are red and stinging.>< idiot next training u better bring goggles!

aft training,shiok ttm. it's tat same I FEEL SO DEAD GOOD. shag ttm and dying but adrenaline pumping me up! walked to de nearby but not very near coffeeshop and makan. jj ar.. water bucket sia u!>< finish ur drink before ur food even come! IDIOT! didn noe wat to order,like wat could fill me up? then got idea! went to buy ba chor mee,$3,add $2 noodles. WOOTS FRIGGIN ALOT!<3 when i went back,jj stared at my mountain of ba chor mee.:P

aft eating,walked to 201 talking nonsensical rubbish as usual.:) we're both shag from training.>< sat at bus stop and nua.. then i boarded a bus 12 while jj walked home. went to pay a visit to all my miaomiao as usual.:) then went home.

jus bathed. really very shag.=/ gonna sleep soon. tmr celebrating hentai buddy's bday at goodness knows where?! cant tink of anywhere to go. singapore's boring.:/ so well,see how see how! no training this saturday cos it's term test week?o.o need study for LAIT,monday paper.D: aft tat can relax le! pure holidays!<3 and study soon so i can go breaking on sunday to relax.:P

2010-05-22T22:33:00.003+08:00

woke up early today and prepared my water polo + dance stuff. slacked around waiting to leave hse lol. took bus to pasir ris inter and took mrt meeting tk and jj. felt like tourists man lol. keep changing trains.><

and when we reached potong pasir.. wow.. stupid place.=/ st. andrew was friggin big. it looked more like some resort than a school la!O.O amazed much! went to de swimming pool. so little yr 1s came today. so well changed and started training.

swam freestyle as usual and did some ball handling. lesson end le went to eat kfc with tk,jj and yw. hah kfc was a good idea!^^v finally some wild pokemon appear.=P makan makan,then yw gotta rush to hougang so we left. took mrt. yw stayed on circle line to go hougang while me,jj and tk took to paya lebar. jj and tk took back towards pasir ris side,so said bye to them. took mrt to city hall and then change go somerset. reached there slightly earlier and some of my classmates were breaking outside in de big space. so went to join them.=3

lesson today was yeap fun!=D lots of freestyling!<3 then aft lesson sat tgt 1 group and talked with yoshi bout bboy and stuff. he super funny la,say wat his hamster very picky dowan eat de grains only eat sunflower seeds and it became fat so now he having alot of stress rofl! and he bought a running machine for it! super cute sia.

went off around 8 and mrt-ed home. dam shag. and i keep almsot fall down in de mrt cos i was literally fainting.>< buay tahan. aft a VERY LONG TIME,finally reach back pasir ris. mad me still go walk home. cos no more concession ma,so try save money lor.=(

reach home le bathe,jus ate. water polo + breaking = too tired to do assignments.>< die sia,need to finish cmsk. and i even wan to go break at esplanade tmr de leh!=( scared no time sia.. gonna go sleep NOW. so i can wake up early tmr and hopefully finish up before 4pm to go breaking.=( JIAYOU TO ME! nights all!

Follow my heart

2010-05-21T20:49:00.002+08:00

friday!~ last night slept at 4am shux.>< cos was looking at de details of Sachoom with my sis. WE'RE GONNA WATCh IT!!^^ my sis is gonna order de tics.=3 so well went off to bed like a zombie at 4am and fell asleep instantly.><

woke up at 10+ and did my law tutorial. slacked around before leaving hse to go pasir ris inter. met with jh(as usual) and took 15 tgt haha. he's gonna pon his tutorial to do his assignment so he jus pei me to my class 1st. thx hentai buddy!=D

so well law tutorial,as usual la. dam cold classroom,but interesting lesson anyway.=) aft lesson stayed back to discuss about our law cas study on homosexuality. split jobs and we went our seperate ways. sat at mushroom waiting for jj and ald,for over an hr.-.- bored like crap. finally alden came,then went to lab to use com cos i was dam sian lol. facebook-ed while waiting for jj to come find us.

took bus tgt to tamp inter. alden,learnt ur lesson le ba!=P NOOB!^^ walked around randomly in tm arcade before goin to t1 find dinner eat. BBQ chicken,carls jr,manpuku,kfc,mac,end up at bk then got seats.>< ate and chat haha.

