lol didn do back to my blog to cont de post last night woops..

was cabaling de whole last night.. level 39 le.. can do promotion by today hehz.. jus finished all my work.. chinese compo,eng compo,eng compre,ss.. journel next time do la..=X dun like doin journels haha.. sucks..

aiya sian.. sis n mum goin macau next wed.. than i'll hav to spend 2 weeks alone at home,dad only comes back at 7+.. so whole afternoon free.. hse so quiest scary sia.. n my sis taking de ipod..>.<>

yay saturday~ love saturdays can stay up til 3am hehz.. nth to do.. quite sian.. wish saturdays can go out with frens or better stil,with juniors haha! every saturday is spent rotting at home.. wel at least its beter than goin to sch right? owel.. feel like nth to post leh.. nah maybe i tonight than cont this post.. tats all for now i guess haha..

back to simple sch life hah.. today spent a good 2hrs with juniors during study session.. hehz so happy~

shi ying n qishan!!! shud hav waited for me at de bus stop ma.. i was on my way there le lor.. in de rain somemore lor.. than halfway msg me tel me u all on bus le.. than i walk back in de rain again.. T.T next study session mus come ok!! i'll come n fetch u even if ur at jurong! n qi shan ar.. pls stop ur nonsense bout de 'girl smiling at me' can ma? suddenly pop another 2 'frens' tat smile oso.. haiyo eh.. cant tahan u ar! nonsense~

hmm.. lets see.. nth interesting happned leh.. pe ran 4 rounds.. than i wanted to die haha.. other than tat whole day was jus crap! as usual haha.. o aft sch study session yeap tat is de best part of my life.=) aft tat went out with jj to buy a 'donkey' for wh for anniversary tmr~ aww~ went home to realise im alone.. than ate leftovers for dinner.. n my darling nonsense junior told me nt to cos its 'super bad' to eat leftovers.. so caring haha.. anyway i stil ate it..=X if nt wan me starve to death meh haha.. too tired to cook la.. guess tats all for a day? tmr night study eww.. waste another 3hrs there.. sucks..

stepped down day 7..

can i say tat i miss my juniors again?=X

yay study sessions! can spend time with my juniors.. hehz.. so happy.. homework haven do.. n nt feeling well again.. today woke up at almost 4pm.. jialat ar.. headache.. flu.. cough..

ok nth to type le.. stupid sister rushing me to finish using com so she can use.. F**king B*tch..

Juniors i'll miss u!!!!!!!!=D i stil couldn help it haha..
Stepped down day 2..

Dedicated to all my precious juniors

2nd time i cired in sec sch life.. cant believe it..

ytd's concert was fun~ last performence b4 i stepped down.. full of laughter n joy.. bet de guys rmb 'hairy bear'? lol.. n de 'man's talk' HAHA dam funny.. our graduated seniors actualy bought all of us a flower each how sweet of them.. dun worry my ex-juniors,i'll get u all smth next year oso.=) our trip back to sch had much excitement with a cockroach on de bus n every1 was having so much 'fun' haha! in de end it got squished n it died.. yu qi dun sad haha..

to my dear ex-juniors=(: u guys hav ben great.. greatest batch in de entire guitar history.. ever since u guys came in guitar had been so much bonded n fun.. thx to jon,chang n wei jing tat rescued me frm 'girl guides' when u 3 came in during my 2nd year..=) of cos nt 4getting chris n wee kiong hu are also much appreciated.. qi shan,shi ying,beatrice n yu qi.. u 4 are my closest female juniors n i am realy happy to hav u guys.. u 4 are always so good to me even though im nt much of a gd senior.. thx guys u all are de best..

to chang/jon: u 2 are full of crap omg haha.. without u 2 de ensemble would be very dull n uncle lim's head won't be as shiny as u said it is. i always felt tat i was de junior among u guys.. i so short n its always u all take care of me instead i take care of u all.. thanks..

to qi shan/shi ying: NONSENSE! especially qi shan ar..u 2 shorties always suan me short.. haha i dun mind la k.. i noe its a fact.. i bet if ur reading this now u wil be nodding ur head lor.. right qi shan/shi ying? u all always say dun like me hor.. qishan:'eeee... this kind of senior bad like hell.' right? hais.. but i noe actualy u all care alot for me.. when i wasn feeling well u all dowan let me carry double bass n not even de hard casing 1.. kept asking me to take care.. u 2 cute n nonsensical peep-squeaks,i'll rmb u for life.. love u!