walked to manpuku and i was totally dozing off there,ald and jj weren't feeling well. all of us shag.>< so well walked around uniqlo cos i was looking for de shirt akash was wearing. de material very smooth very nice to practice windmill with.=3 so well found it and it was $10 only. ok good i'll come around and buy it!^^

left for home. ald took mrt and me,jj went to take bus. split ways at de bus inter. sleep in de bus,woke up jus nice at my stop.=) tired ar.. played with tat cute cat at de bus stop again.o.o then 194 miaomiao nt there,fatty oso nt here today hmm.. so went home.

bathed,now i feel a little more awake. but yeap stil dam shag. tmr water polo training at st. andrew sec. so now finding how to get there haha!=/ tonight,really need to sleep early if nt tmr SURE DIE haha!=/ and assignments gotta be done on sunday man.. cmsk.>< yeaps jiayou!=)

Winners don't quit, and quitters don't win

2010-05-21T00:59:00.003+08:00

thursday water polo day!<3 aft lessons went to lt and play gameboy while waiting for jj to end lessons. then met up with him and ate,slack tgt till 7 then went to de swimming pool.

training today was.. owel.=( cramp again while swimming.. hais.. always cramp sia,emo much. owel so de swimming was 1hr.. then had ball handling between jj and tk again haha! terrence slacker nv come liao. psk!=/ aft tat had egg beater kick training. which aft tat i couldn feel my legs anymore!=D cool feeling ttm.=/ this coming saturday training at st andrew sec.>< dunno how go sia,owel will find then go with jj and tk tat day.=3

aft training went eat as usual. fish and chips,and jj had fish and chips,all coleslaw.-.- like WTF.. fish and.. no chips,coleslaw 1 big piak!>< owel. aft dinner walked to 201,shag ar.. blabbering rubbish all de way cos i dun even noe wat im doin already.>< took bus 12 back,no wind.=/

played with an adorable kitty near de busstop. it was wearing a collar with a telephone number on it,wonder if it's lost..=( if i see it around again maybe i'll try sms-ing tat number.=) then went to 194,haha 194 miaomiao is there today! so as usual,gave it some water to drink while playing with it. then played with fatty miaomiao opposite my hse before finally goin home.

bathed.. sleep soon,tmr wake up do law tutorial before goin class. cos im nt gonna print de tutorial sheet.=/ tmr's alden's death date,curse u bitch drag me into this!=( owel all de best of luck to u bro.=/

Sometimes i wish i could save you
And there's so many things that i want you to know

2010-05-19T22:02:00.002+08:00

nth to post so.. jus a short update.=) owel hell wednesday over and done with!=D monday jus plain boring,tuesday finished up SADS and slacked le.^^v today jus.. rot whole day in sch.><

alright! jus got cmsk due next tue,SWAP lab test next wed,and LAIT term test on term test week,jus a short 1hr paper.=) so ok can slack abit now! wat a scary wednesday night. both me and alden got confessed to.o.o how scary can these despo girls get?!>< dam scary.

so owel!=) tmr slack slack thu,and water polo aft tat. woots!=D<3

Your love is my drug.

2010-05-16T23:02:00.003+08:00

ok another very quick post cos im running outta time!><

went to break at esplanade today and it was friggin awesome i swear! it was quite empty so we all had alot of space,and wel,de rest of de crowd were yoshi and his frens! and they're very friendly haha. awesome breaking tgt. only left at around 9.30. shux man im totally dead for cmsk.><

jus reached home and bathed. gonna eat dinner now and chiong my assignments le.>< okok jiayou!!

Break the night into another day

2010-05-15T21:34:00.002+08:00

fast post! gotta rush cmsk asap! goin breaking tmr evening at esplanade with my mates.=) so some time is cut there.>< jiayou jiayou!

so wel woke up,then aft awhile jj and ald called asking if i wanna go bugis slack with them before my class. so wel ok went to find them. walked bugis,iluma. slacked at de arcade for most of de time. saw some imba shit pros in taiko.O.O totally pawning.

so wel aft tat i went for class while jj and alden went back home. class was fun today. was slacking abit lol. but well did quite some stuff today and im goin to practice tmr so it's gonna be ok!=D aft class slacked around breaking for abit with some peeps from bboyII. then went off home. walked back from inter.

okok chiong cmsk le!>< byebyebye~=D

The wheel of fate is turning. REBEL! ACTION!

2010-05-14T00:05:00.003+08:00

i swear my back scares me.. it's peeling like crazy now and it looks as though i hav some serious skin disease.>< freaky ttm,cant wait for it to heal.. this saturday no training,so owel,time for my skin to heal lor,so tat next saturday it'll get sunburnt again.D:

sch as usual,thursdays are pretty slack.=) end sch le went to stadium and saw jy and his mates breaking. so sat down to watch. waited for jj to end sch and he came to find me. ate at biz park before goin back to de same spot and watch them break. time passed super slow..>< boring and we had nth to do! we kept counting down every 10mins passed,but it took FRIGGIN LONG.. finally,6.50,time to go!

went to de pool at bout 7.05 but every1 already assemble to do core le?! y so early today!! ok kin kin change and went to do. totally missed out 1 set lol. heng ar.. cos today had to do 5 sets of static hold instead of 3.>< tired ttm. aft tat swam freestyle for 20mins non stop. 1st lap nia,i screwed myself.=( totally wasn looking at where i was goin and banged against de wall. dam pain!=( now my head got 1 bump.=( and halfway kena cramp!! emo much man.. then during ball handling practice i forgot to look and my head kena hit my ball!! walao!!!=(

ok training ended at 9+ and we went to shower up before leaving sch. went to eat at nearby hawker centre. then walked from there to 201. chatting and laughing over de most RETARDED THINGS ever!! jj hor? "langa" and "bangla",U RACIST!=P stupid asshole!!^^

took bus from 201 back. cui ar.. tired tired.. couldn find 194 miao miao..=( so cont walking and as usual,fatty cat is sitting at tat same spot. went to sayang and talk to it. dunno y leh it likes to lick me lol.^^ aft tat went home.

bathed.. time for bed man.. really cui. tmr law tutorial 2-4pm,shud be alright.=) worried bout my SADS and CMSK due next week.. damit.>< gotta jiayou!

cmon..

2010-05-12T20:19:00.000+08:00

almost.. cmon.. fly time fly!

2010-05-11T20:46:00.003+08:00

ytd was monday.. yea monday blues much and i fell sick too. luckily today woke up all better.=) my skin was finally started peeling,and i hate it.>< even though i apply moisturizer,it still peels. GRR?! like my face nt ugly enough like tat,peel somemore?! tmd now x3 ugly!=( and tmr is freaking long day till 7pm,no way am i gonna walk around sch with my face like tat man. gonna bring moisturizer to sch.=/

stil nt very sure wth are we supposed to do for tmr's proposal submission. so well.. did ERD diagram.o.o? later ask ziming got wat else. went to dabao my favourite chicken cutlet rice from biz park to go home eat aft lesson today. love tuesdays man.<3 been spamming core exercises at home to prepare for water polo this thu,no way am i gonna suffer tat muscle ache again,it was terrible.><

gotta quick quick eat dinner and settle de SWAP proposal. tink i hav SADS due next week or de week aft..? need do research,better start like DAM SOON,cos i hate research. hais.. im seriously lacking motivation.=(

stay where u are,and keep ur eyes opened

2010-05-09T21:06:00.002+08:00

Baby I'll die for you just to say I miss you
Never have you left my mind
No no not even once at all
Cause darling you have to know this fact
that I, love, you.