to yu qi: omg this girl cannot 4get.. ytd broke my 2 pics.. lol! 1st time i see some1 strum so power haha! during performence actually broke n she felt so sorry.. dun be la hor.. dun blame u.. but u mus keep it ok.. cannot throw away.. n u oso dun be so guilty bout scolding me n hitting me every practice la ok haha.. yup i'll miss u too..

to wei jing/beatrice: cos i duno u 2 as well as i noe de others so i put u 2 tgt haha. wei jing dun tok much with me leh. so i dun realy noe him well? but i tink he wil mis me too? i hope.. u better miss me ok! beatrice was.. i nv knew her name was beatrice until like last week? sorry la nt gd with names haha.. yup but in 1 week can tell tat she is oso a very very caring junior.. gona get married to double bass le hor? jia yous! too bad i dun carry it le haha. i wil miss u 2 oso so i hope u will miss me too yea?

to wee kiong: last 1 haha.. so late than join.. if u had quitted volleyball earlier could spent 1 extra year.. but even though only noe u for 1 year i already noe u quite well.. mus be u sociable cos i nt very sociable 1 lol.. so u are very rare n i'll rmb u! p.s. mus jio ** ** ok!.. er-hem er-hem.. u shud noe hu i talking bout right?=D

i didn mean to start off de chain of crying ytd la hor.. dun blame me.. i will really mis u guys ma.. my tears for u all de leh.. im not an easy-to-cry person 1 lor.. ytd was rather shocking haha.. hu cried aft me ar.. beatrice,jia jing,shi ying? i duno stil hav anot i was busy 'entertaining' myself.. yu qi came frm duno where to come find me jus cos she found out i crying haha.. she was somewhere in de middle or back right? ya thx haha.. but seriously.. i wil realy miss u guys ALOTALOT!!! i noe i repeat alot of times le la but jus bear with it ok haha.. i'll come for guitar when im free to find u all.. next yr syf mus get at least a gold! i'll be supporting for u all! ned help with anything can jus come find me.. or call me,93578028,oya n add me on msn! zhian_1992@hotmail.com.. but i nt very gd with sch work ar haha.. k bye~

stepped down day 1..

tmr is our big day yay! gonna perform le so happy! but than again it's our last performence before we step down tmr..T.T gonna miss my juniors so much.. sick today shouldn hav gone to sch.. i felt like dying..

to my dear zhu-niao's: i am really touched today.. suddenly all so gd to me..^^ very very happy to hav juniors like u.. so caring n kind n nice~ jus bcos im a little unwell shi ying n qi shan dowan let me carry double bass.. scare i die or de double bass die?(i jus take it as though it's me la hor?=D) than i wanted to go up take more guitar they pull me down back to de 1st floor dowan let me take.. haha.. so gd de juniors where to find.. than jon n chang suddenly ask me to slack while they do de work.. so touching.. aft we went to bubble tea there.. beatrice,jon,wee-wee,qi shan,shi ying,wei jing n some unknown girl i duno lol.. qi shan kept saying i looked sick n beatrice wanted them to finish their drink faster so i can go home to rest.. aft tat we each went our own ways home than left me,shi ying,qi shan,wei jing n tat unknown fren of theirs.. they kept asking me to take more rest n drink more water kept reminding me. abit naggy la like my mum lol.. but i tink is bcos u guys care? thanks..

all de best for tmr! u guys are de best! love every1 of u!

5 more days to step down~ counting down.. aft concert step down le.. gonna feel quite weird nt having a cca like tat .. every saturday morning would be spent at home.. watching tv? studying.. than i would most probably leave my guitar there to rot until aft exams maybe..

march holidays were okay i guess? guitar practice every day but its fun wad so hu cares haha. remedial,class bazaar.. blah blahs..