2010-05-08T20:22:00.002+08:00

woke up and knew tat i wasn gonna make it through today without suffering haha. still muscle aches all over badly. went for water polo training and it was so dam bloody hot. did 10 laps of freestyle,then 30 laps of egg beater kick.>< tiring to de max. ended off with some ball handling practice.

went to wait for bus 23 to tm with jj,terrence and tk. all of us jus totally quiet at de busstop,all really shagged. terrence alighted 1 stop earlier to change bus,then tk left to take bus 3 at inter. me and jj went to BBQ chicken and eat~ sat there nt talking much cos we're both dam tired.. aft eating went to T1 walk around,then i had to go for BBoy le. took mrt and jj alighted at simei while i fell asleep on de mrt.

when i woke up,i jus alighted thinking i was at next stop is city hall,but actually i already at raffles place.>< then gg lor,went to take a train which i THOUGHT was gonna bring me back to city hall,instead,wrong direction,i ended up at marina bay.>
finally found de right way back and arived at Oschool at 5.20. lucky de lesson haven even start lol. slacked alot today and didn do much cept for some footwork and swipes. really dam pain,bth. aft lesson walked really slowly like zombie to mrt and mrt back.. then bus 359 back had to stand all de way oso!>< finally arrived back home,my father ask me "tired anot? still can walk ar?" ARGH lol..

jus bathed and ate dinner. body is totally emitting ALOT of heat,i feel like im burning inside out.>< shux man.. hais tired,gonna turn in early tonight ba.. yawn.. ouch.

counting down to our offense

2010-05-07T23:58:00.002+08:00

woke up and realised.. hey.. im stuck.. took me alot of effort to get myself out of bed,cos my whole upper body was having really really bad muscle aches.>< and there's still training tmr.o.o.. CMON I CAN DO THIS!>< o cool aft water polo there's bboy.. wow..*faints*

waited for jj's sch stuff to end,then bathed and left house to meet ald at inter. jj boarded at tamp and we went shopping de whole afternoon,mainly looking for my beanie but we jus walked all over orchard looking at stuff. ate mac at takashimaya there. double pounder with cheese is a waste of money lol! i rather hav 2 double cheese burgers,it's definately more worth. but owel. aft tat walked and found our way to far east. walked up down a few times before finally buying a bandana and a beanie.=3 jj and ald were complaining alot cos i couldn make uo my mind and went to revisit all de shops twice before buying. jj is havng some serious dehydration today,thirsty like mad?!?! so in return i bought them watermelon juice and myself a piece of pineapple!<3 i love pineapple.^^v

took mrt from orchard to bugis. oya orchard mrt de cotton on was having some clearence sale or smth. everything was on 50% discount and de shop was packed like..O.O walked from bugis straight to iluma arcade. spent $20 there.>< but yeap it was fun la haha. but im so not gonna do tat again.-.-

left de arcade around evening and went down to watch ald play taiko and slacked around there. felt abit hungry so went back to bugis to eat. no where else,kfc again lol. sat there and listened to ald and jj talk bout football..o.o it was friggin cold.>< 9.30 left and walked around to try find ald's mother's day present.. to no avail..=/ took a bus 12 back and chatted along de bus ride home.

jj dropped off 1st,then me. ald off to inter and change bus. jus bathed,it was terrible.. i cant even raise my arms to bathe myself. dam pain.>< so gonna die tmr man.. but i'll survive somehow.>< still haven touch SWAP proposal yet. shux.. spent more than $50 in total today. im a broke bitch now..=( i dowan go arcade le la!!!>< my money all kena bombed there. time to sleep! so dead tired and tmr's gonna be a tough day ttm. JIAYOU ZHIAN!

2010-05-07T00:15:00.002+08:00

stupid me left house today bringing swimming trunks but no towel and matric card.>< so aft sch at 5 chionged back home to gather my stuff and ate something light before heading out back to sch to meet jj.

water polo training was.. pretty hardcore today lol. my hands are totally shaking now.>< shows jus how unfit i am man...=( de water polo cap made me feel like i was wearing a bra on my head rofl.=/ dunno leh,it jus reminds me of a bra so much haha!>< no doubt tat it's voted de toughest sport,it really is. even though i totally ko-ed aft jus 3mins or so in de game,it was totally fun. i was dying aft tat and so were all de other freshies.><

watched de seniors play and it was freaking funny de way our coach laughed at them for de stupid things they do,like throwing de ball like throwing grenade like tat lol,totally FAILBLOG. training ended at 9.30 and we washed up,changed and gathered tgt to talk abit. parted ways with de rest of them and went with jj to eat. training saturday morning 11-2.=D BRING IT ON!

me and jj were totally nua ttm.. really nua. my hands are aching even as im typing right now.>< cmon babe we gotta be stronger than this!>< no sch tmr cos it's ccn day. so well can give myself as much rest as possible. gotta finish SWAP proposal next week. workload is coming in,trainings are coming up,gotta jiayou zhian! JIAYOU!

jus say de magic word.

2010-05-05T20:53:00.002+08:00

YES AR GONE AND DONE WITH HELL DAY ALIVE!>< dam de 4hrs lab was hell as can be.. sucks to de max and i was jus so shag i went out during de lab halfway and went to itas eat.=/ aft tat jus slacked through de lab nt doin much and had it over and done with.

watched brendon and jervois play gunbound rofl,lame games are part of poly life.=/ went for law lecture,it's de only lecture today tat i didn fall asleep. fell asleep for all de other lectures. cos law is so interesting la!^^ aft sch waited for jj to come back sch take pictures to sketch haha. so pei him walk around engine sch take picture and walk to 201 tgt. our usual crap as always.=3

took bus 12 at 201 back while jj walked home i tink? played with 194 miaomiao before goin home. gonna eat dinner and rot awaiting for tmr. water polo.<3

soon soon..

2010-05-04T21:48:00.002+08:00

wat a rotting tuesday.. weather sucks real bad. and now im sick.=( and yeap.. tmr is hell wednesday.>< gotta make it through as usual hais.. thursdays are ok and i cant wait for water polo at night.=3 friday ccn day so no sch. goin to iluma again with ald and jj i tink. this time i gotta buy my beanie cos there IS lesson on saturday,no more labour day holiday haha.=/

hugs and misses,love and kisses

2010-05-02T21:37:00.003+08:00

yet another boring sunday..=(

i tink my sleeping habits are getting better with de start of school. i wake up before 11 on weekends instead of after 2.=/ so well this is good.=) so started de day thinking bout cmsk again hais.. by afternoon i finally got de idea working up,i was being a really good boy and didn play games and jus kept doing research.^^v so well i was rewarded with an early finish at early evening. i hope it's a good idea.=)

jus watched enchanted on tv haha. rmb i went to watch it with jj before in de cinemas.^^ a pretty nice show and really cute.=/ alrights gotta go eat dinner now. wondering if i shud post wat i read again..o.o ok maybe later.=/

我! 在这儿等着你回来.

2010-05-01T22:27:00.002+08:00

forgot tat today is labour day and tat there's no dance today.=( hais.. rotted at home all de long.. nth to do so boring to de max. cmsk screwed shit.. i haven even thought of any idea.><

at night went out to eat tze cha with my parents and sis. felt tired and while they wanted to walk home,i took a bus. and bcos i took a bus.. hmm.. funny how fate works. and bloody hell they had to hav a wedding there.-.- owel. i gotta start doing my cmsk later,if nt it'll be too late,scared tmr cant rush it finish.><

come back.. come back..

2010-05-01T00:44:00.002+08:00

awesome day at iluma today with hentai buddies! aft sch went home and rotted waiting for jj and ald to get rdy. then left house around 5+ to meet with ald at de inter. finally he made up his mind to go pierce helix lol. dam funny sia,i talking talking to him halfway,de guy jus suddenly piak de thing in and we both stun tio lol! ald was cursing like amd aft tat lol.=/

met with jj at tanah merah station,cos jj missed de train we were on,lol kept looking out finding where de hell is he,then de mrt leaving we saw him running up de stairs.>< den he saw us in de mrt waving goodbye to him rofl.=/ aft tat took to bugis and walked around bugis street finding a beanie to no avail..>< damit i need it for my bboy class!=(

den went to iluma and looking at de ufo machines.. got no1 to catch anything for anymore.. looked at alden play taiko,but.. de girl at de para para machine totally took me and jj's attention away from ald lol. she's like.. IMBA TTM.. i cant even catch de beats looking at it i wonder how she even perfect de songs sia?!>< freaking pro. aft tat walked down and looked at shoes.. aft dam long of trying and trying i bought de same design as jj,but mine's black and his grey.=3 happy with it!

aft tat walked back to kfc and waited for seats cos it was so crowded.>< finally managed to get a seat at de corner and we ordered our food. ultimate value box and cheese fries! awesome! but it was dam cold so we decided to move out and go walk walk.