sch starts tmr back to sch life! work hard for de upcoming mid year exam.. i didn do so well for my commen test..T.T jialat.. i ned help.. any1 wan help me in any subjects? WARNING:im a very slow learner,very blur n take tons of patience to teach.=/

yawn rainy days.. makes me so sian.. finaly decided on which shirt to get for de concert.. its $29.90? lets hope uncle lim tinks its ok.. if nt hav to buy de $69 1.. no moeny haha.. omg i can jus imagine de concert night.. guitar.. girls wear full black.. guys wear full black oso.. wth.. how nice lol.. raining.. still raining sia.. hais.. so sian.. nth to do.. im so bored at home!!! some1 save me..

back to boring life again.. hais.. tmr morning hav guitar! n de day after.. n de day after after.. n de day after after after.. n it goes on until end of march holis.. hais.. so much practice.. jialat.. tiring leh.. wel at least i can spend time with my juniors(tat always bully me 1!T.T) if nt stepdown than wont realy see them le.. realy look forward to de concert coming on 21march.. last concert with guitar before stepping down.. sob sob..

today didn go clan outing cos i had tuition.. n i had no $$.. wh i nv go lan ar.. i nv waste $.. if i got $ i wil go eat 1 fang xin.. aft tuition which lasted until 3.30+? than lunch than spent de rest of de day on de com until now lor.. than aft his watch tv until.. 2+ at least? tmr hav chem oso.. aiyo..

holiday any1 hav time goin out or wat hor mus call me.. if nt i dam sian..

today go try find clothes for de guys for de guitar performance.. but in de end no result owel.. de girls got everything settled le ba? guys.. so ma fan.. anyway lol.. when goin there i fell asleep in de mrt n overshot bugis.=X than i become even later than i was supposed to be haha..

at mos burger.. LOL.. jia jing vegetarian ma,than can only eat de veggie burger,she didn noe wat it was called so shi ying,or was it qi shan? said its called grass burger.. tat was bad enough,cos jia jing vegetarian ma.. i suddenly got inspired than tot of a better name.. 'moss'(mos) burger.. which kinda suits de name of de shop haha.. than me,shi ying and qi shan jus kept rattling on about moss until jia jing got pissed lol..

than took bus home.. fell asleep for awhile than de rest of de journey was jus chatting lor.. but it was quite fun.. had a nice day today..=)

cant believe i almost failed my emaths! i only got 25! than my physics was a disaster oso! 8/25.. omg.. but finaly commen test almost over.. last day tmr! work hard i cannot let my godfather down!

only good thing tat happened today was tat i finaly got accepted into W[o]N yay! W[o]N rocks forever!

wa last 2 days wh was like scary lor.. she got that killer look on her face all de time.. not enough sleep+exam stress probably drove her nuts n loosened a few screws on her head.=/ but at least today she was abit better.. abit.. tired oso can cheer up de ma! i oso can look happy y u cannot?

i'll be fine.. i'll be jus fine.. tot it through le ba.. it could be better like tat.. for me n maybe for her? dun hav to feel awkward cos i dun like u le? i hope..
ppl hu see this,i dun care ok,jus dun anyhow tok in sch can le.. karen iloveu!
ok... lets see wat happened today. o shit.. stupid physics test..
Q:Define de principle of conservation of energy.
A:Off de lights n fans when not in use.
am i dead or wat? dead.. owel.. aft sch went to jj's hse to study! owel nt much studyin is done.. i spent so much time on minesweeper.. wh n jj were.. playing? haha psp addicts..

boring life~ realy boring.. it sucks to be me.. 1am+.. stil hav 2 more hrs++ then goin to sleep.. watching tv.. dota.. study.. i practically do nth else lor.. failure in life or wat?
it hurts.. suffering in silence.. y cant u understand.. i cant take it..
thx wh,for jus talking to me when i ned it..
today morning got chem.. aft chem went to tm to.. eat.. then go arcade.. chee peng couldn go in cos he was wearing sch pe.. turned out i went to change clothes with him so he could play haha.. his pe shirt so big on me lol.. toyrs was a disaster lol.. crazy ppl laugh until cannot stop.. flyin spiderman,'flower' dog.. some soft poles tat kinda hurt when u whack ppl.. n kq whacked me.. scare me lol cos i didn expect it.. then went library study.. i was so sian i couldn study so i decided to go home.. went home bathe eat lunch.. next moment i realise i was in dreamland liao.. woke up for dinner n then spent de rest of de time on de com.. tats jus about how boring my life is.. sucks right? sucks..