walked 1 round outside bugis outside before walking back into iluma. and hell we didn expect our finale to be this huge.. went to de top level for fun cos had nth to do. and wth man.. wth.. it's freaking..*gasps..* wtf i really got no words to describe it. it's like.. WOW man.. simply WOW. we almost went mad inside,it was awesome.. we're gonna go back there 1 day and spend de whole day there.<3 got abit late and we gtg reluctantly.>< wen to take bus 12 back chatting all de way.

each alighted back at our stops and went home. phew wat a day! sad tat i didn get my beanie though.=( i wanted it so much.>< doubt i can go bbal in de morning tmr cos it's like so late already and i haven even bathed. looking forward to bboy tmr! YEAH!^^

wish u were here..

2010-04-29T23:46:00.003+08:00

water polo is de love.=)

jj dragged me along ask me go pei him go water polo with him ytd. in de end i soft hearted ar,den aiya sua la sua la pei u go 1 time!>< but now..o.o i feel like carrying on.=) stayed outside de pool for dam long dun dare go in,in de end plucked up enough courage to enter cos wel.. cant be jus bcos i ownself scared i disappoint jj ba? so wel we went in!

sat down and realised there were very little ppl compared to all de other cca. well i kinda liked it,i hate huge crowds.>< de coach is really good and even coaches 1 to 1 to tell us our mistakes and stuff. by de end of 2hrs,we learnt alot of things! and i look forward to de next training on thu.^^

showered through and went to tm to walk around.. well.. well..>< ugh..=( i missed u so much.. so much.. went to foodcourt and jj ordered his fav dessert and share with me.. thx dardar. went to bussstop and went our seperate ways.

went to 194 to talked to miaomiao,she jus sat there and listened,doubt she understands anything im saying but thankyou for being there miaomiao.<3 went home aft tat. bathed,now eating dinner,gotta sleep soon cos there's law tutorial tmr afternoon. at least can grab some more sleep.^^

我好想你..

2010-04-28T20:09:00.002+08:00

made it through hell day with a tired smile. lectures.. labs.. lectures.. talks.. ugh.>< tiring much. and to end off my 'wonderful' day,my slipper snapped along de way home. dejavu much?!?! it snapped at de exact same place,right side,right outside sch!! wth?!?! did de same thing as de previous time,walked with 1 slipper on and de broken 1 in my file.=/ i dun tink any1 noticed my feet? so owel.^^

boarded de bus 21 and my 1st reaction was "WHY THE HELL DE FLOOR SO COLD?!?!">< yeap de floor was dam cold! suffered cold feet all de way back,poor feet..=( alighted from bus and walked back home.. dropped by 194 to play with de cat there but.. but..=( jus as i was gonna approach it,a girl took away it's attention!!>< and it was so happy to see her too.. it went to her and even jumped up to sit beside her!*jealous*=( owel.. walked by and saw tiger hehs.. at least tiger was nice..^^ it jumped up on de seat beside me and looked at me. so i played with tiger for awhile before leaving for home. walking around bare foot aint such as a bad feeling.=)

time for dinner.. jj went back to sch for a meeting or smth.o.o bathe and sleep ba.. im tired.>< tmr till 5pm. owel. gotta get through it as well.=)

i know u tink i dun,but,i still do.

2010-04-27T22:01:00.005+08:00

yet another wednesday is here.. lessons from 9am to 7pm.*pukes blood* hais.. owel nth much to blog about. today came home aft lessons at 11 and jus rotted at home. gotta sleep soon cos tmr is a hell day.><

i miss you

2010-04-25T23:51:00.002+08:00

life is back to de same old rotting days at home. how i msised de times..

boring sundays starts from now. whole day,on de com,reading books,playing gameboy even.=/ yeap that's my life lol. that's why i spent a long time away from my blog last time,cos i really had nth to blog about. until..=) so well,rather than jus rotting and waiting to die,why not share some knowledge,who noes,maybe it could be helpful.;)

today's topic would be on: Food That Relieves Stress

well u noe wat they say,a hungry person will NEVER be a happy person! so a happy life,starts from de food u eat. aft some research and reading up,i found out some pretty cool facts on not jus food,but snacks. yeap u got tat right! snacks! so even if u hav a small appetite,you can still snack i bet?=) well a snack is all it takes to shake off de stress!

wel im sure lots of ppl noes this 1. Chocolates! for those who are wondering "What?!",yeap it's true.=) basically,chocolates are sweet,sweet stuff raises endorphin level and anandamide which boosts de level of ur mood.

popcorn,wafers,whole-grain biscuits etc. these snacks enchances de "happiness" in ur brain. starchy carbohydrate-rich food calms ur senses and even helps to relieve depression.

MOO!!! yeap! it's milk! clacium,magnesium and potassium contents in milk helps to keep blood pressure down. drinking malk also has a calming and relaxing effect on many ppl,especially warm milk. it might not be de same for everybody,but it's worth giving a try. no harm drinking milk anyway right?=)

cereal. wel personally i dun eat cereal either haha! but aft today i tink maybe i'll do so,and hav it with milk. so i can benefit 2-in-1.=/ cereals gives a person more energy and clearer thinking. it has also been proven that a bowl of cereal daily reduces de stress hormone in ur body,cortisol.

so well,that's it.=) all these are all proven facts and they're definately safe to follow,so why not try it?^^

i hope this helps in some way.. take care..

2010-04-25T02:32:00.002+08:00

well.. wat can i say? i'll always love you. take care k? do take care of yourselves alright? however,if there ever comes a day,when de goin gets too tough and u hav no1 to go to,please rmb,there's always me. i'll help u with anything and everything,this time,im gonna do it right.

things hav turned out this way,good or bad,life still has to go on right? thankyou for everything till now. sincerely,truely,thankyou. you have no idea,how much de appearence of u girls brightened up my entire life. you will always be a memory i deeply cherish,in tat special place in my heart made specially for u. i wont ever forget for a second,ur love for me. and please rmb,that i'll always love you,and i'll definately miss you,my babygirls.<3

2010-04-23T21:56:00.003+08:00

cried myself to sleep last night.. woke up at 6am from a dream and cried again.. fell back asleep around 9. woke up feeling so.. well i cant explain de feeling. went online,couldn control myself and wanted to break into tears again.. left de hse and went to find ald at sch. cried through de journey there,i dun care if ppl are looking,guy then cannot cry meh?

walked around de cca fair.. bought a paddlepop at cheers.. paddlepop.. i wanted to cry.. jj went off for his lesson while me and ald went to t1 manpuku to sit down eat ice cream.. cried there.. sat there for some time until i stopped. walked around waiting for jj lesson to end and come find us. slacked whole day out at tamp..

walked to 201 busstop and sat there waiting for like 1hr+ for alden's 518. dunno y so dam long. then my bus 17 came and i left. jj walked home. went home ate dinner,gonna head to de showers aft this and cry,i cant hold it in much longer.. turning in early tonight.. cos im gonna cry again..

baby,i dunno if you'll be reading this but.. i wont be able to bring myself to hate u.. and i dun wan to in de 1st place,there's nth bout u for me to hate.. loving some1,is embracing her strengths,and covering her flaws. i dun hate u in de least,but im worried. i still care bout u.. i care de world bout u. no1 has ever made me feel like this.. if this dosen show my love for u,i dunno wat else will. i dun care be it years,decades,i'll still be waiting for u.. i can never let go off you no matter how hard i try.. i love you.. forever and ever.

2010-04-23T00:57:00.002+08:00

tink i really got through hell and out today.=/

alright baby,here's to u. we're waiting ok,we're jus waiting. come back to us soon.=) you can do it.^^ i believe in u. i truely do. i swear i've never loved any1 like this before,you girls are de first,and de last.<3 so u better come back to me k? YOU! YES YOU!=) im gonna be strong,you're gonna be strong too. till we meet again,take cares baby,i love you,always will.<3 dun back out,i'll be waiting ok..

2010-04-20T14:09:00.001+08:00

this is it

2010-04-19T20:50:00.000+08:00

so this is wat it feels like to be hated..

2010-04-18T18:58:00.001+08:00

i hav lost all meaning in life..